WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!

sorry to my babes i couldn't attend the chalet.
family's outing D:
hope you guys enjoy there! have fun.
loveyou guys!


hey cookie, happy new year :D


iloveyou, imissyou, ho! whatever

dance practice
fuck it! i was late for dance practice!
jasmine senior was there.
i woke up at 8.40am, while dance practice is like, 8am?
omg, so shock lahs. first timeD:

so things between US should be getting better already.
but then, i guess, we're no longer as 'close' as how i felt already.
guess you stopped reading my blog already?
doesn't matter anyway.
we hardly talk though(: take care, mylove.

hope mummy let me go mel.y's chalet lahs!
sch gonna reopen soon, let me go let me go!
argh.

argh.
i wanna complain!
why do i have such laggy internet now! ohfuck.

29.12.07
met jasmine at compass, w mum, aunt jenny and ahma.
jmine couldn't find her school shoe,
as in, something she likes.

she left to clarke quay, sorry ahs.
couldn't acc you.

mummy bought me 2 slippers at charles&keith.
but i want that wallet too D:
it's so nice lahs.

30.12.07
i miss him

27.12.07
was looking forward to class bbq. at first!
so this is how it goes.

i met kunleng, jackie and hwee wen at compass.
went to tampines and played at arcade.
damn fun, but every game i played, i lost till so jialat.
gun game - i lost in like, 10 secs.
daytona - i was the 40th.
oh, thankyou! i'm sucha 'pro' i know! :D

had dinner at tampines, shared a chicken chop spaghetti w kl.
love the spag! yummmms!
then jillson arrived at white sands alrdy, so we went thr lohs.

walked around then bought charcoal.
kl's money. $5 hor! -.-'
when we set off to pasir ris, it's like, 6plus gng 7?
or what? LMAO.

so we walked quite alot at pasir ris park.
that's a pretty long story.
then kl started dancing some crappy Egyptian dance.
super funny! took a video, but saw him dacing for like 2 secs only.
LOL, so won't upload. but who wants to see can tell me.
i'll send it to you through msn.

so i was super angry.
what's a CLASS BBQ when there's only 7 people?!
and the reason many people back out was need to pay money, don't want go liao.
when ziding told me, i was like, wth.
this kind of thing of course need to pay money what!
you all say want come, ppl book, then you all fking back out.
then all the money, the 7 people who went must pay lahs!
knn, everyone go only need pay $1 or what right!
cannot even bear to spare that $1 ah! knn, you all damn fking cb ok.

you all spoil the night can.
we go thr, nv eat anything ( at first ) still must pay $4!
still help to start fire. kl's charcoal money also haven't pay.
you all really v !!!!
claim to be a class but back out when everything's arranged.
i really damn disappointed in you guys lohs.
thanks ziding, yiling and lynn who came.
though you guys left not long after.
managed to take a pic w ziding and yiling. lynn went home D:
yiling, ziding and me!

so we, jill, jack, kl and hw + me, began bbq-ing.
damn dumb ok.
tell me, have you guys ever tried using scissors to bbq?!
and gng around borrowing thongs for charcoal and satay sticks?
i know, cute, dumb, whatever lahs.
we had fun and that's it.

we had friendly neighbours too!
so thr's only 2 things to bbq. crabsticks and sausages + marshmallows.
and no butter, no plate. aiyah! just nothing lahs.
it's kinda D.I.Y alright.

took pics and all. shan't elaborate more on the bbq.
pics will tell you guys everything :D

hwee wen bbq-ing
jackie
tadah! bbq w scissors!

kl showing off his melted marshyyy, ewww
aiyoh, so gentle

then kl threw in the rest of the fire starters. and the fire became so BIG!
aiyah, the food was finishing soon anyway.
so kl and hw collected water in plastics and then they pour it over the fire.





went to mac after cleaning up, don't wanna pay more money for fines.
grarrr.
v bored, took pics.

jackieeeee

jillson's jiaobin is not bad, omg

taken by jillson. kl's jiaobin =x
hwee wen, hahahaha

saw gordon, went off awhile ltr.
waited at bus stop for daddy/mummy to fetch us home.
my 3 closest guy friends in class, 2e3.
jillson(:

that's all for class bbq.

