if it was just you and me

Hey people.
DADDY MUMMY 'S COMING BACK TODAY!
OMGOMGOMG, can't wait to see what they've got for me :P hees.

Aites.
on friday, after i finished blogging, i went for my bathe and then i rushed out to compass to meet jasm, jo, huileng, jes, jackie, benny and mely ( came after her tuition ) okeh, i'm like abit naggy, but ANYWAY, i managed to do my work there, e maths and reflection, LOL, but i just can't finished the other 3 questions for reflections, bleah.
was SUPPOSED to study for chemistry, but due to the noise pollution there, i just can't concentrate, KNOW WHO TO BLAME?! jasm and jessie! super duper noisy! hahahaha, anyway, i couldn't absorb, so, whatever. ended up talking about everything, and jackie questioning me why i was ..... on wednesday night, LOL. trust me, DO NOT GET DRUNK, it sucks.

TODAY was chemistry and english mock exam. how's chemistry test? ( rethorical qns ), okeh, i think i would flunk, DUH, who would dare BET that i'll pass ._.
English however, was much better i guess. for the first time ever, i don't read the passage, like what mrs singh said, and just searched the answer in the passage after reading the question. hmm, i would say it's not really safe, but i guess for this test, i'm safe :X

went to hougang mall with huileng after school, wanted to collect her memory card, BUT the shop haven't open. roars. which afterwards, we decided to eat long johns! but i only had the fries there, LOL.
back home, had a bathe, and went off to take a bus to tampines's GIANT. met edmund ahkor and jinglong papa there, and started shopping for food! woohoo! hahahas.

back to edmund's house and prepared the food and stuffs, jinglong papa set up the table to gamble ( mahjong and cards ), LOL.
people who came : calvin, andy, PY, sarah, chenning xinai, orlena, jordan, annabelle, melg, jonathan, euge, rachels and amelia. LOL.
edmund poured me half a cup of BAILEY ( i think so ), which is erm, yeap, alcohol, BUT I HONESTLY WASN'T DRUNK! just abit too high lah. face was uber red, body temp was super hot, guess why? cause the alcohol percentage is 17%. sibeh song sia.

PY taught me mahjong, which honestly, i didn't learn anything, cause i was sehhhh, and just that i love to touch the mahjong tiles! heehees.
changed game to play black jack, woohoo, ladyluck was w me. i was on losing streak at first, and then it was my turn to become a banker. LOL, PY's sooo ... idk how to say, he betted $2 for everything, omg, but HENG! my luck changed, i earned like 18 bucks for being a banker twice. LMAO :D damn happy please! got money for the shirt liao! =S

went home at like 9plus, wanted to catch a cab, but decided not to, cause i'm saving monaye :X

PICTURES!

Moo year day 2.

hansel.

WEDNESDAY'S

huileng's stage 1 score!

and final. LOL

FRIDAY'S

jessie on terr's back, which, just nice, i took it before she strangle him to put her down!
PS : terr was running around and jessie was screaming! haha

and that's fabian on terr's back

JESSIE BEING LIFTED UP BY : me, jo, terr and fab! hahaha!

TODAY'S

jing long papa! :D

sarah, me, chenning xinai and PY :D

the girls :D

daniel lim! hahaha, so cute please!

something's wrong w my bluetooth, there's 2 other pictures i haven't uploaded, cause i just can't send in no matter how many times i restart my phone or whatever, so, you'll probably see it in the next post! ( they are the pics w PY and edmund :D )

HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO JOSEPHINE GOH AIAI OF MELISSA TAN'S <333333!
you old liao! i'm still fifteen! heeheehees ._. ILYILYILY :D

CIAOS :D
girls, are a complicated bunch (:

i wanted you to be mine. now.

hey guys.
OH WOW, i haven't updated since monday huh. omygod. i'm so really goddamnxzxz sorry! i mean, it didn't cross my mind that my last update was on monday. hurhur :X
well, lemme try and recall what happened yea.

