seems to be a lie, a guiltless twisted lie.

4 days of being yours officially, 34 days of loving you so deeply .
sealed now, with loves.

hi people.
yes yes, if you're wondering is it over, yes it is(:
& yes, i am sad, but if i have to let go and he'll be happier, i will do so.
not for my sake, but for his sake, and our sake.
& also, yes, i couldn't bear to let go, but if loves no longer there, probably letting go is the best way out. i'm not sure if i can do it, but i will, and with just me alone, my own strength
i'm not strong, but i will be :D
& one thing, i won't break down.

pause my music and listen to this song, it's really old, but i find it very meaningful now(:

back to topic
oh god, i'm taking F.O.R.E.V.E.R to blog about yesterday. i'm like going through song lyrics and listening to many songs at a time, singing remix. HURHUR, jas they all should know what my remix mean lah :P i always do it when i sing crappily ._.
and i only sing when i'm darn happy, darn sian or darn no mood :D

i met huileng ytd, which afterwards we went to mingxian's performance at THE ARTS HOUSE which is beside the VICTORIA CONCERT HALL.
damn embarrassing, we're at THE SPOT already, then we thought we're lost. so i asked the nearby guard where's the VICTORIA CONCERT HALL, and he pointed to me and i was like err ... cause, we're just RIGHT IN FRONT OF IT ._.
totally embarrassing okay!

stupid huileng still laughed at me. ( makes funny face ._. )
okay, it's not really a performance kinda thing, it's an orchestra.
LOL, i remember huileng text me, OMG. i'm so excited! i never go orchestra before!
then she text me again ..
what is orchestra ah?

HAHAHAH ._. LOL, i feel so bad :S

orchestra ended at 6.45pm.
huileng and i trained to dhoby ghaut and we went to the arcade to vent our unhappiness.
haha, only huileng and i will know what happened lah(:
played quite a few rounds of bball, which our score kinda suck. except we set this highest record at one machine. yayy.
then changed to playing DDR, 3 rounds of DDR.

can i skip the rest? ):

trained back to hougang at 10.15.
did something really embarrassing, i sat down at the mrt floor, when i received one msg, cause i couldn't find a seat to sit on. LOL. managed to get up and people were staring at me like i'm some crazy bitch.

DANCE TODAY WAS D.O.P.E.
i miss dancing.

we jogged around the school for 5 rounds, warm ups and waited for ryan to come.
learnt quite a number of steps.
okeh, this dance is gonna be funny, but ryan says it'll capture the judges attention :D
omg, LOL.

compass w fabian, kfc for lunch.
saw WU JIJI walk past, he came in and talk to us.
jasm, jo, jes and mely came and had lunch together.
fab and i left at 3.15pm (:

haha, i took the pic of the map so we could ZOOM in and see how to walk :P
omg. i look darn shag..
the light at THE ARTS HOUSE hall, chio bodoh.
huileng:D
the performing hall.


okeh. didn't manage to capture what we wanted.
was supposed be yawning and huileng snapped.
but she said i look more like i'm cold. LOL!



i like this!
HEHEHE, can you all spot MINGXIAN?!
TRY AGAIN ? :D
giving flowers ceremony. LMAOxzxz
crazy woman, want jump in. LOL!
kidding la dey.
SEEE! WE SET THE NEW RECORD! :D:D:D
that's fab and meee :D
i like this too (:
RANDOM >.<

okeh, me is gng to jog now.
jasm says i'm crazy, people dance finish is rest but i go jog.
HAHAHAHA :D

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe we're the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

BUHBYE :D