MELISSA TAN (:

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2009-04-11T17:28:00.001+08:00

Hi people, please relink me(:

LIVEJOURNAL

thankies, much love :D

what hurts the most ..

2009-04-09T21:23:00.004+08:00

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' It

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

I love you, not gonna give up, not gonna regret.

JASMINE'S BACK IN SCHOOOOOL ;D

I would say that my day's pretty amazing today! I gave jasmine a bear hug this morning! :D
Ran 2.4km today, paced with jasmine, jo couldn't run cause .. SHE STEPPED ONTO A THUMBTACK YESTERDAY ( !! ) &
omg, I'm the one pulling it out ( with hestitation .. hmm .. ) from her feet! Hey! c'mon man, i deserve claps ;X seeing the thumb tack being pulled out and the skin stretching, it's sooo scary! But poor her lahs.

Anyway, carry on, was pacing with jasmine, but I wanted to get that A grade! I don't care, I die die also must get that A grade, so at the second round, halfway through, I went ahead first, PAISEH UHS JASMINE, and omg, I'm 19secs far from my A grade, I got a B in the end, with a timing of 14.30 (:
I would say it's my best record so far in secondary school ( maybe cause I forgot my sec one's timing ), but as far as i can remember, it's my best record :D

One crazy news? I MAY BE RUNNING AGAIN NEXT WEEK WITH HUILENG ! :P

Someone has good stamina! ( I shan't mention who, but I'm happy for him ;D )

Good news - yayy, my gold award is secured!

Phew, was supposed to do chem presentation today, but mr hafeez decided to brief us on lab lessons next week, so our presentation is postponed! More time to memorise!

Maths test ( chap 6 ) after school, OLEH, 4 marks gone FOR SURE ):
I swear I don't understand the whole chapter totally,
AND ONE MORE SAD NEWS BEFORE I END OFF :
Mrs yap is leaving too ._. ( end of april, wdf. )

I can't upload pics cause this lappy's bluetooth doesn't have a name and I can't find out how to send it ._.
BEAR WITH MY WORDSSSS :P

2009-04-08T17:09:00.002+08:00

TIME FLIES.
I thought it's friday now. BUT HEY, it's wednesday! two more days and it's weekends, the boring boring weekends.
OMG, jo just reminded me that it's GOOD FRIDAY this friday, WDF - WDF - WDF - WDF ~

5 stations of NAPHA yesterday.
I'M AIMING FOR A GOLD, which I think I can't cause of my 2.4 km run, which I totally SUCKS. Let's hope a miracle will happen :D

SIT UPS : 41 ( 5 points! )
SIT AND REACH : 55 ( 5 points! )
INCLINE PULL ME : 12 ( 3 points ~ I'M SOOO GONNA RETAKE! )
STANDING BROAD JUMP : 172 ( 4 points ~ gonna retake toooo ~ )
SHUTTLE RUN : 11.1 ( yipeeee, 5 points :D )

tomorrow's 2.4km, WOWOWOWOW, good luck to me ._.

jackie sucks :D

it's either you, or you

2009-04-06T17:27:00.004+08:00

I realised I couldn't do it, so I doubt I'm gonna continue doing it.
( don't know what I'm talking about? har har, it's okay. self to note, LOL )

Always said I would know where to find love,

Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,

But some times I just felt I could give up.

But you came and you changed my whole world now,

I'm somewhere I've never been before.

Now I see, what love means.

TODAY
Woah, totally tiring. THREE WHOLE LESSONS OF PURE LIT, I wasn't listening thou, was busy rushing out the "notes " for our ss presentation, which, clapclap! went well :D
Thou not perfect, but i think we did okay ? .. HOPE SOOOO~

And phys lesson again, was totally fun. Mr Lee always makes us laugh,
but I guess I'll miss the way Mrs.P teach ):

And I think she's leaving today, thou idk why so many people are telling me that she's already in australia but she told me that she's still in singapore? LOL, she even msg him to ask me to trust her .. So I guess she still is in Singapore!

Am now discussing with nat oh whether we wanna send her off anot, cause she specially told us not to, but we really want to .. URGH.
- SS test after school, I hope I won't fail badly ):
- went lunch with PY after test, at the coffeeshop beside shop and save. PY introed the ban mien to me, umm, okehhh only lah :X har har.
- bussed home afterwards (:

CLASS PHOTO WITH MRS.P

will miss you, will always do.

why do things get better when i thought negatively?
or has it always been like that,
MELISSA, you can do nothing, seriously.

it's nothing nice to know something bad.

2009-04-05T11:01:00.006+08:00

Hi.
I'm back from the camp. One word - WOAH.
Okehh~ Gotta admit, it was kinda boringxzxz, except for the training part which was tiring, the rest was nothing much. LOL, I miss the UCC camp, it's so much fun-ner.
Wanted to study, but uh-oh, no book. So Tiff, Nat and I ended up sitting up talking, heh. Then Mac brought Mac for us! Har har, goodieeee :D But all I bought was Hot milo, cause I was damnnnn cold in the needlework room!
Slept at 3 plus, I think, was sms-ing with weisong (LOL!) :D

Saturday
Woke up at 6AM to study chem with Tiff. LOL! har har, pretty absurb I know, but I can't possibly go into the exam hall without touching the book! I'm bound to fail then! Anyway, we manage to do mindmaps on 3 chapters - properties of metals, bonds and periodic table.
And LUCKY, these three chaps came out! God, I was sooo relieved!
I'm hoping I could get above twenty. ( PS : it's upon 50. LOL! )

{edited}
On friday, Lynn and I got the most hilarious news ever. I shan't mention, later people thought I show off or what one lah ._. Ask if you wanna know(:
{/edited}

And now, I'm chiong-ing SS proj. So I can't blog anymore, enjoy the pictures.

Jes is totally touching JO's ... lalala, guess it yourself.

to mrs p, from 4e3

BANANA DANCE!

Miss zu teaching sec 1's make up ..

attentive? LOL

model : huisi

rasyidah drawing eye liner on huisi.

breakfast, it's cute yea!

i'm disappointed in so many,
but i haven't disappointed that many.
i wanted genuine concerns,
i wanted genuine _______ ,
i wanted genuine thoughts,
but apparently, i couldn't find 'em in 'em.

you'll be that surprised to find out how genuine things are,
when you're down and out.
trust me, i've been through this,
and i'm thankful for my genuine ones.

it's no longer an effort someone gotta make.
it's no longer the truths,
it's no longer the same feeling.
it's always been fake,
just that now,
it's known.

i'm not pointing out faults,
and am not gonna mention if i'm saying about anyone.
everything's my fault no matter what, right?

i'm scared.

2009-04-02T20:02:00.004+08:00

Hi,
I'm scared. Very scared ):
Let the pictures do the talking. Friday's gonna be busy, dance camp.

i'm disgusted, yes, by you.
no sense of shame. don't even bother about it, omg, i'm speechless.
i'm a bitch, but you're worse then a bitch(:

i don't wanna don't talk to you, it's kinda hard not to talk to you like a normal friend.
i've no chance .. to talk to you.
it's you, i can't mention the name, but i hope you know it's you.

Ytd chem's practical, bubbles ( effervescence )

glowed splint.

SCANDALLLLL!

Today's

stuffs mrs pereira gave.

idk what's HANSEL'S doing here.

my mentor x33

daniel.l and hansel!

ciaos.
let's all hope it's not true ...

never been better.

2009-04-01T13:44:00.002+08:00

<3

It's )): for me today, I'm running a fever, WOW. That's really bad. SYF is in 2 weeks time, EXACTLY TWO WEEKS TIME.
Hansel says I shouldn't come to school tomorrow, BAD ASS.

But deep down, I'm HAPPY :D
:D I'm happy for you :D

:D

2009-03-31T21:54:00.003+08:00

school's not really nice, but i enjoyed today's recess(:
thou with some people ( best not to mention ), it's nice. pretty quiet, so carefree ..
Jasm's stuck at home for 2 weeks, OR LESS! or more .. Math's like so bored without her crapping beside me, asking me questions, HMPH!

Btw, that's rat(: so cute.

I'm unhappy. So plain simple.

2009-03-30T20:15:00.003+08:00

Hi people.

Did I mention I have half a mind to change from blogger to livejournal?

Apparently, school didn't went very good today.
Somehow, i just don't feel happy today. Har har, yes yes, motivated is one thing, being unhappy in school is yet, another thing. Don't mix 'em up.
I can't explain why, and it's probably because I have no idea why too. Do you know?

Jasm isn't in school today, ( oh yes I miss her, but she's not the reason why I'm unhappy, har har ) she has got the chicken pox, poor her lah. She's having her rashes now, damn, could only visit her on saturday as we have prac everyday till 2 weeks later which is SYF. ( and no, i'm not unhappy cause of the multiple practices. )

Aiyah, break it down simply, I'm unhappy since morning, I DON'T KNOW WHY THE HELL IS THIS HAPPENING! I'm supposed to be smiling, LAUGHING and meaning it when i laugh. NOT laughing, smiling and NOT meaning it. argh, understand? I guess it's a no.
LIKE :D is equals to happy happy happy, and not :D cause others are doing it too! get it now?
I hope so.

It isn't about others that I'm unhappy about, there's something inside me, which I really don't know.
AND I THINK I SHOULD STOP TALKING ABOUT IT CAUSE, PLACEBOS!! The more unhappy I think I am, the more unhappy I'll be! so, SHUT UP MELISSA TAN! ( ps : note to self )

Alright, since there's gonna be practices everyday, it means I'll be home at evening everyday, and I'll be damn tired.
But now, I'm going to study my phys. Basically, the only lesson I've understood AND enjoyed today IS physics. Mr Lee hadn't been bad so far.

Ciaos.

WRAP UP OF THE ADAM KHOO'S MOTIVATIONAL CAMP

2009-03-28T12:05:00.007+08:00

It's been awesomeee, really really awesomeee. If there is just one time I would say I'm motivated, and I mean truly motivated, it'll be now.

I would say that before the workshop, I dreaded it so much, I was thinking, omg! 8am to 9pm, how to survive! I saw the schedule and I went like, wo de tian uhs! all the things sounded so sian. I imagined the workshop to be talks, talks and more boring talks. But I guess, ha ha, I was so wrong.

Day 1
Trainers : Leroy ( vampire :X ), Andrea ( chio bu :D ) and Huiling ( the cold joker :X )
Leroy started off the day with LIFE. He talked alot, and I'm glad to say that WOW, I'm amazed by how attentive I was in the workshop. ( nehhh, wasn't joking! ha ha)
We had our lunch break, and then it was Andrea. She talked about Brain and taught us strategies to memorise stuffs better AND faster. Omg, it was so great. We can memorise 30 words in like what, 10 mins? ( i think :S )
After dinner, it was Huiling's. She taught us how to read faster, which basically means speed read. har har. It was really helpful, I can read faster now! :D

First day was full of laughters.

Day 2
Andrea started off the day first. It was really nice(:
Followed by Leroy. Damn Leroy. I swear he's darn gifted in making us laugh and making us .. cry! yes yes yes, cry! Even the guys did, psssst! ha ha, i wouldn't mention, but nahhh, it's not embarrassing for a guy to cry!
Huiling came at night. Poor her lah, everytime she said something, whether it's a joke or not, we'll laugh, cause .. well, Leroy said to laugh cause Huiling's known to get the sympathetic laughters, but HEY! Some of her jokes are really funnaye lah, but I guess she can't differentiate REAL laughters and SYMPATHETIC laughters. ha ha.