TUESDAY
hmm, went yishun ( daddy's friend's house ) to bai nian. ho, th wind there's pretty strong, my hairdo is sooo messed up, roar, i was frustrated.
but then, i saw this BENGAWAN SOLO erm, finger food, it's erm, circle and there's CHEESE CRISP on top. i didn't get attracteed by their looks, mummy asked me to try, and i did, which i ended up getting .. erm, addicted. HAHA.
head to west coast after yishun, hmm, mummy's side de cousin's house. LOL, it's big. terrace house. yea, but it's really hard to get a parking space. apparently, there's too many people there i guess. and again, i had to sit in front of this FAN and it's practically blowing my hair all the way. sickening ain't it?! roar.

went hansel's house to bai nian. random i know, but well, was supposed to go find mely they all, but i HONESTLY don't know they were staying till 10plus. LOL.
anyway, hansel's house .. roar, IM SUPPOSED TO GO THERE PLAY BLACK JACK ONE KNOW! stoopid hansel bluff me ):
anyway, good thing is, i collected 3 ang baos!!
$.$ i know, it looks like me, money faced. HARHARHAR.
walked home ._. i just can't walk to jo's house to take a bus, sooo ulu please :X

WEDNESDAY
omg. it's a school day.
and yea, my freaking morning is ruined by hansel tan that *****! lemme tell you why!
we arranged for breakfast at 9, but guess what, he woke up at 9.15 and i ended up waiting ONE HOUR for him at hougang mall. this is really wtf. i mean, yea, get it? LOOL.
what's worse is? i put in $2 for bus fare ): CAUSE MY EZLINK CARD NO MONAYE! wth. super heart pain please ):

school's fine. but i made someone angry. which i really didn't mean it. but i think we're fine now (: if you're still angry, SORRY MY DEAR GIRL! :D
and indeed, i went swimming w someone, which i think i shouldn't mention, otherwise unwated rumours will spread. went compass for dinner w someone after swimming.
hey omg, we talked ALOT and ALOT and ALOTALOT! hahaha.

THURSDAY
pretty bad day. was kinda quiet the whole day, i guess. except in the morning when i kept telling jasm funny stuffs about my grandpa.
HEY! my grandpa sent me to school! this is coolzxzxz yo! haha, parents are abroad and grandparents come over to stay. hahas. ahma was sooo cute! she was saying that if she know how to drive, everything would be settled. hahaha!

tampines w huileng after school. ha, as usual, played DDR for like I THINK 45 mins. hahaha. break record liao, LOOL. was sweating like some crazy bytch. HEY, who'll sweat in arcades? LOL.
played BBALL, which my scores SUCKS like shyts. roar, damn sad please. i can't even pass stage 2 now! i was like 1 point to the minimum point of stage 2! i stared at it, hoping it'll JUMP one more point, but obviously, it didn't ._.

back to my house after tampines. ha!
share smth really funny! huileng and i LOAO! ( Laughed Our Ass Off )
we alighted at this stop NEAR kovan, and we had to cross the overhead bridge to catch the 112 bus. and then huileng wanted to say : this place looks so scary. B-U-T before she say it, this indian man, wearing dark coloured clothes, CYCLED past us, like SO FAST and we just SCREAMED! hahas. omgomgomg, so freaking scary, HUILENG'S HEART ALMOST POP OUT. lol, really silly thou :P

had too much of a drink, and plopped asleep on my bed.
omg, i did the worst thing ever. i screwed up MY own ... whatever is it. i can't think of a word.
it's so awkward now, FXCK ):

FRIDAY
OKAY! last day of the post, phew. rushing to go meet jasm they all at compass to study CHEMISTRY. mock exam tomorrow! omgomgomg!
school's pretty fine. GOT BACK E MATHS SD QUIZ, and YAYYNESS, me got like 19 over 20.
look carefully, it's N-I-N-E-T-E-E-N over TWENTY! haha.
OHMYGWAD, simply make my day!
see, i was pretty down this morning, had some kinda stoopid headache, everyone's voice like so soft to me, LOL. learnt my lesson, if HE's reading this, i'm sorry ):

CIAOS :D
( no pictures, cause stoopid sean take the lappy OUT every single day and come back 12 plus EVERY single day. damn him. )

just when i needed you most

Aites, i know i lied :P
i said i'll blog on saturday after my dinner, but heh! when i got home, it's ten plus, so ... heh, here goes my .. make up post yea?! :D

