ca jian er guo - s.t.w.s

yesterday jas didn't come to school.
i reached school later then usual.
7.15 - and i thought jas was alone waiting.
so i hurried to the canteen and saw no one there.

this is freaky.
i mean, everytime i reach at normal timing like 7.00,
the rest of them will slowly come in later then me.
then is like ... i thought 7.00 was early that's why they come later then me.
but when i reached at 7.15, i was still the first.
man, i freaked out, not sure why :X

anw, school was okays overall(:
after school went plaza w jo, met jas there.
i think ronald macdonald is so xin fu.
he's just a statue yet he has a fan on top of him blowing him ._.

went back home,
and i fell into a deep sleep -.-'
man, i just fell asleep like ... that ._.

and today.
e learning day, i was in a mess at first.
didn't know where to go and all.

then all's fine now.
i'm still ahead of the schedule.
see, we're supposed to finish at 10.45 for chem,
and the survey at 11.00 - 11.30, with break.
and i've done all that and now it's only 9.56 ._.

ohhhh,
i've given up. i don't wanna continue to try anymore.
cause trying is never seen as an effort.
it would seem that people get tired repeating the same old stuff over and over agn.
i don't want to tire myself out anymore.
and i don't like lies.
don't contradict me.
since some don't bother about my feelings,
i ain't gonna bother theirs anymore - jiji supports me! :D

and ...
i don't know what i'm thinking.
i'm beginning to dislike her one moment.
and the next i don't.
but i guess i still dislike her.
oh, idk ...

presenting
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DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN :D
yeahyeahyeah! he's sooo cute man :D

and i got tons of pictures in my phone.
but i'm lazy to upload :X
well, maybe later(:


to dearest t.h.k.c,
i am truly disappointed in you,
for doing the thing that you aren't supposed to.
and for lying to me, us, once agn.
i totally trusted you when you said it's your first.
but then, i have my ways to find out,
and i found out you lied.
and i hate liars,
we trusted you so much, just to get you lying to us?
i've never thought you would start doing that.
we thought we're an example for you.
smoking isn't smth good, and you shouldn't learn it.
now i'm wondering if f.k.w.j knows about it or not.
and if he knows, why didn't he tell us ...
i thought there should be no secrets among us ...
what are friends for? ...
seriously, you got me speechless ...

i'm done w my e learning stuffs,
just that i havent printed out the worksheets.
and i don't feel like staying online anymore.
boreed ... ... ...
plus there's tuition later on?
ohdreadddddd ...

aye forget it,
let me crap here then.

oh, im currently in love w show luo,
and derrick of course! :D

i wanna go jogging ..
i wanna eat pokey - i ate it ytd :D
i wanna go swimming ..
i wanna play volleyball ..
i want him to online ._. - seriously idk who im referring to :X

i want that fking bytch out of my sight ..
i want the sabotager out of my life ..

i don't wanna bother about people's feelings anymore ..
i wanna eat maggi mee:X
i wanna stop scolding f words ..

and i think i'm randoming already ..
i think this is craps :X