Second day was full of tears.

Day 3
Workshop was kinda umm, slack, I would say. Compared to the other 2 days. Basically, we did mindmaps, cluster maps and OMG! The coolest part was probably the song dedication thingy, heh. Jasm and I dedicated songs to friends, thou we didn't name all cause too many, eh-heh! ha ha.
Anyway, Aikhow, Daniel.L and idk who, was really sweet to dedicate a song to 4e3! Thou it's umm, womaniser, but hey! it's a song, har har (:

Parents came at 7plus, and then the talk began.
And at the end, woah, I've never seen so many people crying before, well, including me lahxzxz. We had to give our parents our letters and give them a hug, and of course say ILY. I haven't said it to them in how many many years. Even daddy cried ..
I gave this special someone a hug, i hugged her tight and told her i'm sorry. I guess, somethings .. we can only regret after it happened, I've never felt so apologetic to anyone before. I texted her, she's really silly.
it's ok, you can take forever. i can't blame you for this, could only blame myself. Once again, i'm sorry, and i love you.

Saturday
WENT LUNCH WITH WIFEY AT HOUGANG MALL. And we saw miss zu. ha ha!

I've learnt alot. I've thought alot. Too much I can't type it all out.

Pictures!

HEH HEH! SCANDALLLLLL! :P
KIDDING LAH!

lynnie (:

aww, so sweet~~
KISSING?! ( see carefully ... )

TADAHS! our mindmap!
( which is on jojo's wall now! ha ha )

Andrea, the chio bu :D

Huiling!

Oh ho, that's DJ and his name is Max i think. DJ MAX, my fav game. LOL!

Leroy giving the talk in the hall ..

4e3 with leroy :D
Will miss him!

4e3 with Andrea!
Will miss her toooo!
cause the light was swtiched off! bleah, and we had to use the flash from camera.

4e3 with Huiling :D
She's niceee(:
Will miss her too, of course!

Me, Leroy and Jo.
( O.M.G, our eyes are like goldfish man! )

e3 girls with Kumarrr!
( ps : i got his signature - W.O.W :S)

e3 girls :D

4e3 with leroy, umm again? LOOL!

with huiling, again, LOOL!

OOO! random!

the strawberry on the left looks like TOOTH! haha !
and, it looks really red, But it's kinda sour :X
While playing game with his mouth OPEN :X

Wifey!
( i told him to close his mouth while playing his damn game ._. )

LOOK SOOO DIFFERENT PLEASEEE!

TERRANCE, if you see this, DON'T KILL ME! hahaha :X

Ciaos.

i haven't got much to say.

2009-03-23T20:21:00.003+08:00

it's just shock at first, then hurt, then the anyhow-think came, lastly, i feared.

I really don't mind if person A hates me, cause I did hurt person A alot alot. PersonA have totally every right to hate me, I swear. But I don't get it, after everything that happened, when I was actually influenced by persons BCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ, I was the only bad guy. {claps hand} Seriously, I don't mind being the bad guy, since I already am, but ... Oh nevermind, anything I say is totally useless now, it's like rubbish. I'm really speechless, I guess there's nothing i could do. I've apologised, I've tried being better. Maybe i just haven't done enough to make her don't hate me. But for persons BCDEF ~~~, I've never imagined this. Totally.

Will I get killed for writing what I'm feeling? Sigh, hope not.

ANYWAY
I quarrelled with blahblah on saturday, went to expo on sunday, and got pissed off by SHEN MI JIAN BING 1 for two consecutive days. Damn him.
There you go, I've summarised my entire weekend!
AND
Today's schoolxzxzxz. Yipeeeee. Honestly, hols just sucks. I don't have to explain, it just sucks. Hmm, okeh, maybe on friday I'm happier ;P But afterall, I'm just uber bored on hols.
SADLY
Wifey didn't come today, he's sickxzxz. Fabi had his hair cut, pretty screwed up. His back's like uber short, and the front's like darn long, I took a video for him, even he said it's screwed. Aw, poor thing.
WHAT'S WORSE ( maybe not that bad )
Mrs p's no longer teaching us phys. Our class got seperated, one to Mr LeeCK and the other to Miss ChenPY. Appareantly, I ( & nat oh, lynn, jackie, mingxian, hanli, hil, carina etcetc ) got Mr LeeCK. Surprisingly, the whole class was laughing throughout his lesson, but he wasn't teaching, all he did was talk and talk about rules, stuffs like that, AND WE WERE LAUGHING LIKE MAD DOGS... Okeh~ so maybe not exactly WE, but probably me, lynn and orle? har har.
SOMETHING GOOD?
Yipeeeeeee! I went jogging today ;D

The sky's pretty, it's yellow-blue-purplish(:

Red-purplish (:

Miracles, show that you do happen, can you?

it's when i'm silly,

2009-03-21T11:52:00.001+08:00

LIMBU'S
SOOO
HAPPY
YESTERDAY

yes, i just said it again, i love you.

2009-03-19T13:17:00.011+08:00

HEY HEY, i've stolen pics from various blogs like jojo's, nat's, wanting's and kris's! :D
so yea, credited them already!

Jackie goh's birthday.

mingxian and daniel.l, the two da wei wang ._.

oh, ha ha, that's limbu's finger, COOL YEAXZXZ? oops, his girlf's gonna kill meeee!

heh

jojo took this i think? the food? haha

aww, i miss the sambal fish .. LOL!

oh, remember how i said that someone suggested stacking the plates up and hiding the food in between the plates?! this is how it looks like! har har har!
CUTE RIGHTSXZX?!

o.O obviously, need i say more? hahaha :P
( omgomgomg, don't kill meeee! )

nehhh, the damn ice cream ( liquid ) i accidentally spilled :X
I THOUGHT IT'S HALF SOLID HALF LIQUID MAH!
(then jo went tellling everyone, so embarrassing :XXXX )

making the ice creammmmm~

we make, mingxian see, and he eats, har har!

oh, for your info, that scraper, is daniel's spoon! and that's yam ice cream by the way.

while waiting for the 3 boys, jo and i took pic! we look so "angelic" yea?! LOL!!!!
i'm kidding, NO NEED TO COMMENT!

i like this! :D

group photo 1, mingxian thought jo say : nearer to centre, and no idea why he went away INSTEAD.

ah ha, 2nd photo, better :D

jackie! i think jessie's pose is nicer .. LOL!

AWWWMYYYYGOOOOD. limbu's soooo proud of this! i smashed the cake on his face!

HAR HAR HAR :X

happy birthday jackie goh.

no idea why a second one popped out.

Sentosa trip!

group photo!

damn hansel, tried to trick me into letting go of this pole so he can throw me into the water!

seeee! baddie!

( but i wasn't thrown in in the end ;D )

aik how ..
digging for gold ..

apparently, he found nothing, LOL!

wanting :D

baobei x3

second photo :D

yes, i've never stop loving you.

i'll try for a week

2009-03-18T20:24:00.002+08:00

don't understand my title? ask lah!
lol, but i won't say anything if you asked, cause you ASKED, har har! if you get it ._.

Zomg, i'm watching fighting ( war ) show on teevee now, unbelievablexzxzx, i hate war shows! but this one is uber nice!

there's dance today, at 8.30 to 4m. LONG HOURS YEA!? thou tiring, but it's fun! yayy, we finished the cheoreography!
awwweeeeeesomeeeee! :D:D:D

went to meet SHEN MI JIA BING and SHEN MI JIA BIN 2 at hougang, slacked and tatas, i'm home, and i'm going to watch teevee now! :D

loveme cause i love you

"half-the-class" trip to sentosa

2009-03-17T21:21:00.009+08:00

on sunday, hl came and ranted about her unhappiness, i did so too(: i know i can't take another round of hurt, but i thought why not give a chance if we've change? but still, it's not one go at a time. it's really sad, to find out that plastics are everywhere. but i guess, since plastics are what we're left with, we could only settle for plastics. it's better then nothing yeah? the earth doesn't revolve for me, people don't live for me, i live for myself, the world revolves for itself, people live for themselves. since i live for myself, why torture myself with so much negative thoughts once more? it's better to stay positive always.

Hey.
read the headings, so yeap. i'm gonna blog about sentosa outing with fellow mates.
and they are : me, kris, nat.oh, wanting, fiona, weixiang, aikhow, thaisiong, nicholas, yongchieh, yongchuan, baohui, hansel, daniel.l, wee ern and sean

yeap, only 5 girls in total ._. some last min cannot go/don't wanna go, bleahhhh. but harhar, still, sentosa wasn't that boring. we played volleyball, played with sand ( buried aikhow under and made him a sexy figure - done by hansel, weixiang, yongchieh, blahblah ) and lalas, rested and play psp!
harharhar.

thanks to the guys, they walked from tanjong beach to palawan beach to get drinks! we are soooooo awfully thirsty! yayy, love 'em sooo much lah! (i'm so easily bought over just by a bottle of water!) then we started playing again.
OHHHHH! we cam-whored toooozxzxz. really awesome, but i've to leave early, was unable to watch the sun-set ... I LOVEEE SENTOSA!

Pictures ..

this is umm, the day i met terr for lunch at plaza.
winglet snackers meal! yummy!

so near yet so far, i guess only i understand this pic ..

TODAY's :D

wasn't on purpose, but turned out not bad right?! like got effect sioxzxz.

( kris && me :D )

second shot :D

wanting, fiona, kris, mee ( at national geog? LOL! )

they're sitting on each other's lap! harhar! ( on the tram to sentosa :X )

that's weixiang's hand _|_

ah ha, a better shot ..

with fiona ..

& with wanting!

CHAIRMAN! i got his photo and his signature! hurhurhur!
JLOUS RIGHT?! i know :X

second shot .. ( AND MANY MORE BELOW! )

footsteps, LMAO!

omgomgomg, second shot!

THIRD SHOT!

yongchuan..

Four of us ( nat wasn't in cause she wasn't there yet .. )

thaisiong a.k.a wu zun ( PS : i should be honoured, WU ZUN SEHXZXZ :P )

baohui, baobao, harhar!

daniel.l!

what they're doing? o.O

hah! this!

in progress ...

finally, boobs are completed!

spot his balls. LOL!

no! love never washed away!

daniel.l attempting to walk like a duck, LOL!

natoh x33!

one cam whore don't hurt yea? or does it? hahaha!

that's umm, NICHOLAS in water!

aww, poor man!

heh, head prefect :D

you must have had a broken heart ..

it isn't just anger when you lied to me ...

2009-03-14T10:33:00.006+08:00

aww damn! i can't believe my eye leashes dropped la! what's worse is - 3 of them some more! ): someone's missing me too much .. AWW! kidding lah!

