i'm feeling terribly miserable.
terribly terribly miserable. all because of you, smx, you, you and you alone. you are one freaking asshole, with nothing but a cold damn attitude. i hate you. I HATE YOU. yes yes i hate you! i don't like you, I DONT LIKE YOU! D:
you said you are fat, you have _________ and you got tummy - BUT WHY MUST I FREAKING LIKE YOU?! you bloody made me like you. why must i like you? AHHHH. I DONT LIKE YOU ! NO I DONT.

but of all things .. of all the bad things i know about you, i just have good feelings for you. jsut good feelings ...
you treated me with nothing but an attitude so cold i freeze inside. you once said you wouldn't care - then you said you were joking. but do you know, girls can't take certain jokes? and esp a 'joker' like you .. what more can i say?

REMINISCE THAT FACT ..
that you are just a friend to me ..
that you're gone ..

did you feign ignorance?