see the tree, there's a heart shape! super nice :D

she's the hero (: -.-

tadah tadah, told you -.-'

argh.
i'm so sickening sad now. see what, i'm gna to move to punggol.
i don't know like how many weeks/months later.
cause my house is like sold now, but we didn't make a loss, we earned like .. twice of it?
nice one, but i'll miss hougang. i've been staying hougang for the rest of my life ...
and like, my house is OPPOSITE his! DD:
i'm gna miss him man.

okays, today was a ... terribly fun day?
okay, i'm like mixing sad words w nice words? -.-'
that's really nice of me. LMAO!

i don't know, i think i'm super moodless today.
i owed jackie 4 slaps on the face, cause i looked out of the class 4 times.
like i wasn't supposed to cause that's a promise to myself and to jackie.
so i wouldn't get disturbed in my studies, and myself.

wells, that's that. i hope he'll forget man.
i don't wanna have handprints on my cheeks, jackie hit real hard man.
( once he hit me on my leg and the while thing went red. )

i think i haven't updated regarding today's happenings?
wells, jasmine was super nice, she brought donuts.
i had two of her donuts :D
jo had one, cause she chose that for jasmine. okays, correction, she had two.

nothing else lahs!
i super no mood like now.
i'm write what i like on my nick and some people came to "scold" me off by saying that i may cause misunderstandings that i'm attached.
wtfh? can't i put my nick as what i like?! IT'S MINE! MELISSA TAN IS ME!
SO EVERYTHING I TYPE IS MINE! plus I DON'T NEED A REASON TO DO ANYTHING -.-'

you're out to shame us, aren't you?
you didn't even think of that little thing you kept from us that made us angry.
did you even bother to try to tell us - no - you didn't.
you kept that secret, and after all, we didn't hear the truth from you.
you know how we do things, we're humans with feelings - in case you forgot.
not a robot to be manipulated. saying goes : zhi shi bao bu zhu huo.
there's no forever secret.
do you even care less about that?
if you still don't understand why we're getting further, here it goes, you're pulling it away, sister.
you slandered our names to others and i would be please to let you know, you've done it.
it's slandered thoroughly, happy?
it's pretty ashame, a big matter got out of hand.
we could have cleared it, but you wanted to do it the other way, and i myself practically couldn't stand it.
yes, you may say i've changed, and that i didn't like jo in the past.
yes i admit, i admitted everything to her, that's why.
maybe cause i feel guilty that i treated her like that in the past, but things change, and people change, and i'm pleased to say, she's changed for the better, and i would definitely love for everyone of us to be like how we used to .
sister, it all depends on you.

i loved you so but you didn't know.
i don't know what went wrong, maybe nothing's wrong.
the awkwardness is making me avoid you, your eyes, yet all i wanted to was to get near you.
i'm beginning to feel that i'm getting nonsensical, yet i also feel that i'm getting sensible.
boy; all i ever wanted was you, just you.
yet you weren't close enough for me to reach out to.
i could catch a glimpse of you from afar, but i suppose i'm greedy and all of that wasn't enough.
i want you to be near me, so you wouldn't have the chance to leave me.
but i couldn't do so, cause you weren't mine.
i blew out the only flame that was lighting, the only hope that you'll be mine.
without a reason, i left you in silence, i didn't wanna cause the embarrassment, sadness, awkwardness and disappointment.
let's try it this way, for nothing will come out of this lousy dumb shit ass one sided love (:

blahblah, and we stayed back to do the dance's notice board (:
with the help of my dear siaoehs, jasmine, and josephine, with fabian and terrance(:
i think it's nice :D