i dun like the joke you've cracked.

to those guys or the guy who cracked that joke.
during history whaever lesson, i just came in arnd 2 ++. then i got a message. from that guy.
and the message was like. [ secret ] then im like. what the......
so i replied back. in the end he said it was a joke?
i mean. i tried to forget about him already. then now i feeling better already. which
is what i think so. then the person send me that message? and got me depressed after
saying that joking word? like. how much i wish it'll happen can! hais.
then ...
nothing i can do.
just wanna say.
[ boy; hope you dodnt type that message, you've hurt me deep enough, i dunno whether i can take another blow like this. its a huge blow, i dun wanna hurt myself. ]

love you. baby.
melissa

2 days?

hey ! i'll start by saying about yesterday's thingy laas. went to my ah ma's house at s'goon.
then me, my mum, my lil'' bro, went to toa payoh hub there. wahhhh. alot of things.
bought a short pants and a new bag! hello kitty. well, i love the shape nias. hahas. and
mummy bought 2 shirts laas. happy yesterday. [[: love my mummy !

today. went to sch as usual, but WITH my new bag! hehes. then assembly, went to class. hey !
during the first 2 lessons, i used 2 packets of tissue ! weehs! hahas. lols. then when recess time i went to the bookshop to buy another packet. cause i've used up my own 2 packets and my fwen's 1 packet. then after recess, was like playing with the sec1's at the 1st floor. then keep using the tissue then suddenly, ehhhhh, all gone liaos. like, what the hell? hahas. i used very fast wohs? then after recess is literature. christy let us have our own time cause exam mahhs. supposed to study during that period but like, everyone is practically slacking? hahas.
then .... 2 whole lessons laas. then she went off at the 2nd period. ms tan came in. english lorhs.
then quite slack. cos' cher was gone for almost the whole period although she just came in to greet us laas. [ long story........ ] then was blah and blah. then blah blah. then sch end. went to class for history whatever laas. idiot. supposed to be like 25 minutes. become 1 hours++. wahh. then went back home lorhs.
here i am.
haha.
then now i gottogo liaos.

lorrves&misses;
melissa

super boring saturday.

hey. hahas.
you all know mahs, i dunno what to say ahs. like.
everyday i only can talk about him luhs.
cause its like, i dun have the mood to do anything without him luhs.
wells. its still in the morning now.
fcu*ing time passes so slow!
hais. like, it seemed like an hour but its only 15 mins?
wdh ?
haha.
hey ! listen to my song. oh god.
so sadd lorhhhhs. like. hahas, totally mine laas. [ although its old laas ]
my heart will go on? haha .
coughs**
hahas. having a very bad cough now. and i dunno if i have a runny
nose or a blocked nose. haha.
supposed to go out with jmine, melmel, jackie to some place.
but cant ahs.
parents dun allow.
how about i tell you what.
" exam is coming already "
" must study hard "
" let you all go out once you all keep going out " [ like since when ?! ]
" good students is stay at home study ones. not go out go out go out "
freaking irritated lorhs. so stupidd.

gtg already.
loves&&misses;
melissa[[:

cant withstand the love test.

after a long time, i've been thinking.
and i dunno wad i should be thinking of wad.
hais.
he doesnt need me, but i need him.
baby; come back to me.
hahas.
sounded like a mother ahs.
haha.
i ........ miss him lots.
baby; i love you.

smoochies**

LORRVES && MISSES;
melissa[[:

at the music room now.

bored lorhs.
at the music room now.
and when me and jmine just stepped in, he give those kinda look.
like . ' wth '.
idiot. but hey . its not like we're late luhs. we still quite early ehs !
which is kinda cannot believe luhs.
haha.
then we were about to present any sooner or later uhs.
present out titanic project luhs.
lame. cause it was jmine doing it all and its like, we dunno wad to do ?
haha.
waiting for school to end. my cutie pie is coming to my house today.
which made me so excited to hug him ahs.
haha. anyways. my cutiepie is my cousin.
hahahahahah.
lame shit.
hey!
I JUST REMEMBERED TODAY IS THE 27TH !!!
ohmigosh!
hais. kinda missing him now luhs.
haha/ but its ok. will try not to think so much luhs.
haha. otherwise ltr i for nothing get scolded agns if he ever read this stupid posts...

well; but at the mean time, i'll still be thinking of him everytime i can'

lorrves && misses;
melissa[[:

hais.
very sad norhs.
im still thinking of him.
i want him back.
[ baby ; im sorry ]
and ; today we got to know our dance results .
and we got a bronze . which is, totally not good.
even though the principal and vice said no matter what we get, its ok.
but i think they mind alot luhs.
hais .
hope i get sick. so wont have to go to school.


[ baby . i lorrve you ]

melissa[[:

the day you broke my heart .

baby ; you know something . the day when you broke my heart .
i wanna hate you . i tried . really tried . but i cant . and i think its impossible .
and you know something ; its really tiring to put on a smile , i dun want to . but i cant help it .
its obvious that something is wrong when i dun smile . everyone will know .
and the thing is . you choose a wrong day to break my heart .
and what's left now is me alone in the cold lonely world . a colourless world .
everything seems so dead to me . im just like a living dead . living for no one but you .
-
yesterday was syf . and we went out of class around 11 . then we went to the hall to rehearse for a few times before going to the needle work room to put on the make ups and our costumes .
around 2 +, we set off .
we reached around 3+ i think . and wow . its a huge building . and there is like . so many ppl ?
from diff. schools . then we settled down . cause its not yet our turn to perform . then we took many group photos . we were kinda like , hyper luhs .
then you know ! i thought i wouldn't feel anxious or wad luhs . when we were about to perform . im like so cold and so bloody excited can !
then its the time ; we were dancing . woah ! you know something . i love the thing and all luhs . like , the lighting , the big stage , and the dark background . it almost seem like a ... dunno la .
then we preformed finish and went up to the dunno where and watched the other schools perform . kinda shock . cause all their songs and dancing were like . funny ?
how about a gong fu dance ?
wells. i dunno about that. hoping we'll get a gold .
hais .

lorrves && misses ;
melissa .

13th april 2007 ;
wells . how should ie start off ?
haha . hmmms ,
aiyahs . ie went to sch arnd 7.20 , AND I WASNT LATE !
haha . then went to buy green tea . ( as usual )
haxx . then wanted to go find my siao eh ( jmine ) ,
but didnt see her there luhs . so went to parade square sit lorhs .
so mel.y came at a ltr time . then went to sit accordingly .
then sang the national anthem , lols '
didnt actually sing it though . roughly say the words luhs . take the pledge . standing thr, hunching back. and mouthing the words without sounds coming out from my mouth. haha . but i still love singapore though ! =P
then, went back to class . and siao eh still not here lohs . she came at like 9++ ?. wth .. haha . then aft recess , thr's test . wah! if i can ever pass it , it will be a miracle . seriously . i mean, science is just so not my type of subject luhs . all those molecules . oh god . haha .
aft sch , went to compass with jmine, jessie, sherlynn, then emily came along luhs .
hmmms . aft emily came, not long aft, ie go meet my guy. went home . kissed him goodbye. and reached home.
so thats all ;

lorrves && misses .
will try updating it often !

MEL[[: