nothing to blog about, something was supposed to be pass-d to me ytd night, i waited and cant. ccause that person's drunk. zZz. kinda pissed actually. rarh! wells, nvmnvm, used the com till 2 plus, and that's when i realised its so late already! zZz, so closed all convers and went to bed, 8 plus im awake, tried to go back to bed but couldn't, so woke up and com once more! haahs.
i dunno what to say lerhs, well, maybe not going anywhere ltr, parents off to malaysia. sian luhs.
&& last warning!! my fxcking temper dunno what happen, im fxcking easily to get irritated now, all despos' get lost and fxck off, all those who want to irritate me, try and you'll see what happens, those whom im not irritated with, sorry if i throw tantrum at you. bye


troubles don't seem to leave me alone. every brand new day is ruined with each trouble!
no one can help me, simply no one. i just can't seem to be the melissa in the past. without any worries.
nothing can solve the problem, each problem is stack on top of each other i gave up!
sometimes i thought i'm crazy, even if i'm not, i'll gonna be soon.
kept brooding over those fxcking worries, never known the pain and suffering.
moment i thought you weren't by my side, and nothing i could do.
i thought i could handle, but it proved to be likewise, i can't help but think.
do i still love you like i did? why?.. distance was supposed to be no problem.
im so confused, baby, i really am, just when i needed you, felt avoidance and heck-care-ness.
i jsut don't have the courage to even speak to you now, fearing every single thing.
someone, help me? save me? sigh