:D

school's not really nice, but i enjoyed today's recess(:
thou with some people ( best not to mention ), it's nice. pretty quiet, so carefree ..
Jasm's stuck at home for 2 weeks, OR LESS! or more .. Math's like so bored without her crapping beside me, asking me questions, HMPH!

Btw, that's rat(: so cute.

I'm unhappy. So plain simple.

Hi people.

Did I mention I have half a mind to change from blogger to livejournal?

Apparently, school didn't went very good today.
Somehow, i just don't feel happy today. Har har, yes yes, motivated is one thing, being unhappy in school is yet, another thing. Don't mix 'em up.
I can't explain why, and it's probably because I have no idea why too. Do you know?

Jasm isn't in school today, ( oh yes I miss her, but she's not the reason why I'm unhappy, har har ) she has got the chicken pox, poor her lah. She's having her rashes now, damn, could only visit her on saturday as we have prac everyday till 2 weeks later which is SYF. ( and no, i'm not unhappy cause of the multiple practices. )

Aiyah, break it down simply, I'm unhappy since morning, I DON'T KNOW WHY THE HELL IS THIS HAPPENING! I'm supposed to be smiling, LAUGHING and meaning it when i laugh. NOT laughing, smiling and NOT meaning it. argh, understand? I guess it's a no.
LIKE :D is equals to happy happy happy, and not :D cause others are doing it too! get it now?
I hope so.

It isn't about others that I'm unhappy about, there's something inside me, which I really don't know.
AND I THINK I SHOULD STOP TALKING ABOUT IT CAUSE, PLACEBOS!! The more unhappy I think I am, the more unhappy I'll be! so, SHUT UP MELISSA TAN! ( ps : note to self )

Alright, since there's gonna be practices everyday, it means I'll be home at evening everyday, and I'll be damn tired.
But now, I'm going to study my phys. Basically, the only lesson I've understood AND enjoyed today IS physics. Mr Lee hadn't been bad so far.

Ciaos.

WRAP UP OF THE ADAM KHOO'S MOTIVATIONAL CAMP

It's been awesomeee, really really awesomeee. If there is just one time I would say I'm motivated, and I mean truly motivated, it'll be now.

I would say that before the workshop, I dreaded it so much, I was thinking, omg! 8am to 9pm, how to survive! I saw the schedule and I went like, wo de tian uhs! all the things sounded so sian. I imagined the workshop to be talks, talks and more boring talks. But I guess, ha ha, I was so wrong.

Day 1
Trainers : Leroy ( vampire :X ), Andrea ( chio bu :D ) and Huiling ( the cold joker :X )
Leroy started off the day with LIFE. He talked alot, and I'm glad to say that WOW, I'm amazed by how attentive I was in the workshop. ( nehhh, wasn't joking! ha ha)
We had our lunch break, and then it was Andrea. She talked about Brain and taught us strategies to memorise stuffs better AND faster. Omg, it was so great. We can memorise 30 words in like what, 10 mins? ( i think :S )
After dinner, it was Huiling's. She taught us how to read faster, which basically means speed read. har har. It was really helpful, I can read faster now! :D

First day was full of laughters.

Day 2
Andrea started off the day first. It was really nice(:
Followed by Leroy. Damn Leroy. I swear he's darn gifted in making us laugh and making us .. cry! yes yes yes, cry! Even the guys did, psssst! ha ha, i wouldn't mention, but nahhh, it's not embarrassing for a guy to cry!
Huiling came at night. Poor her lah, everytime she said something, whether it's a joke or not, we'll laugh, cause .. well, Leroy said to laugh cause Huiling's known to get the sympathetic laughters, but HEY! Some of her jokes are really funnaye lah, but I guess she can't differentiate REAL laughters and SYMPATHETIC laughters. ha ha.

Second day was full of tears.

Day 3
Workshop was kinda umm, slack, I would say. Compared to the other 2 days. Basically, we did mindmaps, cluster maps and OMG! The coolest part was probably the song dedication thingy, heh. Jasm and I dedicated songs to friends, thou we didn't name all cause too many, eh-heh! ha ha.
Anyway, Aikhow, Daniel.L and idk who, was really sweet to dedicate a song to 4e3! Thou it's umm, womaniser, but hey! it's a song, har har (:

Parents came at 7plus, and then the talk began.
And at the end, woah, I've never seen so many people crying before, well, including me lahxzxz. We had to give our parents our letters and give them a hug, and of course say ILY. I haven't said it to them in how many many years. Even daddy cried ..
I gave this special someone a hug, i hugged her tight and told her i'm sorry. I guess, somethings .. we can only regret after it happened, I've never felt so apologetic to anyone before. I texted her, she's really silly.
it's ok, you can take forever. i can't blame you for this, could only blame myself. Once again, i'm sorry, and i love you.

Saturday
WENT LUNCH WITH WIFEY AT HOUGANG MALL. And we saw miss zu. ha ha!

I've learnt alot. I've thought alot. Too much I can't type it all out.

Pictures!

HEH HEH! SCANDALLLLLL! :P
KIDDING LAH!

lynnie (:

aww, so sweet~~
KISSING?! ( see carefully ... )

TADAHS! our mindmap!
( which is on jojo's wall now! ha ha )

Andrea, the chio bu :D

Huiling!