Continuation from tuesday -
met mingxian and daniel.l at kovan mrt. har har, we got onto the same train but we're all in different cabins. LAWL i know. anw, those two ( mingxian and daniel.l ) big shots one, hur! we had to go and find them in the end. HMPF! discussed where to eat, so mingxian suggested YUKIYAKI, which is at marina square. umm, so yeap, went there for dinner.
it's so coolxzxz man, there's BBQ and STEAMBOAT and! we can make ice cream toooo! damn coolx i know, but then, if you can't finish up what you took, it's umm ... $5 per 100g, trust me, you wouldn't wanna spend this kinda unnecessary monaye.

anyway, i hardly touched the foods, except maybe the egg tofus from the steamboat cause it's directly in front of me and jo's been getting me meat and fish from the bbq part since she's right in front of it and she's always getting burnt by the oil that's jumping around. harhar.
anyway, they told us to stop the BBQ by nine, and when we looked at the clock, we had only thirty mins left, and there are like 3 more plates FULL of meat ( cause i helped to take 2 plates and daniel.l went to get another FULLER plate -.- ) and of course, not forgetting the steamboat stuffs like mushys and balls.
in the end? they decided on this : they ( mingxian, dan, jo, jackie ) responsible for the BBQ part, and me - the steamboat part. cause, honestly, i'm so freaking full!
thanks to mingxian, for helping me chew the meat balls -.- BIG HELP, lawl.

so, they are so full, they couldn't finish up the stuffs, but we didn't have enough money to pay for the extras, so umm .. we umm .. we managed to hide all the uncooked meat under the stacks of plates, the "cockles" were hidden inside the butter thingy which, duh, have to be thrown away. and the beefs, i think we left it in the steamboat thingy :X
trust me, ONLY ONE PERSON IS CAPABLE OF THINKING OF ALL THIS REALLY CUTE IDEA - guess who? harhar, i won't reveal who, but it's really cute, we were laughing our ass off! harhar!

we went to make ice creams! i love the passion fruit one, cause is IIIII make one leh! :D
the rest, we all anyhow scrape scrape and anyhow eat, harhar :D it's really nice thou!
-
went off at 9plus 10, trained to mingxian's house. while waiting for the 3 boys ( they went toilet ), jo and i took pics, which obviously, i had to get it from her! and umm, when they came out, we took group pics :D while waiting for hil to come w the cake.
the arrival of hil and her boyf in a cab was grandddddd :X heh, i took photos ( which cannot be seen cause of the flash from the camera and the light from the taxi at the back -.- ), while mingxian, dan, jo and jack clapped. GRAND RIGHT! harhar.
found a table at the poolside, and held the cake-cutting ceremony. hil bought a really cute cake! it's aye teapot! fxcking cute please. one piece was, OF COURSE, smashed on jackie's face - his birthday know! and OF COURSE, again, it's smashed by BEN XIAO JIE HERE :P
( but honestly, i didn't expect myself to really smash it :X )

reached home at 11 plus, BUT not mindnight :X

WEDNESDAY-
nothing much, dance as usual in the morning.
then had lessons, was really tired, i kept yawning and crying and hans thought what's wrong with me, har har.
went compass for lunch with baobei(: talked AYEEEELOTS! :D

THURSDAY -
umm, kinda forget what happened?
oh, there's vectors test, umm ... oh! and i was really angry (!!) on that day, cause someone, not naming who, LIED TO ME FOR TWO FUCKING TIMES.
now you all know : i hate lies.

FRIDAY-
SPORTS DAY!
woah, fidelis won with a total of 900 over points! all the indiv. champs are from fidelis - how can they not win?! har har. not bad, veritas not last :D:D
threw the shot put, trust me, i couldn't believe it when i got into top 8. when mr ho announced the top8, i went like : huh? you got see wrongly not? me leh? LAWL.
but anyway, i obviously didn't get into top3. har har.

lunch with jo, jackie ( terr ran off to meet someone!) at foodcourt since all the fastfoods are FULLed. library, plaza, and home(:
met shahrin at his house and to tuition!

TODAY-
supposedly meeting terr to go to the pasatmalam :X
but idk what time? HARHAR.

Pictures

copyrighted timetable from 4e3! ben xiao jie's class!

ohhhhh, i haven't took pic with her since 12345678910years! LAWL.

jasm!

umm, idk what the fuck is this relieve cher doing here ..
but anw, lynn took this.

JASM! what you doing! harharhar ;X

Tuesday

at jo's house, main thing is to show off her trophies and her hello kitty collection ;X

tatas! the making of ice creams!

jackie's cake, bought by hil!

birthday boy and his jiao bin :X

oh, i fxcking fell on tuesday, and there's my blue black -.-
made me pai ka for 2 days!

SPORTS DAY!

fidelis's

justitia's

integ's

VERITAS'S!

fid's mascot

jus's mascot

integ's mascot

veritas's mascot

aye, don't playplay hor, 11 medals ehs!
( of course it isn't hers! har har! :P )

jo w hwee wen, the indiv. champ.

rachelt's head, me, sarah and jo! sarah the indiv. champ!

suz w sarah :D

jingzhi w sarah :D

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
iloveyou soooo much ..

i guess i'll never stop loving you?

2009-03-10T16:40:00.005+08:00

Hi. I am eating plain bread at jojo's house. LOL, okay fine, she says i shouldn't say that cause you all will say she ill-treat me.. but that's the fact ):
heh heh, i'm kidding lahxzx.

i got back tests yesterday.
English mock : 16/30 ( apparently, yayy, i passed :D )
Chinese compo : 36/50 ( ps : it's the highest in class, but obviously, i'm not the only one :X )
two of my ss tests are 11 and 9 over 25 respectively, WTF, failed. (!!!)

lalas, going to celebrate jackie's birthday later on, that explains why i'm at jojo's house now, blogging, and the jackie's here beside me playing CS on jojo's bro's com.
hohoho.

Xinai's quiz :X
1. The person who tagged you is?
Chen ning! my xinaiiii~
2. Your relationship with him/her?
tatas, already say liao, XINAIIII~~ x33
3. Your 5 impression of him/her?
- she's sweeeeeet!
- she's a nice person
- she doesn't backstab :D
- she love me :P
- she loves me too much :X
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
she gave me a really nice and sweet v.day present! it's with me everyday :D
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
I LOVE YOU! (duhh! :D )
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
cannot lah.. i like someone le, plus she's attached le )): harharhar~
7. If he/she becomes your lover,the thing he/she will have to improve on will be?
umm, cannot lah .. i straight de sia! :P
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
no! i won't allow that to happen!
anw, we're too sweet to become enemy :X
10. What is the thing you want to tell him/her now?
Xinaiii! :D
really treasured you v.day prezzie!
i lovee you, i'm serious :D
11. Your overall impression of her?
A REALLY NICE GIRL :D
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
comfirm - FIERCE ._.
13. The characters you love about youself are?
nothing? LOL, i'm ugly, i'm fat!
14. On the contary, the characters you hate about yourself?
too much leh .. LOL ( not really hate lah, dislike? :D )
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
myself, but i wanna change to be a better person! with support:D
16. For the people who care and likes you, say something to them.
aiya, you all know what i wanna say jiu can le :P
~~ k la k la, love you all lah :P

!17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1) Lynn
2) Nat.o
3) Carina
4) JoJo ( she just requested i don't pass it to her, HMPF! )
5) Jackie
6) Melisay
7) Fabiannnn
8) Terr
9) Weizheng
10) Weixiang :D

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? Melisay
idk eh? i caught her with someone at hougang mall the other time .. o.O
19. Is no.9 a male or female? Weizheng - female
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Fabiannn & weixiang.
DUH! OF COURSE NOT! it'll be gay!
21. What is no.2 studying about now? Nat.o
ummm, mememememe? O.O
okay lahhhh, dominic lahhhzxzxz ):
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? Carina
oh! it's like 2 hours ago? heh
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? Terrance - rock, umm, lots of beats de music!
24. Does no.1 have any siblings? Lynn
YES! her younger bro's damn cute lah!
25. Will you woo no.3? Carina - cannot lah, later her oplah beat me. LOL!
26. How about no.7? Fabian - o.O JIE DI LIAN?!
27. Is no.4 single? Josephine - HELL NO!
28. What's the surname of no.5? Jackie - GOH!
29. What's the hobby of no. 10? umm, sms i guess? since he got UNLIMITED SMS!
30. Where is no.2 studying at? Nat.o - same sch as me! same class!
31. Talk something about no.1. Lynn - LOL? she's my panda?

dear friend,

you're still one of my x3 friend. you piss me off time and again. what's the point my dear girl? you want me to confide in you, but time and again, you betray my trust. what's that for? do you hate me so much you have to do that?

i wanted to tell you so much, but i couldn't and i shouldn't. reason? simple, cause i no longer have trust in you anymore. and i couldn't trust you anymore.

i once asked if you told anyone what i said to you, you insisted a no until i said everything out. you had no choice but to admit, yea? and remember the other time i was so heartbroken i was in a really bad bad bad mood and you kept asking me why but i didn't wanna tell you. it's because of that one sentence you told me. you know it yourself, i don't wanna say it out.

feeling guilty? yes, that's how i was feeling whenever i got angry with you at times which i don't wanna mention cause i don't see a need to. i felt so guilty each time i got angry w you, i wanted to apologise but always, something hold me back. i guess i know what's that now, your attitude's holding me back.

i don't see a need to be guilty now, maybe i still do, but i just won't apologise unless i feel that i did smth wrong.

if you're not guilty, WOW, i'm super speechless. ciaos then, still <3>

Ciaos :D

pretty pathetic - tell me about it

2009-03-08T14:35:00.004+08:00

Hey.
i don't know where to start off from, maybe from today -
I Cut My Hair ._.

my fringe is pretty, i said pretty, ruined ):
my length, thank god, is almost the same but maybe a teeny 2cm difference, WHICH IS ALOT!

and yesterday, i went hougang mall to study w hans. halfway through, we ended up playing our psp and ds -.-'

geography notes - once again, have to memorise! ):

hans day dreaming about someone! hurhurhur!

oops? hahaha

Today's

before haircut ..

length's like this ..

AFTER HAIRCUT ..

fringe's like that ..

and the length's shorten! ):

but actually, i'm more sad on my fringe part. har har har-.-

2009-03-07T10:34:00.001+08:00

:'(

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that's hil, attempting to pull down the screen by jumping with the help of the .. idk what's that called. har.

2009-03-03T18:00:00.002+08:00

HEY.
idk what to say, gotta find some place to rant ._.
sorry for the uber short post (:

i wanna do lots of sit ups, do lots of push ups.
i wanna sing out loud, i wanna dance all day long.

happysecondmonthsary

2009-03-02T20:10:00.002+08:00

one - sided (:

i still love you.
will always do ...
like i've said, you'll always be my priority ..

worst day of my life? it would be yesterday.
i've never cried in a long time, but yesterday i did.
i feel so kiddy saying this out, but i'm afraid i can't stay all smiles in school when i'm feeling so terribly awful. hans said that being all smiles when all the pain is inside is really painful, i admire him for his courage.
god, bless me with courage, can you?

i should get a proper private blog, shouldn't i? and let myself read it o.O

tonight will be the night that i will fall for you, over again

2009-03-01T20:37:00.005+08:00

heyyo,
the lappy's running out of batt, so i gotta rush out this post, with pictures some more! omgomgomg, here goes.

Today -
went ahma's house, and it poured. super scary, there's thunders and lightnings (!) everywhere. i switch on alot of lights and ahma scolded me :X
suddenly the electric tripped (!!!) - NOT FUNNY - i was damn freaked out, only ahma kenneth and i was at home, omg, it was pitch dark and i just held onto my phone like it was my damn life saviour, well, it was the only light source i guess? :X
aunty carol came and helped us with the thing, so phew, i'm glad the lights came back, otherwise i won't be here blogging ._.

Hey xinai! sorry, can't do th quiz now, but i promise, next post i will!

