BEACH !

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went to ah ma's chalet. cause its her birthday. wells. then went to the rent bicycle with my cousins. then cycled laas. wahlau. i didnt ride a bike for like few years alrdy. then anyhow take one bike and cycled lorhs. [[: kinda unbalance at first. then used to it. so it became alrighs. cycled slowly at first. then met up with jamie they all. cause they went so fast until i thought i lost them? ahas. then we cycled to the beach. damn nice laas. took pictures there. the scenery there gan chio laas! then after that. left 10 minutes. AND WE CHIONG BACK AHS! lols. damn tiring siah. sweated alot. leg was damn suan laas. at first we couldn't find the shop. in the end we found it laas. cycled in the car park to find it laas! damn paisehs siahs. returned the bike. bought coke. and walked to the beach. damnmit. my butt was numb laas. ahas. was sms-ing baby on throughout laas. he woke up at 4 you know?! lols. then took a lot of pictures agns. took the scenery. hey. it was like damn chio laas! as in the scenery. then took a branch and draw my name. wanted to draw baby's name. but gotto go. hahas. here are the pictures.

PARENT'S MEETING`

woah! gosh! i just came back from that stupid parents meeting laas. damn bored laas. my mum went to get that number tag. number 31! like. *argh. called you to come early and you get the number tag 31 and you called that early?!* lols. nvm. cause i've got dance practice. but today i think didn't dance much. got this farewell party for mr tan cause he's leaving us. ]]: sobs* wells. then went for dance around 11+ then around 12+ i left dance. settled some personal problems btn the paddi. wells. guess its' solved? cause i didn't know anything they were talking about laas. ahas. then went to meet my mummy at my class. got it's going 31. then after that it came my turn. and i went. *yang lao shi yang lao shi*. not cause i don't like miss chen. but its cause miss chen will paotoh everything out laas. then my turn came and YEAH! i got yang lao shi laas. so lucky. and went to sit there. gave her my report book. failed 2 subjects. history and science. wells. gotto brush up on my science since history is no longer needed. AHA! yang lao shi went like. "okays. shi ya can do better. she is really capable of better results. see. her chinese. she did her best that's why she got such high marks. but i don't know why sometimes she seemed like she wasn't concentrating." lols!!** then she continued "oh! and she got one very weird habit. during my chinese lesson she speaks english. without fail. during other lessons. she speaks chinese. she got to change her habit alrdy ahs." i went like *orh*. then she said what. " i always told her to be serious cause she's always laughing" and i laughed agains. *ha. "sometime she got to stop laughing and be serious.". my mum said. `ya. i know. that's her personality. she's always laughing non stop.` i blushed laas* hahas. then yang lao shi said. " ya. is her personality. but she has to know when to be serious and to laugh." *orhs.* that what i said. damn paiseh la. like. i just smiled and smiled. lols. awkard laas* then yang lao shi said. "shi ya, you must work harder next ssemester ahs" and i dunno why i laughed laas. she said. "oh. and i also keep telling her that girls must be more gentle" *whatthehell?* then she continued "she knows i kept talking about her laas". but all this doesn't matter laas. and HEY! my mummy didn't nag at me. WAKAKAKA! hahas. then i went home smiling lorhs. so damn lucky she didn't said anything NEGATIVE to my mummy? hahas. miss him lots laas. *****. <33

my report book .

ogmigosh.

today. was damn slack laas. exam over alrdy. and ohmigosh!! PARENTS MEETING TOMORROW. i think i'll be dead if the ******* teachers anyhow pon weh. diediedie.
XD yeah. tomorrow my ah ma's birthday. woah! chalet! im so gonna take LOTS && LOTS of picture laas! gotto go.

loves&&misses`
melissaXD

kissed**

gosh. im damn disappointed.

argh! so pissed. i failed my history. which i not shock laas. cause i totally didnt touch the book at all laas. then my maths. goodness... i've got high hopes on that can. like. the standard of paper 1 and paper 2 was so different! then i did ok for paper1. but paper 2 i failed! i was so disappointed. i know i was gonna do bad for my paper2. BUT I DIDN'T EXPECT IT TO BE SO DAMN BAD! i was pissed enough already. then my parents were like. "hey. you know why you did so badly? its because you had boyfriend. that idiot guy made you lose concentration." YEAH RIGHT! ass man. i didn't think so laas. my english. standard. so-so. 64.3% and chinese was 77% yippes! hahas. if i ain't wrong. i didn't get a1 for chinese since sec1? did i? well. forgotten. hahas. hais.
wells. anyways. went to compass aft dance. to meet botak. hahas. he damn cute laas. lols.
so now. yeahs. damn hot laas. im sweating!