Oh ho, that's DJ and his name is Max i think. DJ MAX, my fav game. LOL!

Leroy giving the talk in the hall ..

4e3 with leroy :D
Will miss him!

4e3 with Andrea!
Will miss her toooo!
cause the light was swtiched off! bleah, and we had to use the flash from camera.

4e3 with Huiling :D
She's niceee(:
Will miss her too, of course!

Me, Leroy and Jo.
( O.M.G, our eyes are like goldfish man! )

e3 girls with Kumarrr!
( ps : i got his signature - W.O.W :S)

e3 girls :D

4e3 with leroy, umm again? LOOL!

with huiling, again, LOOL!

OOO! random!

the strawberry on the left looks like TOOTH! haha !
and, it looks really red, But it's kinda sour :X
While playing game with his mouth OPEN :X

Wifey!
( i told him to close his mouth while playing his damn game ._. )

LOOK SOOO DIFFERENT PLEASEEE!

TERRANCE, if you see this, DON'T KILL ME! hahaha :X

Ciaos.

i haven't got much to say.

it's just shock at first, then hurt, then the anyhow-think came, lastly, i feared.

I really don't mind if person A hates me, cause I did hurt person A alot alot. PersonA have totally every right to hate me, I swear. But I don't get it, after everything that happened, when I was actually influenced by persons BCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ, I was the only bad guy. {claps hand} Seriously, I don't mind being the bad guy, since I already am, but ... Oh nevermind, anything I say is totally useless now, it's like rubbish. I'm really speechless, I guess there's nothing i could do. I've apologised, I've tried being better. Maybe i just haven't done enough to make her don't hate me. But for persons BCDEF ~~~, I've never imagined this. Totally.

Will I get killed for writing what I'm feeling? Sigh, hope not.

ANYWAY
I quarrelled with blahblah on saturday, went to expo on sunday, and got pissed off by SHEN MI JIAN BING 1 for two consecutive days. Damn him.
There you go, I've summarised my entire weekend!
AND
Today's schoolxzxzxz. Yipeeeee. Honestly, hols just sucks. I don't have to explain, it just sucks. Hmm, okeh, maybe on friday I'm happier ;P But afterall, I'm just uber bored on hols.
SADLY
Wifey didn't come today, he's sickxzxz. Fabi had his hair cut, pretty screwed up. His back's like uber short, and the front's like darn long, I took a video for him, even he said it's screwed. Aw, poor thing.
WHAT'S WORSE ( maybe not that bad )
Mrs p's no longer teaching us phys. Our class got seperated, one to Mr LeeCK and the other to Miss ChenPY. Appareantly, I ( & nat oh, lynn, jackie, mingxian, hanli, hil, carina etcetc ) got Mr LeeCK. Surprisingly, the whole class was laughing throughout his lesson, but he wasn't teaching, all he did was talk and talk about rules, stuffs like that, AND WE WERE LAUGHING LIKE MAD DOGS... Okeh~ so maybe not exactly WE, but probably me, lynn and orle? har har.
SOMETHING GOOD?
Yipeeeeeee! I went jogging today ;D

The sky's pretty, it's yellow-blue-purplish(:

Red-purplish (:

Miracles, show that you do happen, can you?

it's when i'm silly,

LIMBU'S
SOOO
HAPPY
YESTERDAY

;D

yes, i just said it again, i love you.

HEY HEY, i've stolen pics from various blogs like jojo's, nat's, wanting's and kris's! :D
so yea, credited them already!

Jackie goh's birthday.

mingxian and daniel.l, the two da wei wang ._.

oh, ha ha, that's limbu's finger, COOL YEAXZXZ? oops, his girlf's gonna kill meeee!

heh

jojo took this i think? the food? haha

aww, i miss the sambal fish .. LOL!

oh, remember how i said that someone suggested stacking the plates up and hiding the food in between the plates?! this is how it looks like! har har har!
CUTE RIGHTSXZX?!

o.O obviously, need i say more? hahaha :P
( omgomgomg, don't kill meeee! )

nehhh, the damn ice cream ( liquid ) i accidentally spilled :X
I THOUGHT IT'S HALF SOLID HALF LIQUID MAH!
(then jo went tellling everyone, so embarrassing :XXXX )

making the ice creammmmm~

we make, mingxian see, and he eats, har har!

oh, for your info, that scraper, is daniel's spoon! and that's yam ice cream by the way.

while waiting for the 3 boys, jo and i took pic! we look so "angelic" yea?! LOL!!!!
i'm kidding, NO NEED TO COMMENT!

i like this! :D

group photo 1, mingxian thought jo say : nearer to centre, and no idea why he went away INSTEAD.

ah ha, 2nd photo, better :D

jackie! i think jessie's pose is nicer .. LOL!

AWWWMYYYYGOOOOD. limbu's soooo proud of this! i smashed the cake on his face!

HAR HAR HAR :X

happy birthday jackie goh.

no idea why a second one popped out.

Sentosa trip!

group photo!

damn hansel, tried to trick me into letting go of this pole so he can throw me into the water!

seeee! baddie!

( but i wasn't thrown in in the end ;D )

aik how ..
digging for gold ..

apparently, he found nothing, LOL!

wanting :D

baobei x3

second photo :D

yes, i've never stop loving you.