next up is bugis shopping w cousin jamie.
28.12.07
dance in the morning, 10.
jo's dad came and fetch me, sry! was late =x

was clearing the dance room. only took a pic.
that is jo sitting down. for i don't know why =x


dance was tough. LOL.
national day dance, gj and syf finale.
all together. woah. sweated alottttt.
but that's good. fats are burnt! :DDD

chiong-ed home after dance ended at 2/1plus.
had another bathe. cause i was sticky. nehnehneh.
had some probs w mother who only gave me $20 to shop.
like, wth. my lunch and dinner lehs?!
knn, so pissed i slammed the gate and went off w/o saying gdbye.

jamie treated me to lunch at kfc, thanks :D
and we went to bugis.
but before that, i saw my brotherrrrr, seng guan. hahaha :D

walking around and i saw so many nice clothes/pants i like and yet i couldn't buy.
nehneh de.
ended up buying a shirt. only ONE shirt.
wthhhhhhhh. argh. nvm, was fun though.
tiring. went to haji lane ltr w jamie.
took pics, will take it from jamie soon(:
crazy, razy

and that's all. daddy says he'll give me money to shop when he gets his pay!

hey boy, i'm so sorry. for everything.

omg.
so i meant at this way but he got it that way!
omgomg.
can someone just tell me what's gng on w my life?
and why isit screwed up after ...
why can't just some nice things happen!

angry, sad, jealous, tired. speechless.
totally, that's how i was ytd?
let's see.
winsheng woke up at 3+, then we arranged to meet at kovan.
so i called nat, and she came and meet me at kovan too, w her stead.
so he's friendly, though he got a v ahbeng look. =x
hahahaha.

cookie came ltr, w one girl and 1 boy at first.
then, another girl came, and another guy came.
then he says there's more to come.
ohgod, spare me the agony.
see-ing girls pulling him is already like, wth kinda thing already.

he had kfc while me, nat and her stead walked around.
totally siannnn alright.
went down to find winsheng ltr on.
many things happened.
i got so pissed, tired, totally a headache.
and then, i puffed one stick =x

i called jk then, kaopeh-d to him.
i'm so sorry ehs. listen to me kaopeh =x

winsheng came ltr, and i ignored him at first.
but wells, soft hearted lahs. so in the end, we talked lohs.
sorry if you think i'm giving you attitude or smth, just couldn't control what's making me angry. in fact, what you did was too much too. you thought so too yahs? :D glad ev'rything turned out fine; boy.

went off around 6+ after having a talk at mac.
1 on 1.
goodbyeeeee D:

went aunty linda's house ltr on.
belated christmas party.
take a look at what i had for dinner there :

1. 2 slices of pizzas
2. 3-4 packets of chrysanthemum
3. 1 li grape
4. 5-6 slices of guavas
5. keropocks ( or how you spell it )
cute dinner hor? LOL

then there was this cute lil' ang moh girl there. v cute.
like barbie can! got pics of her, not v clear though.

she's my mummy

but people says we look like sisters. she's the jie and i'm the mei, ohmygod

kenneth(:


the v cute angmoh babrbie girl

then was on the phone w winsheng at 1 to 1.25am.
sign, then i went to bed.

and class chalet ltr on. weee (:

25th december 2007
last minute things change and all.
so i couldn't go and find my loves D:
and then, i spent my christmas jogging/cycling.
merry x'mas. LMAO.
and then i went to have western food and i saw jillson.
that's what happened.

26th december 2007
basically, it's 1.30 now.
and cookie monster isn't awake.
so practically everyone is waiting for him.
roar, is there gna be last minute changes again?
pray not lahs.
i'm getting angry already lahs.

sorry, take back my words.
there's pics, but all my zilian-s :x


don't know which day.




and tadah. what i wore for christmas celebration ytd.

and mummy brought us out to cut hair.
then yeah, i cut-d my hair.
hmms, then we had ice kacang while mummy perm-d her hair.
with minmin.

so it's a before, which is half eaten, and a after. which is, omg, horrible.

so let's see.
celebrated christmas at cousin's house last night.
totally fun, but i guess i totally embarrassed myself cause i was afraid of their dog.
small-sized dog.
wth, hahas, that's how i am lahs!

stayed over at jamie's house before that.

hmms, no pics were taken.
my apologies!

nothing much, so, i'll see what happens tmr.

and ok, let's see.
in any case of 'emergency' that i couldn't use the com.
wish everyone a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!
though w/o presents! heh heh heh.

ohmygod.
it's 3 days since i haven't play audi.
and i missed it!!!!!
roar roar roar roar.

countdown : 6 days.
status: 30% high hope.
70% no hope.

