you know, since school is forever boring, i won't elaborate/mention school anymore in my future posts.
but then, today so happen that i'm super pissed at one damn prefect.
she fucking scratch my hand alright. and i swear it turn red ok.
though i shouted nabeh cheebye at her right in her face, the anger was still there.
so tmr, i'm gna do smth, don't ask my what, cause i haven't decided.

wells, released at 1.05pm, went rp to have lunch.
i was super addicted to jmine's seaweed, i swear it's suber nice lahs.
wells, nvmnvm, out of point lahs.
met mengkeat afterwards, nehneh he.
no idea why though. ahrong came not long after.
followed by cm, jk, and etcetc lahs.

they were smoking, i didn't :s
walked to compass ltr on. saw jamie cousin.
woah, she got 11 for r4, 15 for r5.
clever hor? :D wells. hope i can be so clever also lahs.

anyways, smth really irritating happened when cm sent me to interchange.
i mean, it's really like, forget me forget me kinda thing.
i couldn't stand that. so i decided to guai lan with him alright.
sorry about that anyways.
wahwahwah, i really have nothing to say about him/to him.

the thing that made me wanna punch him hard in the face was,
he said this : "how can i make you forget me? if not meeting you will make you forget me, i will don't meet you de"
hello lahs, trust you to come out with smth so sickeningly stoopid lahs.
forgive me with all this vulgars. but i really need to say this out lahs.

yes, i like you. thought i'm not sure why.
but i still treat you as a friend now, when i'm w you, i really never thought i'm your girlfriend.
i never treated myself as one and i'll never will.
fact that you said you'll do anything to make me forget you.
you said you never wanna hurt me, and yea, you've hurted me.
but i don't understand why i don't feel the pain.
you told me to look for other guys that likes me and i like him as well.
if i can, would i be here waiting for you?
if i can, wouldn't i have gone to them?
if i can, wouldn't they have all been taken by some other pretty girls?
am i right to say this?
really pissed me off each time you said so, i mean, i know my limits.
so please, stop this nonsense already ok.
i know you're still holding on to the hope that she and her stead will break off so you'll have a chance.
i don't know why you're denying it, but seriously.
i hate the way you're behaving now. whether you're smoking, angry, or what.
it really seemed like a diff. c, i knew before then.
i prefer the guai-er cm i known before.

so yeah, i still have feelings after all.
so whatever, guys wanna hurt me, whatever shits, bring it on.
i can handle everything now.
melissa is a pretty strong girl now.
she's weak at the moment, but after a cycling session ltr on, she'll be the bubbly one like normally.