****
melissaXD.
shitt. parent's meeting is nearer and nearer. fuckfuck!

THURDSDAY ?!

gosh! my blogger in back to normal. so i could post pictures?!
hahas. mummyyyy. i want my dahhling phone back! hahas.
wells. finally there is one day when i could wake up late. 9++ i woke up.
everybody is already awake. like. LMAO ? okays.
went down to the living room. was so hungry i didn't know what to do.
yesterday night. i cried all the way to 12 + then i swore i couldn't think about him anymore. so. i figured out yesterday was my day to cry it all out before letting go. OHwells. no point talking about it again. OTHERWISE he'll say i'm trying to act an amo-er here? and all laas. like. wadthefuck? do i have to act like one? sorry. i didn't see the need to. so that's what i told him. yesterday. i bade him a goodbye. message laas. and i wouldn't message him anymore? wells. hopefully i could do it.

wells. was talking to meiyi and emmy on msn now. gossip-eed alotsss. hahas.
later i'm going to popular. and buy A NEW PENKNIFE! weeee. actually. not to cut myself agains. didn't wanna TRY to gain his attention. and maybe buy some markers too. im rich for now. hehes** will try updating everyday now.

loves&misses '
melissa-XD

wells. now im at home. so bored.... no schools till monday. HEY! how am i going to survive?! today. tmr. the next day. wahhlau. and all laas. total 5 days lehs! [ im watching mr bean now. lols. ] and yeah. apologies for not updating. hais. cant use the computer this few days laas. oh. and remembered i said i wanna get an a1 for my maths. cause i've promised my mum. and oh god. im so gonna disappoint her. cause. wells. papre 1 is VERY easy. really. but paper 2 was damn difficult. totally no the same. but i tried to do some working. hoping i could at least get some working marks laas. here 2 marks there 1 mark. at the very least i can pass laas. hahas. very funny orhs? damn lame laas. and. there was history test yesterday. totally blew it up. like. totally didnt study at all? all my answers were like. bullshittings? lols. hahas. but mine wasn't the worst laas. mel.y and jmine their's should be ever more worse laas. haahs.

hais. maybe i still cannot forget him after all. suddenly thinking about him and all. and ytd. nearly fell out with jk and HIM laas. dunno how to say. but hey. dun ask me. i wouldn't wanna answer. hais. i dunno what im talking about to them. and all. but after all. i think i love him more then anyone i've ever loved. how'd you explain that? hais. really dunno what is on my mind. am i going crazy? argh. miss him damn damn damn much. i felt like i totally lost my life laas. how stuoopid. but hey. if YOU are reading this. i'll tell you something. you know what you've said to me ytd? totally hurts me alot when you said all those things laas. dun play with my feelings. you know i take everything you said for real. and you do know how to act according to whatever is happening laas. very good. ** hais. well. wanna aplogise to jk. sorry ahhs. hahas. know you said you pretend all this haven't happened. but just cant get this matter out of my mind laas. i feel like im a bitch. wells. i m last time. and now im beginnig to bitch back agns. save me laas!... someone. i' am so gonna take back my words that i wanna give up on you. cause 'i cant. sorry for all the trouble caused. baby I LOVE YOU. wait wait wait. you ain't my baby anymore. cant write baby. BOY I LOVE YOU. sighhs

sunday?

wells. still boring laas. hmms. woke up at 7++. and just remembered today is mothers day?!! like. omigosh? and mummy's got work can. fucking boss of hers. pui*! then never mind. chiong my maths revision once agns. hehes. what a good girl you see. hahas. then .. well. was watching spider man 3 just now. daddy took from his friend yesterday i think. haas. and then suddenly the disk sot sot laas. wadthehell! okays. and now i got a scolding from my lil' bro. for nothing? owells. just gotto shuddup now. hes. and ytd. JKboi told me something which made me damn it shocking laas. hahas. nobody knows wad isit. only my siao ehs know. hahs. siao ehs. honoured hor? ahahs. hmmms. later going to compass. dunno for wad. cause daddy's out now. ltr he come back and bring us go compass? shopping!?! hope so las. hehes.
lorves ' misses '
melissa[:
and oh yeah. i given up on MK already baas.

woops. i heard a thunder?! and its so goddamnnnnit louddddddd. wahhh... then now its raining! oh . im so bored. did lots lots of maths revision. till im sian laas. prepared for my maths test. hopefully. not so difficult laas. hahahhas.

misses <33

BORINGGGGGGGGGG~

gosh! so damn bored now can! like. exams is here. and i cant go out? and argh. hahas. hmmms. yesterday i got to know something. SHE BOUGHT A BIKINI! like. wad the hell laas? cant IMAGINE she wearing it. kinda gross? lol.s. wells. today. woke up at 9++. weees/ finally. i wake up after 9! laugh out loud? hahas. then went down to watch tv. while my bro and lil' bro play the com. like. hahas? then finally my brother left! and i can use the com now. hehehs. hmmms. did my maths revision. gotto buck up on my maths! im aiming for an a1? hahs. cause my ca1 i've only got a b4? which is like. OH MY GOD. I'VE GOTTO PULL UP MY MARKS ! hahahas.
hmmms. wanna go shopping soons. wanna buy shorts. and all laas. hahahah! oh yeah! going shopping in june. [[: weeees!
[ baby. cant forget you. ]