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hey guys.
hahahaha. im so bored right now.
cousin is sleeping and i'm using the com.
i guess i'm going to bed soon lahs.
and btw, the quizes are bull-shitting.
i'm just doing it for fun:D

hey boy hey boy.
we ended up w a promise, wells, or name it a settlement.
or goodoo, whatever it is.
remember it.
somehow, i have the mental preparation that nothing good is gna happen.
but who knows, maybe this time a miracle will happen!
so im praying laaaaa.

ohs, i went C.O.A.X w mummy a few days back.
i bought a 'cardigan', a shorts and a shirt.
mummy bought 4 other things.
total was $118.
so i got a free membership card. WEEEEEEEEE.

and time pass so fast!
i have no idea it's 1.15 now.
go sleep go sleep go sleep.

NIGHTSSSSSSSSS.
maybe my last post, sobs.

and this post is for you(:
you know i miss you soooooo much alright.
really enjoyed the times we're together.
though it's a threesome. hahaha :D
enjoy your day baby.
ILOVEYOU!

all im gonna say on 22nd december is that im at my cousin's house now.

and yahs, i won't be updating my blog/ friendster/ or gng online for awhile.
as hahas. read my post and you'll know.
but well, in case you shun-d away when you see the whole chunk of post, here is the reason.

mummy took the com monitor away, with the laptop (:

21.12.2007, friday
i had the worst day of my life.
nono, i'm not joking. i'm serious.

first, mummy suddenly went crazy, taking away my com monitor and the laptop.
and she went off to work. meaning, i can't audi, neither can i go online, or blogging, not even using PAINTS!

second, i really needed him to be with me at this time.
so we're on the phone, and then hanging up each time.
i mean, one time is alright, but it's thrice.
and, i'm all alone to deal with his hanging up, or accidental, of phone.
i got real pissed, i sat on the floor.
and i wondered what thing good can happen.

third, i wanted to go to a place which has a very nice scenery or at least, some place quiet, to at least let me be alone, let me deal with my fucking troubles.
but no one is there for me!
i wanted him to be there for me, but he's out.
nvm, he's having fun.

so you see, i don't believe that people will break down, mentally.
until i had a taste of what it's like, today.
ok, let's say, if mine wasn't, it was really the worst day i ever had.
i'm all alone and i can't share my troubles w someone, anyone.
fact is, maybe i myself don't even know what's troubling me.

people says i'm a cheerful girl who's always smiling and laughing.
but, appearance are fake in times ...
i really need a shoulder to lean on.
perhaps, i seemed strong enough to handle my stuffs ya.
haha.

you know, i puffed a stick today, hang bin gave me one.
it feels real good. i haven't puffed in like, how many days, or maybe weeks already.
each puff i took, i sunk deeper into concentrating on my problems.
and somehow, irrelevant questions acme to my mind.
what the hell is this man.
because of that, i find myself really weird.

from kovan's arcade, i went to tuition.
hang bin accompanied me there.
then i went home, i felt much better when i walked home all alone.
i listened to my mp3, blasting my music so loudly i couldn't hear anything else.
dragging my feet as though a 100kg weight was chained to my ankle.
i wished the journey home wouldn't end.
i won't mind if my legs got tired. i just wanna be alone for as long as possible.

each time i'm all alone at home.
i'll go to my room, and somehow, my feets will automatically bring myself to my window.
nahs, i wasn't thinking of suicide.
i just felt like, i'm caged.
like a bird, wanting freedom. that's all.
but what can i do, i'm just a fourteen year old teenager who has yet gotten an O' level cert.

ooooooooooohmyyyyyyyyyyyyyygodddddddddddd.
my morning is screwed!
i had this pinky donut from muchy house.
which daddy and mummy bought 6 diff. ones ytd.
and i thought it seem to be alright after a few bites.
and then there's this cream inside!
omgomgomg. and i hate creams like that!!

i'm so picky ayte!
then i was audi-ing halfway.
mummy asked me to mop the floor.
ROAR!
after mopping, i came back and i'm disconnected from audi.
i tried again to log in.
but it vanished! wtfwtfwtf.

and now, i'm just waiting for jmine to wake up so i can go her house(:

baby, imissyouimissyouimissyou!
i guess i carried my hopes too high ytd when you said you were coming.
that's why the disappointment rate is highhigh.

reminiscing the childhood times.