Pictures :D

heh, the blue nike baby shoe looks like mine! except mine have a shiner blue and it's laces!
:D

to jaron :D

o.O
that's right, this is his card, HARHAR! :P

( can't show contents, private! hurhur :S )

SHOCKED?! no worries, i can't do this, it's kris's hand! awwmygod lah!

i took this randomly at assembly ._.

hans vandalised my hand )):

but i drew ART on his hand!
( ps : difference btn art and vandalism is that my words are definitely much neater and nicer then his untidy, messy and uneven words ._. )

guess what's that thing poking out from jo's back / ass ?
HARHAR, it's a very long story, but i think jo and i laughed alot out of it!
HUILENG, nice right?! har :X

i'll have a bite of this whenever i'm down .. ):

COOKIE! :D

following are shots of me throwing the discus ._.
taken by josephine goh x3 -
i guess i can only credit her since i forgot to take hers when she's throwing:X

i have no idea why i took this?
LOL, anyway, see the yellow shirt guy running?
the one at the super left handside of the pic? it's jackie goh ..
OH YA, that's why i took this pic! LOL

like flower petals yea?

my tan! NICE RIGHT?! LOL, it's gone now ._.

Just So You Know
I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way?

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back, I realize it was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...
Been waiting here...

iloveyou always.
you're everything to me, will always be ...

loving someone is difficult, giving him up is worse ...

2009-02-28T13:37:00.005+08:00

omg, i can't believe i actually privatised my blog, so uber sorry. in fact, have to thank jo, otherwise i wouldn't know that i actually privatised my blog!
hurhur.

FRIDAY -
wasn't a very good day. had heats after chinese test. went stadium w nat.s , jojo, jackie, carina, bryan ng, tingys and yuewan. discus heats and finals, sigh, i was 5th at first, but then everyone dropped by a rank when this angmoh ( not discriminating! ) threw and she got first, urgh damn! 6th don't sound nice lah! rah!
but nevermind, at least my results not that bad, got a 13.63m(: although i don't feel good having this record .. made someone not happy ):

anyway, was cca relay heats then, urgh, somehow we're not up to standard, we got last i guess? when i got the baton, i remembered i was either the last or the second last to run .. sian 1/2 .. no hope in going finals le ):
LAST YEAR IN NVS LE LEH! why like that!! ):
and then bboys got last too .. cause john sprained his leg )): but nevermind, they got next year, train harder boys! :D
am very proud of c girls, they got first! yayy yayy! jiayou jiayou! :D:D

TODAY -
was phys and english common test. i'm sooo angry okay! i actually missed out one mcq question! urgh, i know it's only 1 mark, but 1 mark IS very important! D:
but i have confi i can pass? ha ha.

english was .. erm, alright i guess, thou what i wrote in the compo don't really sound "sec 4" but i hope i can pass :X

went swimming at py's house! just came back, i'm tanned! very lightly thou, LOL.
the sun went bright and faint and bright and faint, how am i supposed to get an even tan!? LOL.
anyway, i'm currently eating cup noodles that had a surface area bigger then my face, so .. yeah, it don't really taste yummy thou :X

CIAOS .

what am i supposed to do ? i gotta leave but i'll miss you ..

what hurts the most, is saying the truth right in your face

2009-02-26T20:00:00.005+08:00

greater tolerance lead to better attitude.
true? i invented this, hahaha!

i hate truths, i'd rather hide behind the lies and contradictions people are giving me. i don't wanna get hurt, cause truth hurts more then anything else. well, not those positive kinda truths, i'm speaking about the negative kinda truths.
it's been so long since i last posted such "emo" posts huh? idk why, i just feel like writing this out. it's pretty random.

i know the truth, but i don't wanna hear it from you.
because once more, truth sucks, especially if it's from you.
i don't want to give up on you, i don't want to stop loving you, i don't want to be unable to face you.
& i just can't let you go.

it seems ironic. to others, you're no one to me. but to me, you're everything i ever wanted.

i swear i need a drink, he isn't here to stop me, but i promised i won't touch it again.
i need a smoke, but for his sake, i can't touch it anymore.
i need a shoulder ... to cry on.

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

dark chocs taste so sweet for the first time in my life

2009-02-25T18:46:00.002+08:00

hey!
dance was fun, i enjoyed today's dance prac! :D
we have to learn how to erm, okay, idk how to describe, but i loveeee doing it! like ballet please, super fun, jes says i'm crazy -.-'

lesson was alright, as usual, english was a bore!
chem - mr hafeez didn't come, and we had to do the worksheet 12 which i did, with lynnie & jo. apparently, jackie's busy playing w lynnie's phone ._.
and jo's too blur to understand the questions ... so ended up me and lynnie doing it, har har.

was maths afterwards, SHIT! i scored a 19/30 for probability test! omg, i dreamt of 19/30 on sunday night! it happened to him, and then it happened to me, how freaky it is?! xP

had geog test after school, i guess it's okay, i did some studying ._. thou partly last minute :X
hope i'll pass, let's all pray :D
movie screening after geog test, oh! did i mention i went canteen w carina and got a durian cake or something like that - it looks like tapioca cake, and it's really yummy! it's not dry at all, it's sooo nice! :D
ohoh, movie screened was mama mia, kinda nice(: it'll be so much nicer if he's there, HOHOHO :P

CIAOS :D
can i thank me 2 lovely girls? thank you girls, you guys are the best!
( ps : they know who they are ^^ )

i swear, he's the love { ♥ }

2009-02-24T20:39:00.002+08:00

hey,
i swear saturday's been the best day and worst day ever.
but i won't say anything, all i know is ... ahhh, it's the best day to me ...
am very happy on that day thou i'm suber worried!

but .. ILOVEYOU :D:D

sunday, i slept till eleven plus, LMAO, nothing much i guess?
went for dinner w family, ahma and uncle. stupid dinner, had to wait for close to an hour before it finally came ._.

monday - oh, i kinda forgot. all i remembered was dance prac in the afternoon, i indirectly caused fab terr and jes to be punished )): sorry! i really thought dance starts at 3.30pm! )):

jes lost her phone ))":

and after dance, nat jo tiff and i trained for the discus. woah, tiff is danger! she throws the discus and it hits the lamp pole! omg lah!

can i ever win jojo is any freaking throwing events!? roar ... ... ^^

today - heh, he nearly acc me to yoga! hees, but what i meant when i ask him acc me was through sms, i guess he thought i wanted him to bring me there, LOL. aiyah, also never, so ... whatever! haha!

but sadded, my arms are jelly now ._.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JARON TAN :D :D :D
iloveyou ahkor!

2009-02-21T12:53:00.002+08:00

okay,
i had a crappy morning and afternoon. i thought i was being nice, but i can't take it anymore. i hate being treated as transparent, tell me about it.
don't say i'm whining again, try being in my shoes, wanna try?

i hate today morning.

i'm really afraid of you now, really afraid.

why when i wanna be a nice person, people would have to piss me off?
why when i'm in a good mood, people would have to make me angry?
ra ra.

why do i have to be so soft hearted?

2009-02-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

hey,

i had a really meaningful day yesterday. i went lunch w jessie cause jo and jasm had to stay back for geog thingy, i just ran off i guess? jessie and i talked, but not alot, ha ha, but it's kinda meaningful to me, i shared w her my point of view of some stuffs, yeah, you know? i haven't been able to talk to anyone like this .. maybe except him ..
was supposed to go to jo's house and do chem proj, but then plan changed, jo&jackie went pooling while jasm went home and do it herself ( but then jo's com had to break down at this time, but it's fine now! ), and then i went home after lunching w jessie(:

today!
i guess the only thing that made me feel anxious about was sports heats. today was javelin's heats & finals. good thing was - yayyy, i got into top 8 :D bad thing was - i didn't get into top 3 ): and what's worse is - top 3 are all fidelis members. but honestly, i really praise them, they're like .. superwomen? like sarah broke record and got like 18.36m, jo broke record too - got a 17 plus metre, and then i forgot what's the rest.
HOWEVER, i remembered mine! furthest attempt was 13.98m .. well, i THOUGHT it seemed alright for a first time thrower, but jo's also a first time thrower ): okay then, i admit, i'm weak ._.
well, maybe looking forward to discus heats, that's the only other thing i can probably score on .. since sarah's being replaced by jo! hees, NOT SAYING JO IS USELESS, but sarah is ... insane, she throws a discus like .. a ball?! so freaking far please ..
shot put? no hope lah, can give up already :X

hougang mall's mac w jo and jackie after heats. partly thanks to jackie goh, i didn't go for tuition cause we had to wait for him for like 10 mins and i kinda got pissed off, i guess? LOL.
so i became jo's helper - in measuring cups / boxes etc etc of mac's stuffs. yeap, and then i helped her w her sureys, means i went around mac asking people to do the survey.
o.O wondering why i'm so good? CAUSE I'M IN A GOOD MOOD MAH :D hee hee.

popular.
then met mely and joelin at library, hmm, was talking i guess? ha ha.
and home w jojo.

the borborchacha i ate when i went lunch w jessie, erm, so that's like my lunch! wow ._.

it's nice! but i still don't dare to try it w yam .. :P

guess who?!

CIAOS :D

i can't say much

2009-02-18T17:00:00.006+08:00

T someone ( you think it's you, it's you ) :

I thought you were th only one left that I can trust but apparently, you told others whatever I told you. I'm never gonna trust anyone else but him.

Hello ! HL left her footsteps here ! Sound so stupid but nevermind -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINAI, BABEH and ANGIE <3>
xinai! your pictures (:

during pure lit lesson before mrs brian arrives :

that's HIL, avril and Lynn.

hanli and hansel
( ps : that's mingxian's usual hiding spot which he always get spotted first! haha )

that's aikhow and weixiang! ._.

me and crystal?! hiding behind the door lah! hahas :P

cause i love you .. & i really do ..

2009-02-14T10:58:00.006+08:00

Happy V. Day Loves <3>

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JO ( 1st feb ) - don't rmb wishing her =X
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HUILENG ( 11th feb )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LYNNIE ( 14th feb )
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO FARAH ( 15th feb )
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO CARINA ( 16th feb )
&& lastly, HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO ANGIE, CHENNING and EMMYPOO ( 18th feb )

i'm still sick, fever's gone thou. thank god for that. but flu bug's still bugging me, rah, kinda irritating i have to wake up in the middle of the night to clear my ermhem, nose ._.
but anyway, I'm so glad my throat infection's over, finally i feel sooo much better. But i'm still coughing like some old man -.-
i just feel like drinking STRAWBERRY AND MANGO FRUIT JUICE! yummy! :P

Friday
gave out biscuits & sweetsandchocs.
hope him jasm jo jes mely hl jackie fab terr mac / nat.s will enjoy the biscuits thou it's abit chao ta and ... har, need i say more? xP
received presents back :D

i pinched like 3 to 4 chocs ytd when i'm still having my damn throat infection, feels rather nice, eating chocs without tasting if it's sweet or bitter. and eating food without knowing if it taste yucky or not, like that i'm not so picky then ._.
anyway, i was still running a fever ytd, just not as high as 38.6degree. AND yet we have to sit under the damn bloody sun in the open air field for TOTAL DEFENCE DAY, wow. total bullshit thou, can't even go to the toilet, (!!) so tell me, in the olden days, DO THEY PEE IN THE FIELD?!
lame.

school ended, there's chinese compo test. i wrote like 500 over words i guess? lynn says i'm crazy, BUT HEY! it's real life story, so, tatas :D
went compass w lynnie, but back to school to find nat.s for veritas training. omg, i was soooo not up to standard ytd, trust me, i was standing in the mid point, my discus flew LEFT and RIGHT most of the time, sometimes i wonder how i do so huh? uh-huh? ha ha.

training ended up 3plus, cause i just said : " wow, i feel so cold all of a sudden .. " and teacher went like : " HUH! sick liao lah, don't train liao, later you KUA ( chinese ) ah! " so we stopped. ha ha.
so waited for M to come, he sent nat.s home, teehees, love to disturb him and her please :P
but honesly, M's sooo sweet towards nat.s(: JIAYOU! :D

at home, and didn't went for tuition, yayy!
he got the shirts, that's all i need to be happy for the whole day :D:D:D
thanks to MAC :D:D:D

TODAY
LOLS, i'm still at home.
i realised one thing, every v day i'll fall sick, super suay ._.

lucas! ain't he sooo chubby! :D

rio vista .. hmm, lynnette's birthday (:

no idea wth i'm doing

fab's product.

amazing, canteen food looks yummy here ;P

playing w yilin's phone!

weixiang's icon, tortoise! LOL

ps : this tortoise loves "LV" scarfs! LOL

spot farah and you'll know why i take this pic :D

LOOOOOK! 38.6!! and i still went baking at emmy's house, hardworking right!

