我爱的人不是我的爱人

lalalalas. im watching micheal jackson's beat it now! LMAO!!
ahahaha, okok, im gna update now.
and tadah! i changed blog song! :D

saturday,
went compass w cutecute and sean, camwhore-d yea! :D
hahaha, my first pic w cutecute, but she says not nice.
nahs! i don't care. i gna put it up! :DD

AH! SNAPSHOT! hahahaha :X

hmms, snapshot, couple fights and a love bite! LMAO!

more couple fights! hahahaha

more and more and more, chek ak! -.-' MY CUTECUTE!

fight, cry, peace (: LOL!

when i'm bored -.-'

xiaoji and jillson came after that, around 7 ++, went mos burger, they had their dinner there.
laughed, laughed crazily, laugh till cry. aiyah! alot of pattern came out from me lahs!
hahahaha :/
so we went popular, and i don't know // forget how we get to the topic of bringing SUPER LARGE things to school when school starts for jillson.
so here goes :
there's this BIG PENCIL CASE,

hahahaha, yeahs, that's the one :D

then there was this BIG CALCULATOR,

action city sells it, hahahaha

and lastly, a SUPER BIG WATER BOTTLE,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

LAUGHS!

and then i left compass at 9+ and met sean and go home.

tadah, sunday, went praying to yeye, and then this 3 SIAOGIRLS,
one hot pink skinnies, one red skinnies, another knee length pants, all stare at me, CRAZY LAHS.
main thing is, i scanned them all -.-'
then when they 3 walk past me, the HOT PINK skinnies girl went BARKING BARKING, so i said : "DOG!". then looked away!
super funny ok! should have seen their faces!

monday, dance was cancelled cause miss zu had a bad flu D:
REST WELL AND TAKE CARE MISS ZU!

morning, i saw a 4 leave clover!! ah! i forgot to make a wish!
and i walked to school w py :D
super happy lahs. that's all i guess.

tuesday, lala, lots of teachers didn't come today.
sadded, but also not bad lahs.
slacked alot lohs.
-.-' i lazyyyy to update lahs!
read the above can liaos :D

NATALIE OH BAOBEI! THE FOLLOWING POST IS JUST FOR YOU!
SEE! THAT BLACK MARK ON MY HAND! IS YOU PINCH DE OK!
ROARSSSS. THIS POST IS TO MAKE U GUILTY! LALALA.
ONE MORE! I NEVER BITE U! SO UR ULCER IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS!
YOU LOSE LIAOS :D


see the orcheh! it was there for 3 days, and i find it super irritating each time i stick my hand out and i see one black mark there! so i had her give me a plaster. hahahaha :D
it looks nicer now :D
therefore, the moral of the story is, don't see natalie oh skinny skinny one, she is very violent :D

irdina's hamster, i love lynn a.k.a teddy :D and my aiai :D

i thought i could let go of the awkwardness.
but i showed that it was all empty thoughts.
i thought that i could do it but i proved that i couldn't.
i thought i wouldn't avoid you when i see you, yes i don't.
but my eyes avoided you.

you hated jealousy, i don't know if i felt that once.
i felt blank in many things after i loved you so.
people once asked me :
do i really love you? or was it just hallucination? or some playful thinking.
i said no and i really loved you.

i thought loving someone who doesn't love me back wasn't that painful.
but i guess i was wrong, you proved me wrong.
i heard lots of blahblahs about you and i swear i fainted 123456789 times.

i didn't have the vision of me and you.
but i have the vision of you and someone else.
i suspected, yet no one knows.
i'm keeping quiet. cause you wouldn't like me noisy.

i look out for you each time, but i did that quietly.
i didn't want people to know, i was searching for you.
i don't know why but i prefer how we were in the past.
when nothing had happened and you weren't in my heart then.

i would say hi to you each time i see you.
but now, i gave a smile though i was freaking happy in the inside.
i didn't wanna show it out. cause i think you wouldn't like it.

i don't know why, i don't wanna love you.
yet i couldn't get you out of my mind, each time i tried to do so.
take care boy ; i think i couldn't get you out of my mind.

我爱的人不是我的爱人