FRIDAY
it's um, school day as usual. yayyness, performers had to leave early to prepare! well, but i still have three lessons of pure lit before i can leave, O.M.G lahs.
anyway, went to jessie's class to get her out! hahas, then we went to find jo and jasm, followed by the rest of the dancers. [ Ps : jasm helped us w our make ups! :D:D:D ]
had out quick lunch and we went to the needlework room to make up and change into our costume. YOOOOOONESSSSS, our costume's COOLXZXZXZ but plain. aiyah, it's SIMPLE and NICE :D heehees.

PERFORMANCE .. um, in NorthVistaSecondary, it's okay lah! :D and in NorthVistaPrimary, it was better i would say. anyway, last CNY performance le ): sadded.

after performance at NVP, i went back home and bathe and chionged over to hansel's house. WOW, his house is like .. okay, i don't mean the deco and all, i meant the AMOUNT of people there, i think half the class is there, or probably some from other class too. it's ALOT okay. but anyway, his house IS nice :D

there's like 2 groups, one group playing black jack and the other playing mahjong. so yea, i belonged to the black jack group, with others like mingxian, hanli, hansel, calvin, etcetc. oops, i'm like the only girl there. but also cannot blame me mah! i don't know how to play mahjong kay! :P
and um, my luck in blackjack wasn't good, i lose and win and lose and win. aiyah, not good jiu dui le ):
then they changed game and played INBETWEEN, it's NICE and AWESOME :D i won like 8over bucks there, peanuts right?! i know >.< mingxian won like 3 times FULL POT and i think overall it's like what .. 30 over dollars?! omgomgomg. he shared half w me, ONCE, cause i accidentally helped him? hahaha, wanna know how? ask loh >.<

after tuition, went hougang mall to meet huileng, hansel, kris etcetc. decided to go arcade and play DDR :D
hees, huileng and i can play standard mode le! YAYYNESSSSSSS :D
was sweating profusely by the time we finished playing ._.

SATURDAY
siao liao, forget what happen ._.

SUNDAY
Moo year's eve, so went to s'goon ahma's house for reunion dinner, didn't eat much - STEAMBOAT okay ._. just didn't have the appetite to eat alot, and if i were to eat w jasm they all were there, they comfirm scold me lohs ._. that's why everytime got buffet or whatever shitzxz, i can't go ): HARHARHAR, kidding :P

MONDAY
okay, um, woke up at seven plus, THEN WENT BACK TO SLEEP AGAIN! hahaha >.<
at ten, daddy woke us up and we had to go and bathe, get ready and prepare to go to sembawang ahma's house. LOL, had steamboat, AGAIN ._. didn't eat much thou i was SUPER hungry, lalalas.
i had car sickness, omgomgomg.
see uhs, from hougang to sembawang, then to clementi, and lastly to serangoon and then back to hougang again. OHMYGOD.
then the tmd C.A.B was so bad, he actually LAUGHED at me when i said i got car sickness._.
ROAR.

and um, apparently, now we're waiting for daddy's friend to come, jes and jo to come and sean's friend to come. OMG, i wans play poker! LOL :D

aiai <3

hoho, mrs wee and us :P

ha! the stars of the dance ._. aha, kidding kidding :P

dancers :D ( me, jo, jes <3 )

i like this pic! both nats, so cute please!

mistress <3

dina!

terr wifey <3

full body shot this time! hahas

hahas, two CABs' :P

tiffy mei <3

the GUYS!

NVP's hall! super big please. and omgomgomg, the one standing there on stage, MY PRI SCHOOL TEACHER!! :D:D:D

Saturday's

today's

sean and meee

haha, better shot :P

DADDY MUMMY <33

HAPPY MOOMOO YEAR TO EVERYONE :D
ciaos!

be back for more :D

HELLO:D
i've had a fun day ytd, talk about it later, gotta go for dinner :D:D:D

to my trustworthy friend

omg. i knew something wasn't right. but i just can't seem to know what it is.
i'm really glad you pointed it out, i was smiling through your post(:
i'm serious. you're so right, in the past, if people say smth like this to me, i'll definitely kpkb the next day or smth. but hahaha! i've changed! i don't do that anymore.