O.M.G, that's a freaking BEE / HORNET in my room early in the morning!

since it's v.day, i wanna make a prayer :D

To all gods,
please bless my friend H with courage and strength to overcome every problem of his
please bless my friend HL with every happiness in the world, i hate to see her sad
please bless M and W with every luck and opportunity so they could be with their loved ones
please bless L, N, J to have a long lasting relationship w their boyf
please bless my girlfs J, J, J, M, L, N, C etc etc to be cheerful everyday
please bless my love HIM with everything i could think of, so that he could have the most peaceful & smooth sailing life ever
please bless me with nothing but his love ...

it's v day in 2 days time, can i love you then?

2009-02-12T21:21:00.003+08:00

HEY.
a quick post before i get busy again!

recent updates :
- i'm running a fever, a flu/blocked nose/throat infection & i got a temperature of 38.6 DEGREE like in the afternoon. no wonder i feel like the whole world's spinning ._.
- i went to NTUC w jasm today to get butters. har har.
- went out w emmypoo babeh ytd to get some baking stuffs.
- went to emmypoo's house to bake <3
- got the wrong premix, i got the biscuit one instead of the cookie ones, so good luck to you guys.
- there's PE on tuesday and it's really fun.
- TOTAL DEFENCE DAY ( advance) tomorrow, how can i survive ...
- i haven't talk t him since ... hais ):

ILOVEYOUGUYS:D
happy v day in advance :D

just not that right time

2009-02-10T15:50:00.002+08:00

hello.
updates on my recent tests results :

english - 11/25 ( yes i know i fail, BUT it's highest in class, from what mrs singh say! :D )
chinese - 57 / 70 ( i kinda don't deserve this marks thou :X )
Emaths SD test - 29/30 ( omg, YAYYNESS :D:D:D )
chem : 15 / 50 ( aiya, i'm not last can le :X )

& i'm going tanning later! woohoo!

2009-02-09T18:10:00.003+08:00

HI.
my blog's spammed by someone WHOM i know.
and this is to the motherfucker.

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Hey motherfucker, stop your sick disgusting acts, you don't even KNOW where i live, and you said you're BEHIND me? WOW, i'm speechless for that(: one fine day, what'll happen? ha ha? shall i wait for you to come find me NAKED? c'mon then, i'll ask alot of people to come okay!? :D then you can show off your BODY huhs.
and i don't love you(:
TO B : that's HOW i recognise who the FUCKING BALL LESS spammer is (:
your typing's soooo standard, i can show to ANYONE, it's pretty obvious. i'm not an idiot in case you DON'T KNOW(: oh, and, WOW! i didn't know i'm a pornstar?! ha ha ha, which mag you saw me at? o.O why idk sia? DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHERE I STUDY AT?
dumbass(: hope i'm COURTEOUS enough :D
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one last word : nabeh cheebye.

Hi people.
annonymous are super ballless :D
good day(:

sorry, no mood to blog longer.

2009-02-07T14:14:00.004+08:00

GREEN GREEN ~~ YELLOW ! BLUE'S THAT?! ._.
okeh, i know it's facking lame, but i'm super lame that i kept repeating this particular sentence. LOL. stupid please.

THURSDAY
i love recess. not really recess, after recess exact.
when lynn and i get back to class at 11.30 ( jo jasm went selling cookies ), weixiang andy aikhow and daniel gan were in the class. super funny, playing hide and seek. LOL.
kind of lah, so lynn, huileng and i joined in! i took pics, show you guys later :D

FRIDAY
dance after school, ryan left early, cause sec 4's went late, got chinese test.
ORH HOR! someone copy from book! nehneh de ....
watched "the wedding game" at tampines mall w sean and kenneth last night at 9.30pm ...
PS : i didn't know a weekday ticket price would be 10 bucks? LOL.

SATURDAY
... that's why i'm late for physics remedial today.
LOL, it starts at 9, but at 9, i'm still at home eating bread. cool! i know :D
went compass for brunch w jo, huileng, weixiang, hansel, junhui, thai siong, wee ern, hanli, zhen hao, baohui, yong chieh and more more which i really can't remember everyone.
played STRESS w weixiang and i won him 3 rounds all the way!

ha, this is to disturb wee ern. OMG, I GOT CHAIRMAN'S SIGNATURE! hahaha :X

that's daniel gan hiding behind the box ._.

see the cupboard?
lynn is hiding BEHIND it, aikhow and andy were hiding INSIDE it ._.

and weixiang was hiding behind the teacher's table!
PS : huileng and i were hiding behind the door, LOL.

that's terr and fab at pool of RV

kris drew this, it's HANSEL w a ribbon. LOL

and erm, mrs brian drew this pooh bear HEAD and
aikhow, hansel went to add the packs and all. LOL

hansel drew this! hahaha

iloveyou, so much

2009-02-04T18:49:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL DAYS.
dance today, vivo after school by myself. some idiot duaed me for the second fxcking time, so .. whatever. i got the stuffs i want, that's all. grats to me.
swim and tanning tomorrow w fab. i've a feeling i'll still be going alone, LOL, tatas.

added a really nice song just below my music section, i thought the lyrics are really nice(: so, may wanna pause my song and listen to the new song(:

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go

wish i could just make up my mind once and for all

2009-02-02T19:43:00.004+08:00

HEYYO.

i'm feeling aches all over my body right now. hmm, what did i do?
right, i ran 20km, swam 50km, and then cycled for 60km.
believe me??
NAH! of course you won't! if you do, then .. erm, THANK YOU?! hahahas.

anyway, here goes.
i won 16 bucks on saturday, and lost 4 bucks ytd.
went cousin's house ytd, lol, ended up never lou heh!
was playing BLACK JACK from 3plus to 10.00PM.
i swear, i should be winning, and i was winning, AT FIRST lahs, then keep losing, then give up, then tried again, this time, each bet was a buck.
so, ended up winning back 6 bucks, in the end, i still lost four bucks.

was super sleepy by the end of the day, OMG ._.

TODAY, school was okay.
omgomgomg, i'm sooo looking forward to P.E tomorrow,
and omgomgomg, i'm becoming so sporty nowadays!
see uhs, my aim is to swim at least ONCE every week and jog for at least 30 mins for 3 times in a week!
py says i'm random ._. ~~ whatever! hehe.

THERE'S SS MOCK EXAM AFTER SCHOOL, and i just know it today.
WOW

okeh, so i gave you the clue, guess what i did after school?
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ME WENT SWIMMING w cousin and kenneth AT RIO VISTA!! :D
PY opened the door for us ~ DUH!
and then i chased him up back to his house, CAUSE i dont want him see my fats :P
LOL, anyway, guess how many laps i swam ?
...
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I SWAM 17 laps!
omgomg, what an achievement :D
imma so proud of it, that's enough!
PY gave me a WTF face and he didn't believe me.

and thing is, i don't believe myself either,
BUT fact is, i really swam 17 laps!
and what's worse, COMFIRMED aches tomorrow )):

PICTURES :D

hahahaha, i finally got this photo in! LOL._.
fyi, it's ME and PY :D
and that's edmund ahkor,
he loves me most :D

SUNDAY's ( ytd's )
clement cousin, his super retard fringe ._.
FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER,
i'm wearing leggings.
and tatas, first time, howhow? LOL
mummy bought me a christian dior watch
and a crystal bearbear handphone keychain.
omg, i'm so scared that i'll lose one crystal ...

TODAY'S
guess who are these? LOL
( highlight for answer .. )
JIEKEY : jackie
ZHUSHIBING : jojo
JIESIMIN : jasmine
JIESSIE : jessie
MAILAKSA : melisay
MALAYSIA : melissat ._.

GOODLUCK TO ME AND EVERYONE FOR PHYSICS MOCK EXAM TOMORROW!

CIAOS :D

if it was just you and me

2009-01-31T22:35:00.004+08:00

Hey people.
DADDY MUMMY 'S COMING BACK TODAY!
OMGOMGOMG, can't wait to see what they've got for me :P hees.

Aites.
on friday, after i finished blogging, i went for my bathe and then i rushed out to compass to meet jasm, jo, huileng, jes, jackie, benny and mely ( came after her tuition ) okeh, i'm like abit naggy, but ANYWAY, i managed to do my work there, e maths and reflection, LOL, but i just can't finished the other 3 questions for reflections, bleah.
was SUPPOSED to study for chemistry, but due to the noise pollution there, i just can't concentrate, KNOW WHO TO BLAME?! jasm and jessie! super duper noisy! hahahaha, anyway, i couldn't absorb, so, whatever. ended up talking about everything, and jackie questioning me why i was ..... on wednesday night, LOL. trust me, DO NOT GET DRUNK, it sucks.

TODAY was chemistry and english mock exam. how's chemistry test? ( rethorical qns ), okeh, i think i would flunk, DUH, who would dare BET that i'll pass ._.
English however, was much better i guess. for the first time ever, i don't read the passage, like what mrs singh said, and just searched the answer in the passage after reading the question. hmm, i would say it's not really safe, but i guess for this test, i'm safe :X

went to hougang mall with huileng after school, wanted to collect her memory card, BUT the shop haven't open. roars. which afterwards, we decided to eat long johns! but i only had the fries there, LOL.
back home, had a bathe, and went off to take a bus to tampines's GIANT. met edmund ahkor and jinglong papa there, and started shopping for food! woohoo! hahahas.

back to edmund's house and prepared the food and stuffs, jinglong papa set up the table to gamble ( mahjong and cards ), LOL.
people who came : calvin, andy, PY, sarah, chenning xinai, orlena, jordan, annabelle, melg, jonathan, euge, rachels and amelia. LOL.
edmund poured me half a cup of BAILEY ( i think so ), which is erm, yeap, alcohol, BUT I HONESTLY WASN'T DRUNK! just abit too high lah. face was uber red, body temp was super hot, guess why? cause the alcohol percentage is 17%. sibeh song sia.