[ you try leaving me. see what i'll do. come back now. calling once ! calling twice ! LASSSSST CALL ! and thats it. i couldn't do anything. cause you left me. ] :'(

oh and. yeah. there was this stupid :)) person. hahas. appreciate ur comments. and. i think. you're very coward. why dun dare put ur own name? poor thing...... jiayou. buck up on ur courage. ( this is specially for yooooouuuuuu ) . hahaha .

after exam. went to compass. to eat. and wait for jessie. then after eating 12++ jmine emily accompany me wait for jonathan. pass THOSE THREE BOOKS to him. then went home. goddamnmit. hahah ! hmmms. [ oh yah ! this is to johnson laas . i just rememberd sheena is that lucas sister ! ] hahahas .
really dunno what's up nowadays laas. oh yeah! wednesday we went to emily's house and WAS actually supposed to bake cake laas. in the end. only emily and jmine was baking. while me, jessie, mel.y and meiyi was having a gossip session. and jmine joined in some times. hahah ! then dunno whether the cake was a success a not laas. ahhas. then ...
nothing much already laas. studying now lorhhs. hoping i could pass my exams laas. or else i'll be dead meat mans. oh yeah ! there will be a meet the parents sessions soon. gotto START being a good girl now. otherwise .... i'll be grounded for life !!! hahas.

lovves && misses ;
melissa [[: ''
anyways. kinda sorry didnt update laas. internet went a bit haywire. or should i say . the com got crazy? lols. menopause? hahah !!

[ baby. i'll not give up.
seeing you once agns. just for that split second. how i wish the time would stop at the POINT of time you crossed me. ]

hais . its still the same .

is there something wrong with my com? i just cant upload pictures can! haiyoh!
anyways . sch was alrights laas . went to sch as normal. hey. its a very hot day laas. wahhlau. then went for p.e. stupid mr lim. dun wanna let us rest. fuck siias. then recess. then went back to class. hahas. said hi to johnson. MADE ME SO DAMN PAISEHS CAN ! then he hi back laas. then dunno dunno dunno dunno. blahblah. then chinese lesson i was listening to mp3 laas. then the chinese lesson going to end liaos then the teacher caught me. well. didnt confiscate. then i agns listen laas. then she ask ed me give her. i never. hahaha ! lols. then went to meet emily with jmine and jojo laas. hmmms. then i went back home with natelie. ate appl sturddle. or wadever laas. how you spell.. haha ! very nice. [[: yummies**

lovves and misses;
melissa[[:

boy. i just cant get you out of my mind. everything is impossible without you by my side. ]]:

emo_ing days continue.

today went to sch . saw johnson and his fwen . hahas . so paisehs can . then went to buy green tea . hehes . my usual drink . then sch go on as normal . history was so slack . like . eeerr. then emily came as usual too ! hahas . then recess . atee meepok . but HEY ! actually i ordered mee kia one cans ! then i didnt realise it was mee pok . i only realised after mel.y said EH! I TOT YOU ORDERED MEE KIA. i was like. oh. ya hors. hahas. but nvm las . didnt eat finish . as all the noodles were like in one lump ? fcuk. haha ! then accompanied carina to the side gate so she could try her luck whether she can see her guy . and yeah . she did. so lucky can ! hahas . and she got so happy ! haha. [[: then went back class . lit was slack . but even more slackier ? then mrs tay . the vp . was walking and walking . like . hey ! no walking around the corridoorssssss. ahahah ! then she came into our class and nagnagnag . [ exam in near . i dun see you guys studying ] [ study your science like doing your mindmaps and all ] . like . oh shut up laas ! then she went off . but we still dont give a damn laas . hais. then listened to jmine's mp3 ? sad songs.... and i got emo all over agns . hais . baby . realkly hope you could read the things i wrote / draw at THAT books. cause its kinda meant for you can..
then got oral. fuck. waited for like so long just to sit thr for 5 mins to talk to the cher '? haiyohs! then my turn came and then 5 mins like passed so fast . went to amphe meet jmine mel.y jackie and jojo. jmine was taking MANY pictures laas . of her self of course. hahahahs . then went home. and now i gotto go laas .
lovves && misses ;
melissa[[:

baby . really hope you can stop smoking . you just quitted not long ago . hais .

ahas. my com is back to normal now. and hopefully it will stay this way.

hahas. so i'll upload the pictures i took with my bro at home.

chio boh? hahas. hais. you know mahs. yesterday i was with emily , went to kfc laas. then i saw HIM, he walked away from the counter laas. then im like, wad the .... after that i just dun care laas. then i continued talking to emily, then jojo and jmine came in and then jojo suddenly say. MEL ! then im like. shhhh! then he walked out. hais. then i was depressed the whole whole day.

today was the english test. hais. almost didnt have enough time to do finish naas. hahas. then after exam, went to compass mac. ate laas. was still depressed. then me and emily agns, went to the kfc to ta bao laas. ta bao to mac already then eat laas. then listening to jojo's ipod. listen to the song zai jian, then i felt emo agns. hais. then suddenly feel so full naas ! then saw jonathan, andy and they all laas. but HE is not there laas. hais. im so missing him every second can. hmmms. then now. hahas. dunno what to say liaos. will try to update tomorrow. baby : i love you always . [[: