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what hurts the most ..

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' It

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

I love you, not gonna give up, not gonna regret.

JASMINE'S BACK IN SCHOOOOOL ;D

I would say that my day's pretty amazing today! I gave jasmine a bear hug this morning! :D
Ran 2.4km today, paced with jasmine, jo couldn't run cause .. SHE STEPPED ONTO A THUMBTACK YESTERDAY ( !! ) &
omg, I'm the one pulling it out ( with hestitation .. hmm .. ) from her feet! Hey! c'mon man, i deserve claps ;X seeing the thumb tack being pulled out and the skin stretching, it's sooo scary! But poor her lahs.

Anyway, carry on, was pacing with jasmine, but I wanted to get that A grade! I don't care, I die die also must get that A grade, so at the second round, halfway through, I went ahead first, PAISEH UHS JASMINE, and omg, I'm 19secs far from my A grade, I got a B in the end, with a timing of 14.30 (:
I would say it's my best record so far in secondary school ( maybe cause I forgot my sec one's timing ), but as far as i can remember, it's my best record :D

One crazy news? I MAY BE RUNNING AGAIN NEXT WEEK WITH HUILENG ! :P

Someone has good stamina! ( I shan't mention who, but I'm happy for him ;D )

Good news - yayy, my gold award is secured!

Phew, was supposed to do chem presentation today, but mr hafeez decided to brief us on lab lessons next week, so our presentation is postponed! More time to memorise!

Maths test ( chap 6 ) after school, OLEH, 4 marks gone FOR SURE ):
I swear I don't understand the whole chapter totally,
AND ONE MORE SAD NEWS BEFORE I END OFF :
Mrs yap is leaving too ._. ( end of april, wdf. )

I can't upload pics cause this lappy's bluetooth doesn't have a name and I can't find out how to send it ._.
BEAR WITH MY WORDSSSS :P

TIME FLIES.
I thought it's friday now. BUT HEY, it's wednesday! two more days and it's weekends, the boring boring weekends.
OMG, jo just reminded me that it's GOOD FRIDAY this friday, WDF - WDF - WDF - WDF ~

5 stations of NAPHA yesterday.
I'M AIMING FOR A GOLD, which I think I can't cause of my 2.4 km run, which I totally SUCKS. Let's hope a miracle will happen :D

SIT UPS : 41 ( 5 points! )
SIT AND REACH : 55 ( 5 points! )
INCLINE PULL ME : 12 ( 3 points ~ I'M SOOO GONNA RETAKE! )
STANDING BROAD JUMP : 172 ( 4 points ~ gonna retake toooo ~ )
SHUTTLE RUN : 11.1 ( yipeeee, 5 points :D )

tomorrow's 2.4km, WOWOWOWOW, good luck to me ._.

jackie sucks :D

it's either you, or you

I realised I couldn't do it, so I doubt I'm gonna continue doing it.
( don't know what I'm talking about? har har, it's okay. self to note, LOL )

Always said I would know where to find love,

Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,

But some times I just felt I could give up.

But you came and you changed my whole world now,

I'm somewhere I've never been before.

Now I see, what love means.

TODAY
Woah, totally tiring. THREE WHOLE LESSONS OF PURE LIT, I wasn't listening thou, was busy rushing out the "notes " for our ss presentation, which, clapclap! went well :D
Thou not perfect, but i think we did okay ? .. HOPE SOOOO~

And phys lesson again, was totally fun. Mr Lee always makes us laugh,
but I guess I'll miss the way Mrs.P teach ):

And I think she's leaving today, thou idk why so many people are telling me that she's already in australia but she told me that she's still in singapore? LOL, she even msg him to ask me to trust her .. So I guess she still is in Singapore!

Am now discussing with nat oh whether we wanna send her off anot, cause she specially told us not to, but we really want to .. URGH.
- SS test after school, I hope I won't fail badly ):
- went lunch with PY after test, at the coffeeshop beside shop and save. PY introed the ban mien to me, umm, okehhh only lah :X har har.
- bussed home afterwards (:

CLASS PHOTO WITH MRS.P

will miss you, will always do.

why do things get better when i thought negatively?
or has it always been like that,
MELISSA, you can do nothing, seriously.

it's nothing nice to know something bad.

Hi.
I'm back from the camp. One word - WOAH.
Okehh~ Gotta admit, it was kinda boringxzxz, except for the training part which was tiring, the rest was nothing much. LOL, I miss the UCC camp, it's so much fun-ner.
Wanted to study, but uh-oh, no book. So Tiff, Nat and I ended up sitting up talking, heh. Then Mac brought Mac for us! Har har, goodieeee :D But all I bought was Hot milo, cause I was damnnnn cold in the needlework room!
Slept at 3 plus, I think, was sms-ing with weisong (LOL!) :D

Saturday
Woke up at 6AM to study chem with Tiff. LOL! har har, pretty absurb I know, but I can't possibly go into the exam hall without touching the book! I'm bound to fail then! Anyway, we manage to do mindmaps on 3 chapters - properties of metals, bonds and periodic table.
And LUCKY, these three chaps came out! God, I was sooo relieved!
I'm hoping I could get above twenty. ( PS : it's upon 50. LOL! )

{edited}
On friday, Lynn and I got the most hilarious news ever. I shan't mention, later people thought I show off or what one lah ._. Ask if you wanna know(:
{/edited}

And now, I'm chiong-ing SS proj. So I can't blog anymore, enjoy the pictures.

Jes is totally touching JO's ... lalala, guess it yourself.

to mrs p, from 4e3

BANANA DANCE!

Miss zu teaching sec 1's make up ..

attentive? LOL

model : huisi

rasyidah drawing eye liner on huisi.

breakfast, it's cute yea!

i'm disappointed in so many,
but i haven't disappointed that many.
i wanted genuine concerns,
i wanted genuine _______ ,
i wanted genuine thoughts,
but apparently, i couldn't find 'em in 'em.

you'll be that surprised to find out how genuine things are,
when you're down and out.
trust me, i've been through this,
and i'm thankful for my genuine ones.

it's no longer an effort someone gotta make.
it's no longer the truths,
it's no longer the same feeling.
it's always been fake,
just that now,
it's known.

i'm not pointing out faults,
and am not gonna mention if i'm saying about anyone.
everything's my fault no matter what, right?

i'm scared.

Hi,
I'm scared. Very scared ):
Let the pictures do the talking. Friday's gonna be busy, dance camp.

i'm disgusted, yes, by you.
no sense of shame. don't even bother about it, omg, i'm speechless.
i'm a bitch, but you're worse then a bitch(:

i don't wanna don't talk to you, it's kinda hard not to talk to you like a normal friend.
i've no chance .. to talk to you.
it's you, i can't mention the name, but i hope you know it's you.

Ytd chem's practical, bubbles ( effervescence )

glowed splint.

SCANDALLLLL!

Today's

stuffs mrs pereira gave.

idk what's HANSEL'S doing here.

my mentor x33

daniel.l and hansel!

ciaos.
let's all hope it's not true ...

never been better.

<3

It's )): for me today, I'm running a fever, WOW. That's really bad. SYF is in 2 weeks time, EXACTLY TWO WEEKS TIME.
Hansel says I shouldn't come to school tomorrow, BAD ASS.

But deep down, I'm HAPPY :D
:D I'm happy for you :D