PY taught me mahjong, which honestly, i didn't learn anything, cause i was sehhhh, and just that i love to touch the mahjong tiles! heehees.
changed game to play black jack, woohoo, ladyluck was w me. i was on losing streak at first, and then it was my turn to become a banker. LOL, PY's sooo ... idk how to say, he betted $2 for everything, omg, but HENG! my luck changed, i earned like 18 bucks for being a banker twice. LMAO :D damn happy please! got money for the shirt liao! =S

went home at like 9plus, wanted to catch a cab, but decided not to, cause i'm saving monaye :X

PICTURES!

Moo year day 2.

hansel.

WEDNESDAY'S

huileng's stage 1 score!

and final. LOL

FRIDAY'S

jessie on terr's back, which, just nice, i took it before she strangle him to put her down!
PS : terr was running around and jessie was screaming! haha

and that's fabian on terr's back

JESSIE BEING LIFTED UP BY : me, jo, terr and fab! hahaha!

TODAY'S

jing long papa! :D

sarah, me, chenning xinai and PY :D

the girls :D

daniel lim! hahaha, so cute please!

something's wrong w my bluetooth, there's 2 other pictures i haven't uploaded, cause i just can't send in no matter how many times i restart my phone or whatever, so, you'll probably see it in the next post! ( they are the pics w PY and edmund :D )

HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO JOSEPHINE GOH AIAI OF MELISSA TAN'S <333333!
you old liao! i'm still fifteen! heeheehees ._. ILYILYILY :D

CIAOS :D
girls, are a complicated bunch (:

i wanted you to be mine. now.

2009-01-30T15:35:00.003+08:00

hey guys.
OH WOW, i haven't updated since monday huh. omygod. i'm so really goddamnxzxz sorry! i mean, it didn't cross my mind that my last update was on monday. hurhur :X
well, lemme try and recall what happened yea.

TUESDAY
hmm, went yishun ( daddy's friend's house ) to bai nian. ho, th wind there's pretty strong, my hairdo is sooo messed up, roar, i was frustrated.
but then, i saw this BENGAWAN SOLO erm, finger food, it's erm, circle and there's CHEESE CRISP on top. i didn't get attracteed by their looks, mummy asked me to try, and i did, which i ended up getting .. erm, addicted. HAHA.
head to west coast after yishun, hmm, mummy's side de cousin's house. LOL, it's big. terrace house. yea, but it's really hard to get a parking space. apparently, there's too many people there i guess. and again, i had to sit in front of this FAN and it's practically blowing my hair all the way. sickening ain't it?! roar.

went hansel's house to bai nian. random i know, but well, was supposed to go find mely they all, but i HONESTLY don't know they were staying till 10plus. LOL.
anyway, hansel's house .. roar, IM SUPPOSED TO GO THERE PLAY BLACK JACK ONE KNOW! stoopid hansel bluff me ):
anyway, good thing is, i collected 3 ang baos!!
$.$ i know, it looks like me, money faced. HARHARHAR.
walked home ._. i just can't walk to jo's house to take a bus, sooo ulu please :X

WEDNESDAY
omg. it's a school day.
and yea, my freaking morning is ruined by hansel tan that *****! lemme tell you why!
we arranged for breakfast at 9, but guess what, he woke up at 9.15 and i ended up waiting ONE HOUR for him at hougang mall. this is really wtf. i mean, yea, get it? LOOL.
what's worse is? i put in $2 for bus fare ): CAUSE MY EZLINK CARD NO MONAYE! wth. super heart pain please ):

school's fine. but i made someone angry. which i really didn't mean it. but i think we're fine now (: if you're still angry, SORRY MY DEAR GIRL! :D
and indeed, i went swimming w someone, which i think i shouldn't mention, otherwise unwated rumours will spread. went compass for dinner w someone after swimming.
hey omg, we talked ALOT and ALOT and ALOTALOT! hahaha.

THURSDAY
pretty bad day. was kinda quiet the whole day, i guess. except in the morning when i kept telling jasm funny stuffs about my grandpa.
HEY! my grandpa sent me to school! this is coolzxzxz yo! haha, parents are abroad and grandparents come over to stay. hahas. ahma was sooo cute! she was saying that if she know how to drive, everything would be settled. hahaha!

tampines w huileng after school. ha, as usual, played DDR for like I THINK 45 mins. hahaha. break record liao, LOOL. was sweating like some crazy bytch. HEY, who'll sweat in arcades? LOL.
played BBALL, which my scores SUCKS like shyts. roar, damn sad please. i can't even pass stage 2 now! i was like 1 point to the minimum point of stage 2! i stared at it, hoping it'll JUMP one more point, but obviously, it didn't ._.

back to my house after tampines. ha!
share smth really funny! huileng and i LOAO! ( Laughed Our Ass Off )
we alighted at this stop NEAR kovan, and we had to cross the overhead bridge to catch the 112 bus. and then huileng wanted to say : this place looks so scary. B-U-T before she say it, this indian man, wearing dark coloured clothes, CYCLED past us, like SO FAST and we just SCREAMED! hahas. omgomgomg, so freaking scary, HUILENG'S HEART ALMOST POP OUT. lol, really silly thou :P

had too much of a drink, and plopped asleep on my bed.
omg, i did the worst thing ever. i screwed up MY own ... whatever is it. i can't think of a word.
it's so awkward now, FXCK ):

FRIDAY
OKAY! last day of the post, phew. rushing to go meet jasm they all at compass to study CHEMISTRY. mock exam tomorrow! omgomgomg!
school's pretty fine. GOT BACK E MATHS SD QUIZ, and YAYYNESS, me got like 19 over 20.
look carefully, it's N-I-N-E-T-E-E-N over TWENTY! haha.
OHMYGWAD, simply make my day!
see, i was pretty down this morning, had some kinda stoopid headache, everyone's voice like so soft to me, LOL. learnt my lesson, if HE's reading this, i'm sorry ):

CIAOS :D
( no pictures, cause stoopid sean take the lappy OUT every single day and come back 12 plus EVERY single day. damn him. )

just when i needed you most

2009-01-26T19:32:00.009+08:00

Aites, i know i lied :P
i said i'll blog on saturday after my dinner, but heh! when i got home, it's ten plus, so ... heh, here goes my .. make up post yea?! :D

FRIDAY
it's um, school day as usual. yayyness, performers had to leave early to prepare! well, but i still have three lessons of pure lit before i can leave, O.M.G lahs.
anyway, went to jessie's class to get her out! hahas, then we went to find jo and jasm, followed by the rest of the dancers. [ Ps : jasm helped us w our make ups! :D:D:D ]
had out quick lunch and we went to the needlework room to make up and change into our costume. YOOOOOONESSSSS, our costume's COOLXZXZXZ but plain. aiyah, it's SIMPLE and NICE :D heehees.

PERFORMANCE .. um, in NorthVistaSecondary, it's okay lah! :D and in NorthVistaPrimary, it was better i would say. anyway, last CNY performance le ): sadded.

after performance at NVP, i went back home and bathe and chionged over to hansel's house. WOW, his house is like .. okay, i don't mean the deco and all, i meant the AMOUNT of people there, i think half the class is there, or probably some from other class too. it's ALOT okay. but anyway, his house IS nice :D

there's like 2 groups, one group playing black jack and the other playing mahjong. so yea, i belonged to the black jack group, with others like mingxian, hanli, hansel, calvin, etcetc. oops, i'm like the only girl there. but also cannot blame me mah! i don't know how to play mahjong kay! :P
and um, my luck in blackjack wasn't good, i lose and win and lose and win. aiyah, not good jiu dui le ):
then they changed game and played INBETWEEN, it's NICE and AWESOME :D i won like 8over bucks there, peanuts right?! i know >.< mingxian won like 3 times FULL POT and i think overall it's like what .. 30 over dollars?! omgomgomg. he shared half w me, ONCE, cause i accidentally helped him? hahaha, wanna know how? ask loh >.<

after tuition, went hougang mall to meet huileng, hansel, kris etcetc. decided to go arcade and play DDR :D
hees, huileng and i can play standard mode le! YAYYNESSSSSSS :D
was sweating profusely by the time we finished playing ._.

SATURDAY
siao liao, forget what happen ._.

SUNDAY
Moo year's eve, so went to s'goon ahma's house for reunion dinner, didn't eat much - STEAMBOAT okay ._. just didn't have the appetite to eat alot, and if i were to eat w jasm they all were there, they comfirm scold me lohs ._. that's why everytime got buffet or whatever shitzxz, i can't go ): HARHARHAR, kidding :P

MONDAY
okay, um, woke up at seven plus, THEN WENT BACK TO SLEEP AGAIN! hahaha >.<
at ten, daddy woke us up and we had to go and bathe, get ready and prepare to go to sembawang ahma's house. LOL, had steamboat, AGAIN ._. didn't eat much thou i was SUPER hungry, lalalas.
i had car sickness, omgomgomg.
see uhs, from hougang to sembawang, then to clementi, and lastly to serangoon and then back to hougang again. OHMYGOD.
then the tmd C.A.B was so bad, he actually LAUGHED at me when i said i got car sickness._.
ROAR.

and um, apparently, now we're waiting for daddy's friend to come, jes and jo to come and sean's friend to come. OMG, i wans play poker! LOL :D

aiai <3

hoho, mrs wee and us :P

ha! the stars of the dance ._. aha, kidding kidding :P

dancers :D ( me, jo, jes <3 )

i like this pic! both nats, so cute please!

mistress <3

dina!

terr wifey <3

full body shot this time! hahas

hahas, two CABs' :P

tiffy mei <3

the GUYS!

NVP's hall! super big please. and omgomgomg, the one standing there on stage, MY PRI SCHOOL TEACHER!! :D:D:D

Saturday's

today's

sean and meee

haha, better shot :P

DADDY MUMMY <33

HAPPY MOOMOO YEAR TO EVERYONE :D
ciaos!

be back for more :D

2009-01-24T19:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D
i've had a fun day ytd, talk about it later, gotta go for dinner :D:D:D

to my trustworthy friend

2009-01-22T19:43:00.002+08:00

omg. i knew something wasn't right. but i just can't seem to know what it is.
i'm really glad you pointed it out, i was smiling through your post(:
i'm serious. you're so right, in the past, if people say smth like this to me, i'll definitely kpkb the next day or smth. but hahaha! i've changed! i don't do that anymore.