( edited )

i spent my afternoon at kovan.
with orlena, edmund, jackie, zhihui && jordan.

while waiting to bowl, we went in to the arcade.
i saw xiaohei and ben ahkor there.
w some other guys lohs.

i got to know a new friend there - hang bin

time to bowl.
edmund, zhihui, jackie & jordan bowled.
while me and orlena sat and watched.
it was cold over there. brrrr*

they played 3 matches.

and this is the second match's score. Edmund, Jordan, Zhihui and Jackie

then we went in to arcade again.
heh heh. my favourite!
there's no time crisis 4 there.
so we played house of the dead 4.
or smth like that. hahahaha.
so sorry. i embarrassed them.
zombie's really freak me out! even if it's in a game. tsktsk.
that's right. i screamed whenever a zombie is near me.
edmund went :' i don't know her.
LMAO! hahahah.
was super high after _____ told me he couldn't make it-aww, nvm!
well, i have no idea what am i doing :x

then we had mac for dinner.
but jordan went home.
really laughed alot over at mac.
we were talking about our 1e4 times and 1e4 chalet. haha.
damn funny.
so we went off, and outside mac, i saw my new friend.
and there's trouble.
LOL. irrelevant topic.

then i am back home!
im so sorry. i forgot to take pics.
im forgetful :c

ok, was at ahma's house till 9++ and i'm v sure fats are accumulated again.
as, i had ice cream D:
and rains are pouring, therefore, i couldn't goo for my jog.
neither can i go cycling.
so it means that, i'm not losing any weight!
and christmas is like, (count on ur own) days ltr!
and i'm so so sure i'm going to get fat.

and i say.
it's late at night now. my eyelids are getting heavier each second.
but then, i just don't have the urge to go to sleep.
so i decided to crap here, in my blog.
i know i'm lame, but what can i do?
basically, just sit in this chair and keep typing nonsense.
and i thus, i've got a post for today.
see, it's so easy.

so, i was looking through my msn peeps, see-ing who's online.
and then i saw this nick, then i rmb-ered!
tmr is the day those students taking n-lvls are getting their results!
to winsheng : BEST OF LUCK! :DDDDDDDDDD

tomorrow, there's gna be an outing again w orlena and all.
looking forward to it.
see you guys tmr!

you see.
now i'm really tired.
so i'm going to bed now. hahahaha.
sweet dreams to you guys!!!

omg)):
im crying now :'(((
sry.

omgomg.
i'm so pissed & angry right now!
one of my shorts and one of my bra is missing! omgomg.
then daddy suspects its the china neighbours.
cause dad says one of the agents mentioned it before.
wtfwtfwtf! don't let me know it's them.
i'll scream till they cry!!! alamak!

i had a feast at ahma's house today.
and i'm very sure i gained weight, again D:
omg can!

i wanna go C.O.A.X tomorrow!
please mummy?
and i wanna go bugis and alot of places to shopshop! :D
hahahahaha.

and omg, during the don't know what award that happened just now 7.00pm at channel 8.
luo zhi xiang was so cute! especially when he speaks english!
and the korean guy which i don't really know how to pronounce his name :x

imisshim

please santa, give me a present i longed for.

okok. my pics are in a total mess now! ohgod.

welcome to the candy shop!

the v big cookie monster! :DDDDD
meimei is hyper active!
this is the game we're playing. LOL
'how you drive this car ah?'
at carrefour.
candies candies & more candies.
i'm driving :D
hohoho. chocs.
her expressions are cute!
outside mango.
jamie && meimei
dinner at sakae :D

suntec's view also not bad hor :D
what a random pose
iloveher!
me, jamie, ardella. and meimei.:D
i chose the cute cards from kenneth's collection.

okay. and then today, was out w winsheng, jingkai & another person
i don't wish to mention someone else's name. cause he made me so angry in th morning!
was supposed t have lunch. but then winsheng said he wasn't hungry?
so i had a medium pepsi from kfc, then he zilian-d! hahahaha :D cuteeee lahs.

won't upload them. cause, heh. it's for personal see-ing nias. LMAO!

went to staircase to wait for jingkai & the other person. heh, then we zilian-d again.
this one, can seeeee :D

it's the cookie monster && elmo. LOL

we're such cam-whore-ers.
waha. it's the third pic. there's more.
th fourth.
th fifth.
and th sixth!

there's th seventh, but he say don't put. cause he acted cute! hahahaha :D

taken by winsheng but edited by me :D
jingkai and me!
& when i got bored at tuition

just wanted to show off my shirt. LMAO! :x

HAHA

and that's th end for today! lots of pics man. woah!

and ok, i've arranged the pics in order alrdy.
and i'm so sorry. i have no idea why the pics are like, all over the place. LOL