the day you broke my heart .

baby ; you know something . the day when you broke my heart .
i wanna hate you . i tried . really tried . but i cant . and i think its impossible .
and you know something ; its really tiring to put on a smile , i dun want to . but i cant help it .
its obvious that something is wrong when i dun smile . everyone will know .
and the thing is . you choose a wrong day to break my heart .
and what's left now is me alone in the cold lonely world . a colourless world .
everything seems so dead to me . im just like a living dead . living for no one but you .
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yesterday was syf . and we went out of class around 11 . then we went to the hall to rehearse for a few times before going to the needle work room to put on the make ups and our costumes .
around 2 +, we set off .
we reached around 3+ i think . and wow . its a huge building . and there is like . so many ppl ?
from diff. schools . then we settled down . cause its not yet our turn to perform . then we took many group photos . we were kinda like , hyper luhs .
then you know ! i thought i wouldn't feel anxious or wad luhs . when we were about to perform . im like so cold and so bloody excited can !
then its the time ; we were dancing . woah ! you know something . i love the thing and all luhs . like , the lighting , the big stage , and the dark background . it almost seem like a ... dunno la .
then we preformed finish and went up to the dunno where and watched the other schools perform . kinda shock . cause all their songs and dancing were like . funny ?
how about a gong fu dance ?
wells. i dunno about that. hoping we'll get a gold .
hais .

lorrves && misses ;
melissa .