): well, it's really sad that when i'm angry and i wanna rant and i can't find you. honestly, so i jsut found anyone and just ranted. i mean, yea, it didn't really cross my mind what you mentioned.
i'm really glad you said that to me, otherwise, i'll be a blind fool.

yes, i am sad, i read your title, friends come, friends go.
i thought it isn't gonna be an easy one for me ): but phew, you've put it in the nicest way ever. trust me, i can never thank you for this. it's sooo ... well, no one ever told me all these before.
honestly, i never did like you from start of last year. but when i hanged out w you and you told me stuffs and i shared mine too, i thought we could try(:

i would say thank you for giving me the chance to change. and i will this time, when i'm sad, i go to you. when i'm angry, i'll go to you. when i'm happy, i'll share it w you.
for mine, yours and our sake, i will change.
i don't care if any others who saw what you wrote on your blog thinks that i'm some hyprocrite or smth, i don't care. i'm just super proud to have a best friend like you. for them, i've changed once, but i don't know if it's good enough, but i hope for you, i'll be the best you want me to (:

saying all the common interest we have is ... simply WOW. i mean, we never imagined this yea?
haha.

your post kinda make me realise that, so far, the person i trusted, so far, you're the best. so far, you're the one who treated me like i exsisted and not find me only when you're alone or when you're bored or smth. you treated me like a best friend. you gave me advices when i needed them, you gave me the encouragement / scoldings when i deserve them, you made me realise many things that i never realised before.

also, you made me realise how i should have been right from the start. i never should have been like this, i was a total bitch.
i thought by ranting to my besties that they would keep quiet, but since now, i doubt so.
i won't push all faults to others, but it's me who needs to change, and i'll do it(:

YAYYY! I LOVE ME NIKE SHOES :D
and it's blue, OMG >.<

for the friendship of two, the patience of one is necessary

2009-01-21T20:26:00.003+08:00

omg, scare me. i thought i updated on monday! turned out, it's sunday ._.
anyway, here's the update.

i got school on monday, tuesday and wednesday. uh-duh, i'm being lame. and i think school on monday and tuesday was rather good. ha! i would say i was VERY HIGH EVERYDAY :D i love school :D don't tell you why :P
and we had dance practice on monday and wednesday, and there's rehearsel today.
time pass like so fast, performance is 2 days away, and i think we're still kinda no energy. i mean, hey, i haven't been smiling in rehearsels! can anyone tell me what's wrong? OMG.

i went to chinatown on monday night w my family. apparantly, it wasn't as crowded as it used to be last year. and i reached home at like 11plus?

okeh, now for rants. ( if you're positive i won't rant about you, you may exit (: )
WHY MUST EVERY FUCKING _______ [fill in the blanks yourself] VENT THEIR FUCKING ANGER ON ME?! HONESTLY, DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING VENTING-ANGER-MACHINE?! I DON'T THINK SO.
why do they ignore me when and ever they like? will they like it if i fucking treat them like this?! i'm sorry, i'm really very tired of all this shiats. i've been rather positive since school starts, tried to forget the fact that i'm being ignored in talks, in walks in whatever shit lahs.
but it's SINCE SCHOOL START that i started feeling so weird.
i got ignored by YOU for no reason. when i tried speaking t you, you ended up giving me a blank face - hello? can you give me an expression at least? or tell me you're ignoring me?
i can't take this anymore, YOU CAN'T KEEP IGNORING ME WHENEVER YOU LIKE AND TALK TO ME WHENEVER YOU LIKE AND TREAT ME AS A TRANPARENT AS AND WHEN YOU LIKE! i'm a human being girl, i'm not a robot w/o feelings. and you know, i trust you know that.
i know you're in a bad mood sometimes, but i didn't make you angry, so you shouldn't do this to me when you're as normal to the others.
everything's going on well, only you.
( it's only one particular person i'm referring to, it's bothering me too much i have to say it out. )

sunday : went Bishan and TPY.

chio right? (:

CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB :D:D:D
maybe not? :X

DANCERS YO! :D

BYE(:

it can't be love once more

2009-01-18T10:28:00.002+08:00

Yayyness.
me changed blogskin le, very yellowy right?! i know .. i wanna change the background to white also, and i did, but i decided to change back to yellow, cause .. aiyah, got time i screen shot down the white background looks like what ._.
and, hohos, new blog song, enjoyyyy :D

i can't be falling for C.A.B again .. ):

2009-01-18T09:47:00.001+08:00

i wanna change blogskin!
but mozilla firefox cannot go into blogskins.com! omgomgomg.
i've to use internet explorer now ._.

tatas ..

when there was me and you

2009-01-17T19:14:00.006+08:00

IT'S MY GIRL'S BIRTHDAY TODAY.
but i cannot go out to celebrate with them ):
wanna tell you, happy 16th birthday, you're older by another year! this year must chiong studies le, and sorry that we couldn't accompany you th past few days, and the following few days as we're busy with dance rehearsals. of course, maybe i ain't the one you probably wanna spend more time with, but i still hope to spend more time w you :D ily, and lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASM SIAOEHS :D

THURSDAY
unpleasent day. unpleasent feeling.
pretty unpleasent.
trust me, i can rant the whole post about it but i just think i shouldn't as ... it's over, and ... i thouroughly gave up, so .. that's all.

FRIDAY
um, have to apologise to hansel. was supposed to have dinner with him, HE OWED ME A DINNER CAUSE HE MADE ME ANGRY :P hees.
anyway, had to cancel in the end cause .. just couldn't make it.

SATURDAY

JASM'S BIRTHDAY.

went hougang for lunch w mummy and kenneth.
then head to kovan to buy braaaas :D
omgomgomg, i bought 2 braaaas, LOL, sounds so obsence.

AND, kenneth and i saw this really WEIRD / OBSCENE / DISGUSTING thingy .. and i kinda took a picture of it, SO .. read on! it's pictures time sooon :D

terr, fab, zian and gang kena punished outside class? LOL!

baobei in rehearsel. RANDOM ._.

omgomgomg, seeee! soooo disgusting!!!! BLEAH >.<

chio uh? i take de mah!

when i have to choose to give up ...
when i can use those chances to talk to you guys more ..
when i think of what can i do to cheer you up ..
when i tried to make a fool of myself to put a smile on your face ..
nothing else mattered to me more then you guys ..

yet when i need someone , i could only find someone ..
whom isn't as close to me as you guys are ..
where's th love?

i just don't have to chance to speak t you guys , when in an outing , at all.

sometimes people leave you puzzled

2009-01-14T20:42:00.011+08:00

HEYYO.
lemme just upload the OVERDUE pics first :D
( okay, 5 secs and im done. LOL! kidding! )
and THANK YOU EDMUND KOR FOR HELPING ME UPDATE YTD :D

okeh, let me try and recap what happen to my "exciting" life.
hmm, basically, been rather busy w dance this few days. balancing dance, studies and stuffs are like soooo difficult. i mean, i've been trying soo hard to keep much w my work and my dance this few days. roar, i'm kinda tired whenever i'm in class. LOL.

seriously, everytime i reach home, it's 6plus. but yesterday was different. i reached home at like 3 plus. and one thing i needa complain! I WAITED FOR THE FREAKING 119 FOR LIKE ONE FREKAING HOUR. tell me wtf is this man. total BULLSHIATXZXZ !!
roar, sorry, i'm angry w the stooopid bus.
AND TODAY! i waited for like 45 mins for the damn bus. omgomgomg, 119 is getting SLOWER and SLOWER ._.

okeh, and hmm, i think people around me's been pretty weird. i mean, hey, i talk to them and they either turn away or they just you know, never reply?! roar. kinda pissed off. but anyway, i think everything's improving day by day.

except you, the only one. yes, the one i trusted. not that you betrayed me or smth. did i like do anything that you'll have to give me that attitude? i mean, hey, whenever i call your name, you like don't care when thing is, you heard me. and when others call, you react immediately. i tried talking to you, but i got like super cold response. trust me, i'm stretching my patience towards you. probably you're in bad moods or you're having some problems, but you're treating me way too diffenrently from other friends you have, and i really cannot take it anymore. i wanted to talk to you but you didn't respond, so there's practically nothing i can do.

2009-01-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

BE BACK TMR ! lots of stuffs to update (:

can i ever trust love again.

2009-01-11T16:54:00.002+08:00

heyyo.
i stop updating at friday yea? so let's continue :D

FRIDAY
well, school was pretty boring - IF I DIDN'T REMEMBER WRONGLY :X
and erm, was supposed to go for dance prac and sec 1's dance audi. but last min decided to go to NANYANG POLY for their open house. and anyway, there's transport, so why not, more choices to make then(:
but well, i must say, i'm not that impressed w the school. honestly, i would really really prefer TEMASEK POLY then NYP cause i really feel that NYP has a weird surrounding ._.
sorry if i offended anyone w my comment(:

and after NYP, went compass w jasm, jo and jessie. for dinner? jasm and i ate dessert, hmmm, not bad lohs? :D

SATURDAY
CIP day. whole class was posted to serangoon. hello, singapore may seem big but its small in fact ._.
so, anyway, walked to school w TPY(: which woah, nearly late, but heng, never late. but then, there's someone later then me anyway :P

met jessie at parade square, then have to go sit in classes.
lynn and i waited for jo to arrive, hohos, mingxian's like damn bad to daniel.g please ._.

AFTER FIFTEEN MINUTES LATER,
josephine goh wy came ..

ONE HOUR LATER,
jackie goh jj came ..

lmaos. afterwhich, we went to plaza sing ( jo, jackie, lynn and meee )
cause hey, use your butt also know, how much donation can you get from serangoon when your whole class is there? LOL
met jessie and chenning there, had breakfast at mac. then moved on to asking for donations. but we had to keep walking cause like there's other school asking for donations TOOOO ._.

finally stopped at ciney, and the guard told us - we're not supposed to do flag day there. cause it's PRIVATE PROPERTY. waaaaa, sut lohs. roar. my leg pain know ):
FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY, we stopped at the stretch from ciney's traffic light to taka there.

jackie, chenning and i went to this place, erm, there's the MARRIOT HOTEL beside us, so yea, we kinda got quite alot of donations - lots of tourists mah! hahas :P
i think my tin got like 20 plus 30? of which 17 bucks are NOTES ! yes yes yes, i've got one $10 note, one $5 note and one $2 note, the rests are like $1 and stuffs, LOL. not bad le ehs :D

but when compared to last year, it's nothing ): sianxzxzxz.

ANYWAY, went home to bathe after CIP and then met terr at my house downstairs. then we took a bus to compass and met hanli there. lynn came later on lahs.
went to library, cause ... i brought the lappy out, BUT I DIDN'T BRING THE INTERNET USB out .. omg, i think i'm so smart ._.
anyway, there's wireless at library, so cool please. did our research and tatas. OHOH, which reminds me i have to print it out, LMAOLMAO.

HOME THEN (:

SUNDAY - today
kenneth's birthday! gonna have steamboat at home and all my relative's coming, lol.
erm, went hougang mall and met w huileng, bought the book for kenneth and played arcade for awhile. jasm, jo and jessie appeared out of nowhere and jessie tried to scare me while i'm playing halfway. LOL! haha.
left after one last game, and here i am, blogging :D

sorry, i'm using another lappy to type this post out, so no pics yet ):
next post aites :D

CIAOS :D

if we were still ...

2009-01-10T15:35:00.003+08:00

i used past tense for my title, so .. well, don't wanna mention who is it, nothing good will come out of it. anyway, hope things will clear up soon, and hope you'll change back to how you were last year. i really get pissed off seeing the change in you this year. tatas.

erm, hey.
i'm at the library now, typing this post. OMG, so cool shitxzx please. terrance hoe is like beside me, HANGING HIS HEAD DOWN - thinking i didn't see it ._.
flag day today - NICEEEE but tiring :P
talk more tomorrow. LOL

a few pistures so brighten up my post :P

CIAOS :D

been pretty busy.

2009-01-08T17:26:00.004+08:00

OKEH, i know, i'm sooo sorry for not updating.

