i guess i'll never stop loving you?

Hi. I am eating plain bread at jojo's house. LOL, okay fine, she says i shouldn't say that cause you all will say she ill-treat me.. but that's the fact ):
heh heh, i'm kidding lahxzx.

i got back tests yesterday.
English mock : 16/30 ( apparently, yayy, i passed :D )
Chinese compo : 36/50 ( ps : it's the highest in class, but obviously, i'm not the only one :X )
two of my ss tests are 11 and 9 over 25 respectively, WTF, failed. (!!!)

lalas, going to celebrate jackie's birthday later on, that explains why i'm at jojo's house now, blogging, and the jackie's here beside me playing CS on jojo's bro's com.
hohoho.

Xinai's quiz :X
1. The person who tagged you is?
Chen ning! my xinaiiii~
2. Your relationship with him/her?
tatas, already say liao, XINAIIII~~ x33
3. Your 5 impression of him/her?
- she's sweeeeeet!
- she's a nice person
- she doesn't backstab :D
- she love me :P
- she loves me too much :X
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
she gave me a really nice and sweet v.day present! it's with me everyday :D
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
I LOVE YOU! (duhh! :D )
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
cannot lah.. i like someone le, plus she's attached le )): harharhar~
7. If he/she becomes your lover,the thing he/she will have to improve on will be?
umm, cannot lah .. i straight de sia! :P
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
no! i won't allow that to happen!
anw, we're too sweet to become enemy :X
10. What is the thing you want to tell him/her now?
Xinaiii! :D
really treasured you v.day prezzie!
i lovee you, i'm serious :D
11. Your overall impression of her?
A REALLY NICE GIRL :D
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
comfirm - FIERCE ._.
13. The characters you love about youself are?
nothing? LOL, i'm ugly, i'm fat!
14. On the contary, the characters you hate about yourself?
too much leh .. LOL ( not really hate lah, dislike? :D )
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
myself, but i wanna change to be a better person! with support:D
16. For the people who care and likes you, say something to them.
aiya, you all know what i wanna say jiu can le :P
~~ k la k la, love you all lah :P

!17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1) Lynn
2) Nat.o
3) Carina
4) JoJo ( she just requested i don't pass it to her, HMPF! )
5) Jackie
6) Melisay
7) Fabiannnn
8) Terr
9) Weizheng
10) Weixiang :D

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? Melisay
idk eh? i caught her with someone at hougang mall the other time .. o.O
19. Is no.9 a male or female? Weizheng - female
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Fabiannn & weixiang.
DUH! OF COURSE NOT! it'll be gay!
21. What is no.2 studying about now? Nat.o
ummm, mememememe? O.O
okay lahhhh, dominic lahhhzxzxz ):
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? Carina
oh! it's like 2 hours ago? heh
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? Terrance - rock, umm, lots of beats de music!
24. Does no.1 have any siblings? Lynn
YES! her younger bro's damn cute lah!
25. Will you woo no.3? Carina - cannot lah, later her oplah beat me. LOL!
26. How about no.7? Fabian - o.O JIE DI LIAN?!
27. Is no.4 single? Josephine - HELL NO!
28. What's the surname of no.5? Jackie - GOH!
29. What's the hobby of no. 10? umm, sms i guess? since he got UNLIMITED SMS!
30. Where is no.2 studying at? Nat.o - same sch as me! same class!
31. Talk something about no.1. Lynn - LOL? she's my panda?

dear friend,

you're still one of my x3 friend. you piss me off time and again. what's the point my dear girl? you want me to confide in you, but time and again, you betray my trust. what's that for? do you hate me so much you have to do that?

i wanted to tell you so much, but i couldn't and i shouldn't. reason? simple, cause i no longer have trust in you anymore. and i couldn't trust you anymore.

i once asked if you told anyone what i said to you, you insisted a no until i said everything out. you had no choice but to admit, yea? and remember the other time i was so heartbroken i was in a really bad bad bad mood and you kept asking me why but i didn't wanna tell you. it's because of that one sentence you told me. you know it yourself, i don't wanna say it out.

feeling guilty? yes, that's how i was feeling whenever i got angry with you at times which i don't wanna mention cause i don't see a need to. i felt so guilty each time i got angry w you, i wanted to apologise but always, something hold me back. i guess i know what's that now, your attitude's holding me back.

i don't see a need to be guilty now, maybe i still do, but i just won't apologise unless i feel that i did smth wrong.

if you're not guilty, WOW, i'm super speechless. ciaos then, still <3>

Ciaos :D