hello.
well, i'm being paranoid here, since yesterday.
i got freaked by something really scary.
and only me and kenneth at home.
and poor him, got scared like twice ...

so like, we were playing this game,
and we lost and SOMETHING pops out with a sound effect.
and man, i got real freaked.
and kenneth ran around the room like some crazy asshole.

but we really got freaked!
only can hug him tightly and lead him away.

daddy came home not long ltr.
phew, we really need someone by our side now.
( while typing, i'm still afraid something will pop out ... D; )

and then i went tuition.
met py and he acc me to tuition cause he knows i got freaked off by smth.
and boyf couldn't do anything.
he was in school leh.

so special thanks to py for accompanying me to tuition(:
though he's sick ;D

and i think that's all.
wanna go now!

alright.
oral ytd - almost CMI!

first, i had breakfast at plaza mac with nat ;D ( er ren shi jie ; you know? )
lynn couldn't make it, she have some competition.
jo and jmine couldn't make it too ( 'i expected that' wasn't attitude but disappointment )

went to school and saw py on the way(:
HOHOS! real funny.
he asked me what time is his oral, i forgot that we are from diff. classes and i told him MY timing :/
AND HE GOT A SHOCK! LMAO. lucky he made it for his REAL timing :p

teacher's comment :
READING ALOUD ; the starting wasn't that clear (pronunciation) but after that was much much better.
PICTURE DISCUSSION ; you could go into much more clearer details but you didn't. (cause after everything when she ask me how i know it was national day and all, i said till very clearly. and she went like :'see?')
CONVERSATION ; well, it's quite brief. you said whatever that comes to your mind. but to score better, maybe next time you could think over the qns asked for like maybe 5-10 secs and then ans it. it will be better (and ended with a wide smile :D)

LOL!

then i went for a haircut after a lunch at kovan w jmine and jo.
( we had yoshi ;D - yummmmmmmmm! )

i cut my fringe, and trim my V shape.
and then i realise my hair is SOOOOO much shorter now,
i think the person cut of 5cm of my hair! D:

man, know how long it takes for my hair to grow THAT long? D:
anw, my fringe now is ... short?
and PUHLEASEEEEEEEEEE grow longer BY the END of june HOLS!

yoohoo.
oral later on.
shits, i think i'm gna fail at picture discussion
man, i have no impression of what i said last year or smth?

this is disaster!
ohmygawddd ; ; ; ; ; ;
ohfxck.
forget about it.

BREAKFAST WITH BAOBEI AND PANDA later on ;D
( BUT I'M STARVINGGGGG ALREADY D; )

updated private blog(:

cutecute came just now(: and she was bullying her boyf aka my brother -.-

then they ended up hugging. HOHOS! censored! -.-
and i helped sean edit his photo with the help of cutecute's photo skills ;>

so anw, baby ... look at the next pic ;
does my omelette look nicer then yours? ;DD
(LMAO, but then this egg is like chao tah :/)

hellos!
back from school not long ago.
had physics remedial today.

kinda surprised i payed attention, well, it's time to anw -.-'
so remedial ended at 11.30, mrs pereira allowed us to leave early.

bussed to compass with baobei, aiai and panda.
crapped alot on bus ; made baobei DAMN jealous ^^
hahahaha -.-' anw, aiai was super lag lohs.

had zha jiang mian for lunch, damn regret ; o.o
the sauce ain't that nice lahs.
went gonggong area to enjoy our sumptuous meal ;/

went popular as baobei had to buy her thingssss yeah.
then we had ice cream and aiai went off.
sat at kongkong area while waiting for panda's bf to come.

finally it was 2oclock and he came.
man, lynn was waiting and it seemed like a CENTURY to her.
hahahahah.

then i went baby's condo.
watched him play soccer with his friend in game -.-'
walked around, had alot of talks lahs.
kinda surprised when he told me certain stuffs.
h0h0s.

& now ;
to the ONE out there who's hoping WE won't LAST.
for one - i didn't mention we'll last, right?
YOU'RE the one thinking that we won't last. well, thnks alot.
didn't know you had this EVIL heart behind your KIND face.
well, i shouldn't have give a damn.
but this thing is bugging me. that the FACT whether we last OR not, it ain't your problem.
as a matter of fact, you two didn't LAST either(:
so you should just keep your MOUTH/COMMENTS to yourself.
in any case that you'll be the one that you WISHED i was - retribution
pray hard that the guy you like will like you again,
but i don't think that's possible, cause he once told me he doesn't like you ANYMORE.
specially for you(:

PICTURES ;D

guess who's leg? ;DD

ayeaye, to her baby, i'm giving you HINT already hor!

the view caught from BABY's house(:
LMAO. lame edition -.-

damn. my internet lagged and my whole screen blacked out and i have to RETYPE everything i typed just now D:

so ;
sunday.
well, people rest, go out with friends during sundays'.
but we, md dancers with some school mates went to schooool -.-'
for some record challenge compe held at anchor green primary.
{fuck IMEEM as i'm typing}

I SAW PORNSAKKKKKKKK!!! at the record challenge thingy.
OHMYGAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i'm SOOOOO crazy over him can!
tiff and i went like : "THAT'S PORNSAKKKKKK!"
ahahahahah!

then .. we lost to the other school.
but at least we weren't that bad lah.
lost by one second. LMAO.

went plaza and lunch with jasmine(:

monday.
aha! BADMINTON DAYYYYY ;D
was soooo looking forward to it lahs.

met jo and mel.y at hg mall - 11.30++.
went foodcourt, they had their brunch.
( saw this lil' boy which kenneth diaoed him cause he "shot" kenneth -.- and jo's like damn afraid of him! aha! )

off to hg stadium, LOL.
thought we'll be late in paying the money,
ite, we reach there like ... okok lahs, just nice lohs (:
i was soooo kan chiong to pay th money as i scared some other people eyeing our time to book the court. LMAO! :X

went into the hall and sat at the side, cause it wasn't our turn yet ...
played with the plastic balloons while waiting for jasmine (who cabbed down) and benny (who bussed down).

finally our time to play.
we played doubles first, then triple, then jmine and i went to the other court and played singles.
man, don't see her like weak weak one.
she damn strong lahs, plus .. play with her i sweat like DAMN much.

LOL, played till 3+ gng 4, then we left.
washed out super black legs, clean up.
went back home afterwards(:

pictures time(:

erm, the fellow school mates.

SPOTTED PORNSAK?!

??!

CLEAR VIEWWWWWW ;DDDD

our fellow mates hula hooping!

OHMYGAWDDDD! told 'ya he's HAWT! ;DD

jo, this is for you to give lynn! hahahaha!

yoohoo, there's my superrrr BIGGGGG balloon! :D

heh heh! ;D

then benny WANNA burst it cause he's jealous he can't blow it THAT big and i'm trying to save it but it ended up a FLAT one D:

LMAO, it looks like a heart yo?

his balloon is quite big too

erm, lame shots

i love this! this is a PERFECT heart shape ;DD

alright.
this post is dedicated to my boy.

i wish we could be like that ...

but then i'm so ...

i don't know what's wrong with me.

what the fuck am i thinking.
what emotions are in me now.
i don't even know whether it was right of me to ... love you.
i don't know if we were right in loving each other.
i think that love isn't stable ; maybe we would be better as friends.
i don't know. i thought leaving you be the best.
but each time i think that i'm leaving you,
and you'll not be mine ; i just got scared and didn't wanna lose you.
yet, i wanna let go.
fuck this thought of mine & fuck me
you said you're afraid of losing me.
i could only comfort you ; i didn't know what to say.
i felt so guilty. idk ...
everything you asked me, i have no answer to it.
how much i love you, maybe it's just a purely a friends kinda love.
maybe it's more than that.
seriously, kill me.
i have no THOUGHTS in my mind.
i have no FUCKING idea what i want.
you get irritated, and each time i annoy you.
i tried to calm myself down,
but each time i see you, i got scared.
you know of my phobia,
i thought i could Fuck care it.
but it seemed otherwise.
i wanna tell you what am i thinking.
YET i couldn't because i don't know what the fucking hell am i thinking.
i tried not to make you sad, not to annoy/irritate you.
BUT I COULDN'T CONTROL MYSELF EACH TIME I SEE YOU!

i thought i was so in love ; maybe i'm so apart from you ...

i could only post the pics.
cause so far, nothing nice happened.
it's the start of june hols.
and my b.day's coming!

py said he'll get me a present overseas, heh heh, better ahs.
and then i'll also have to get him one ... { money come come? } :P
{ and fellow peeps! i've booked the court already ;D }
now we're like soooooo in love with those plastic balloons lohs!
don't copy us! :D

playing w the shadows outside compass. LMAO

SHE LOVE BENJ!

bubbles! :D

i mean, plastic balloons ;D

SOOOO BIGGGG CANNNN

well, they saw this bird inside compass -.-

plastic balloons and moreeeeee plastic balloonssssss ;D

this will be the first time we all see her doing smth soooo seriously. LMAO!

WO DE JIE ZUO! :D

serious! jackie drew this lohs

tadah!

my papaya shaped balloon