): well, it's really sad that when i'm angry and i wanna rant and i can't find you. honestly, so i jsut found anyone and just ranted. i mean, yea, it didn't really cross my mind what you mentioned.
i'm really glad you said that to me, otherwise, i'll be a blind fool.

yes, i am sad, i read your title, friends come, friends go.
i thought it isn't gonna be an easy one for me ): but phew, you've put it in the nicest way ever. trust me, i can never thank you for this. it's sooo ... well, no one ever told me all these before.
honestly, i never did like you from start of last year. but when i hanged out w you and you told me stuffs and i shared mine too, i thought we could try(:

i would say thank you for giving me the chance to change. and i will this time, when i'm sad, i go to you. when i'm angry, i'll go to you. when i'm happy, i'll share it w you.
for mine, yours and our sake, i will change.
i don't care if any others who saw what you wrote on your blog thinks that i'm some hyprocrite or smth, i don't care. i'm just super proud to have a best friend like you. for them, i've changed once, but i don't know if it's good enough, but i hope for you, i'll be the best you want me to (:

saying all the common interest we have is ... simply WOW. i mean, we never imagined this yea?
haha.

your post kinda make me realise that, so far, the person i trusted, so far, you're the best. so far, you're the one who treated me like i exsisted and not find me only when you're alone or when you're bored or smth. you treated me like a best friend. you gave me advices when i needed them, you gave me the encouragement / scoldings when i deserve them, you made me realise many things that i never realised before.

also, you made me realise how i should have been right from the start. i never should have been like this, i was a total bitch.
i thought by ranting to my besties that they would keep quiet, but since now, i doubt so.
i won't push all faults to others, but it's me who needs to change, and i'll do it(:

YAYYY! I LOVE ME NIKE SHOES :D
and it's blue, OMG >.<

for the friendship of two, the patience of one is necessary

omg, scare me. i thought i updated on monday! turned out, it's sunday ._.
anyway, here's the update.

i got school on monday, tuesday and wednesday. uh-duh, i'm being lame. and i think school on monday and tuesday was rather good. ha! i would say i was VERY HIGH EVERYDAY :D i love school :D don't tell you why :P
and we had dance practice on monday and wednesday, and there's rehearsel today.
time pass like so fast, performance is 2 days away, and i think we're still kinda no energy. i mean, hey, i haven't been smiling in rehearsels! can anyone tell me what's wrong? OMG.

i went to chinatown on monday night w my family. apparantly, it wasn't as crowded as it used to be last year. and i reached home at like 11plus?

okeh, now for rants. ( if you're positive i won't rant about you, you may exit (: )
WHY MUST EVERY FUCKING _______ [fill in the blanks yourself] VENT THEIR FUCKING ANGER ON ME?! HONESTLY, DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING VENTING-ANGER-MACHINE?! I DON'T THINK SO.
why do they ignore me when and ever they like? will they like it if i fucking treat them like this?! i'm sorry, i'm really very tired of all this shiats. i've been rather positive since school starts, tried to forget the fact that i'm being ignored in talks, in walks in whatever shit lahs.
but it's SINCE SCHOOL START that i started feeling so weird.
i got ignored by YOU for no reason. when i tried speaking t you, you ended up giving me a blank face - hello? can you give me an expression at least? or tell me you're ignoring me?
i can't take this anymore, YOU CAN'T KEEP IGNORING ME WHENEVER YOU LIKE AND TALK TO ME WHENEVER YOU LIKE AND TREAT ME AS A TRANPARENT AS AND WHEN YOU LIKE! i'm a human being girl, i'm not a robot w/o feelings. and you know, i trust you know that.
i know you're in a bad mood sometimes, but i didn't make you angry, so you shouldn't do this to me when you're as normal to the others.
everything's going on well, only you.
( it's only one particular person i'm referring to, it's bothering me too much i have to say it out. )

sunday : went Bishan and TPY.

chio right? (:

CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB :D:D:D
maybe not? :X

DANCERS YO! :D

BYE(:

it can't be love once more

Yayyness.
me changed blogskin le, very yellowy right?! i know .. i wanna change the background to white also, and i did, but i decided to change back to yellow, cause .. aiyah, got time i screen shot down the white background looks like what ._.
and, hohos, new blog song, enjoyyyy :D

i can't be falling for C.A.B again .. ):

i wanna change blogskin!
but mozilla firefox cannot go into blogskins.com! omgomgomg.
i've to use internet explorer now ._.

tatas ..

when there was me and you

IT'S MY GIRL'S BIRTHDAY TODAY.
but i cannot go out to celebrate with them ):
wanna tell you, happy 16th birthday, you're older by another year! this year must chiong studies le, and sorry that we couldn't accompany you th past few days, and the following few days as we're busy with dance rehearsals. of course, maybe i ain't the one you probably wanna spend more time with, but i still hope to spend more time w you :D ily, and lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASM SIAOEHS :D

THURSDAY
unpleasent day. unpleasent feeling.
pretty unpleasent.
trust me, i can rant the whole post about it but i just think i shouldn't as ... it's over, and ... i thouroughly gave up, so .. that's all.

FRIDAY
um, have to apologise to hansel. was supposed to have dinner with him, HE OWED ME A DINNER CAUSE HE MADE ME ANGRY :P hees.
anyway, had to cancel in the end cause .. just couldn't make it.

SATURDAY

JASM'S BIRTHDAY.

went hougang for lunch w mummy and kenneth.
then head to kovan to buy braaaas :D
omgomgomg, i bought 2 braaaas, LOL, sounds so obsence.

AND, kenneth and i saw this really WEIRD / OBSCENE / DISGUSTING thingy .. and i kinda took a picture of it, SO .. read on! it's pictures time sooon :D

terr, fab, zian and gang kena punished outside class? LOL!

baobei in rehearsel. RANDOM ._.

omgomgomg, seeee! soooo disgusting!!!! BLEAH >.<

chio uh? i take de mah!

when i have to choose to give up ...
when i can use those chances to talk to you guys more ..
when i think of what can i do to cheer you up ..
when i tried to make a fool of myself to put a smile on your face ..
nothing else mattered to me more then you guys ..

yet when i need someone , i could only find someone ..
whom isn't as close to me as you guys are ..
where's th love?

i just don't have to chance to speak t you guys , when in an outing , at all.

sometimes people leave you puzzled

HEYYO.
lemme just upload the OVERDUE pics first :D
( okay, 5 secs and im done. LOL! kidding! )
and THANK YOU EDMUND KOR FOR HELPING ME UPDATE YTD :D

okeh, let me try and recap what happen to my "exciting" life.
hmm, basically, been rather busy w dance this few days. balancing dance, studies and stuffs are like soooo difficult. i mean, i've been trying soo hard to keep much w my work and my dance this few days. roar, i'm kinda tired whenever i'm in class. LOL.

seriously, everytime i reach home, it's 6plus. but yesterday was different. i reached home at like 3 plus. and one thing i needa complain! I WAITED FOR THE FREAKING 119 FOR LIKE ONE FREKAING HOUR. tell me wtf is this man. total BULLSHIATXZXZ !!
roar, sorry, i'm angry w the stooopid bus.
AND TODAY! i waited for like 45 mins for the damn bus. omgomgomg, 119 is getting SLOWER and SLOWER ._.

okeh, and hmm, i think people around me's been pretty weird. i mean, hey, i talk to them and they either turn away or they just you know, never reply?! roar. kinda pissed off. but anyway, i think everything's improving day by day.

except you, the only one. yes, the one i trusted. not that you betrayed me or smth. did i like do anything that you'll have to give me that attitude? i mean, hey, whenever i call your name, you like don't care when thing is, you heard me. and when others call, you react immediately. i tried talking to you, but i got like super cold response. trust me, i'm stretching my patience towards you. probably you're in bad moods or you're having some problems, but you're treating me way too diffenrently from other friends you have, and i really cannot take it anymore. i wanted to talk to you but you didn't respond, so there's practically nothing i can do.