BUT FIRST! i wanna say : IM SOOOOO IN LOVEEEEE WITH TWILIGHT BOOKS and of course, EDWARD CULLEN AND BELLA SWAN :D:D:D they're like soooo sweet okay and they're like the perfect couple! :D

TUESDAY
i'm like being asked to drop A maths cause i failed my 2008 EOY and my retest during the hols last year. LOL. okeh, kinda in a difficult position.
mummy doesn't want me to drop a maths, but i really cannot take it anymore. i mean, hey, why not spend the time studying a maths on stuffs like e maths, geog and others? well, i suck not only at a maths, but others too. so i think what mrs yim say is really true, she makes me think alot. WOW.

terr and fab! better concentrate on studies hor, sec 3 already, cannot play liao! BUCK UP!

anyway, decision is, yea, i'm dropping a maths.

and, CCA CARNIVAL today. hmm, was really erm, sian at first. like, for the first 15 to 20 mins, ONLY ONE GUY SIGNED HIS NAME. lol, but i must say that he's really brave! this kind of guy, i like! - don't misunderstand lehs, i like meaning i like his attitude, eh heh heh :P
and, we danced like 1234567891011 times of dance, mostly the wacking dance but we also danced the punggol street dance ( soldiers and rats ), hmms, i think that's all?

WEDNESDAY
i specially put alarm at like 6.00am to wake myself up to get ready.
reason?
we ( seniors ) arranged a short meeing w the juniors at 07.30am. and guess what, when 7.30am strikes, ONLY FOUR JUNIORS CAME ._. was kinda angry, pissed off ( same ehs? LOL ) and also disappointed. then the others slowly came in, kinda wdf. but i couldn't show my anger, so i shut up. WOW.

anyway, the meeting finally started at like what, 0745am i think. and it goes on to 0800am and then we did our warm ups and stuffs.
sorry janna, we used up your time ):
janna thought us new steps today. such a pity like, the song has to be cut shorter due to time constrain ): and i seriously, honestly hope that the juniors can BUCK UP! otherwise, we can't even dance our last CNY dance ):
P R A Y H A R D !

TODAY - THURSDAY
okeh, i think firstly, jo and jasm's gonna say that i'm crazy ( probably in their blogs or smth ). i think i really am. but i seem to be in a really good mood in the morning. well, maybe not good mood, just that, i feel happy, for no reason thou. I SWEAR ._.
at the parade square, i did smth really funny. i drank the PLAIN water and i said : " wah, very nice lehs! " then hil, huileng and jasm went like, wtf? that's plain water lehs.
and i went errrrrrrrr ._.

HAHAHA. and during recess, i kept shouting i wanted to eat beehoon cause it looks nice and i loveee beehoon. okeh, it's really crazy >.<
NOW I WONDER WHY I DID THAT FOR -.-'

i've been pretty busy this few days. apart from cca and school. there's like homeworks, which YES! i'm sooo proud to say i did my homeworks, i wrote down every single thing in my journal book and and and! i'm sooo happy i really flipped through my journal book to see what i have to do and read and all :D :D :D

to be honest, i'm doing this probably for my parents sake.
on 1st jan 2009, i promised daddy mummy to be a good girl, to concentrate on studies and also to score less then 15 for my o's. and i wanna fulfill them (:
and also, mrs pereira. she's a really nice teacher, and she's a very stirct form teacher. probably checking of journal everyday is inspired by her, LOL :D i don't wanna disappoint any of them, but of course, myself toooo :D
heehees.

TOMORROW'S PLAN?
well, supposed to go for the NYP open house, but somehow, some other people who didn't raise up their hands AT FIRST suddenly wanna go and the consent forms are all taken and ROAR, i'm angry! O.o
but well, maybe that proves that i don't have the yuen fen to go see see NYP. LOL, or maybe i ask sean bring me there walk walk. LMAO.
also! there's dance and sec 1 audi tomorrow. so yayy! means i can go liao :D :D :D

SATURDAY?
C I P. hohoho. suddenly i'm sooo enthu! :P

oh, one more thing before i end this post w no pictures =X ( pardon me, i'm using the com now )
MR HAFEEZ IS A REALLY FUNNY CHEM TEACHER. lol

BYE (:

2009-01-05T20:54:00.003+08:00

Hey.

SATURDAY
turned out i didn't go bugis alone. my super lovely girl accompanied me, and she kinda regretted, IN A GOOD WAY! anyway, my lovely girl is H-U-I-L-E-N-G. alright, she's really nice loh! pangseh her pri sch friends to acc me :D
FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, i spent so much at bugis, maybe not alot to you all lah, but it's like my highest record alright. so truth is, i spent $64 on clothes & stuffs, and the other $20 on arcade, food, drinks stuffs. yeah, so total adds up to like $84. it's like ALOT to me ):
i brought $100 out, left w $12, WTF ):

anyway, forget about that. HUILENG SAYS SHE DON'T WANNA GO BUGIS W ME ANYMORE ):
HAHAHA, because everytime i see smth nice, i take it and say : " AYE! NICE RIGHT! " then she'll be so tempted to buy, and then she cannot control herself. LOL!
but anyway, we're planning to go back to bugis like 3rd day of new year i think? somewhere there lahs :D
sooooo gonna shop again.
LOL, oh oh, jessie also very angry, cause i used $64 to buy 8 items, she say not fair. LOL :P

SUNDAY
HAHAHA, stayed at home for spring cleaning, is it abit too early?! LMAO ._. no choice, parents idea - LOL

MONDAY
HONESTLY, i enjoyed school today. maybe apart from wearing the super long skirt ( thanks carina! ) which is sooo below my knee, so not my usual skirt lahs. sooo uncomfortable, aha. i'm wearing my normal skirt tomorrow LA! :P

life's pretty unpredictable. things happen just like that, surprises huh.
dance today is pretty much of a surprise. one moment we're practicing, then the next, we're sitting down on the floor ( seniors ) cause we couldn't perform for CNY ):
okeh, it's really sad. we did put in alot of hard work. but pioneers said that we should give the juniors a chance to shine and learn and stuffs, so, i guess that makes me feel better. nahs, no grudges against miss zu (: i still love her :D

i kinda miss roy, shahidah and other suisen mates ):
meet up soon guys? :D

HOHO, look at the stuffs we bought.
erm, i got like probably 6 bags, but i squeezed all into one!
and huileng got like 12345678910 bags, nahnah! kidding :P

on the bus back, decided to take photos since we're too busy shopping to take when we meet.

So-not-zilian.
she looked away! LOL

HUILENG ACT CUTE!! hahaha
( she said it herself! )

OKEH!
this machine is at bugis. and it's not the normal kinda machine.
TRY IT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN!
&& i'm soo proud i actually got to stage 3 ! :D

this is using my phone to zilian lahxzxz

the 8 items i bought?
i realised i bought 2 blues stuffs ?!
omg, am i falling in love w BLUE?!

okeh, that's my usual skirt ( not that clear ) and th longer skirt i wore today.
TELL ME THE DIFFERENCES?!

& TPYTPYTPY, i'm like not attached? LOL
BYE :D

not just another day

2009-01-02T20:47:00.009+08:00

HELLO :D
school day today, was pretty much looking forward to it, honestly! i mean, HEY, i aim to be a good girl from 1st jan onwards! slack is the best word to describe school today :X
ate lunch w jasm and jes at canteen, jo's at SL and mely's at idk where ):

i'm finishing HOT SHOT already! yayy yayy yayy!

i'm going shopping at bugis tomorrow - ALONE? maybe .. =X who want go with me? LOL

RESOLUTIONS FOR 2009
1. BE A GOOD GIRL! :D:D:D
2. CHIONG MY STUDIES ( every subject! ), no matter how difficult it is!
3. Stay single =X ( try? :X:X:X:X:X )
4. Concentrate on my studies and dance(:
5. BE POSITIVE EVERYDAY / EVERY MOMENT :D
6. Be like how i was in sec 1 and 2 (:
7. GO JOGGING AT LEAST THREE TIMES A WEEK!!! ( MUST MUST MUST ! - JESSIE?! WANT??! hahaha =X )

-- that's a few i could think of now .. (: --

PICTURES, from my phone, from jo's blog, from nat's blog :D
( pretty random arrangement (: )

GANLAOPO <33

SIAOEHS , AIAI <33

GIRLF, BAOBEI <33

KRIS ! that's jo and carina SMASHING ice! hahaha =X

Eileen, fiona (: AIAI AND MEEEE :D

Nat oh starting fire :O GIRLS :D

3e3 girls ( not all lah ._. ) Carina and meeee - throwing turkey in progress ._.

HOHO! GANLAOPO <33 ( she seduce me, SEE SEE SEE ! ! =P )

Carina <33, and making banner in progress :D

CLASS 3e3 <3 , e3 girls (:

THE COOKS! mememe =X trying not to smile, BUT EVERYONE burst out laughing
( using nat oh's smile shutter ! )

oh, this is following from the above, CAUGHT THE TURKEY ! :O
Nat, Carina, Kris, Jo, Jasm, Jes and meee :D

playing STRESS w jo, SUPER STRESS =X
NICE RIGHT?!

Jes, Jasm & Me <3
carina and jasm w jasm's LV scarf! :O

Me, jasm, jo and jes <3
heh, listening to jo talking, Carina also have one! :P

see this trolley FULL of bags? I PUSH IT OKAY! ): hahas.
carina and kris smiled, so the smile shutter went off and everyone's CANDID ! omg =X

CIAOS :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR - 2009.

2008-12-31T12:35:00.020+08:00

[edited on 1st january ]

HI PEOPLE :D
these are ~~half of~~ all the pictures i took at malacaa / on the way to malaccca ._. that's like alot.
& i'm gonna blog about so many things?! omgomgomg.

got quite alot of stuffs from malacca, for girlfriends, guys and me of course :P
hmm, had nonya food for dinner for 2 days in a row, SPICY but NICEEEEEEE :D
they've got really nice heels there, LOTS OF SHOE SHOP! but all those i ike all don't have my size, wdfwdfwdf, so unfair please. BUT i finally found one, w mummy! FINALLY, i'm looking forward to new year, cause of my heels! butbutbut, i still haven't got my new year clothes):

went for a swim on day 2 morning, with kenneth and joseph. OHOH, did i mention i saw hansel at malacca and we happened to stay in the same hotel - holiday inn ( and it's only one year old! ) - and he's one floor above me :D omgomgomg, so coincidence please! hahaha.
went shopping on both days, omg, damn tiring okay. they've got like what quicksilver, roxy, espirit, just alot alot alot lah! damn song, we finished 1000 ringit in like 2 days =X mummy kept saying i spent most of it =X

back on 28th dec 2008,
sewed dance banner / went GIANT w jasm, jo, nat oh, carina, kris and wanting on the 29th dec 2008,
dance / class BBQ at east coast on 30th dec 2008,
MELY'S COUNTDOWN CHALET on 31st dec 2008,

HAPPY NEW YEARZXZXZXZXXZX on 1st jan 2009 :D

~~gotta stop, sorry, see you all soon!~~

in the car, kenneth and i was like playing w mummy's golf hat :X
with different poses :P

the road

HARHARHAR, so unglam =X

cute buildings yea?!

okeh, this is so keh yan, they got this countdown thingy ( 99 secs! ), super long please.

HOLIDAY INN - chio chio :D

our room ..

FXCK ! we didn't bring our laptops along ):

the scenery from our window

CHIO CHIO :D

view outside our door's window ? LOL

THIS CLAYPOT RICE, IS DAMN YUMMY!

the hawker's damn cute ..
damn cultural .

the nonyna ... erm .. restaurant thingy? LOL!

natalie and her ahma(:

kenneth, joseph and meeee at restaurant in day 1.

joseph .

mummy && ahma :D

kenneth, joseph and meeeee .

trying to be a superman? .. erm ..

LOL!

damn chio please!

group photo.

christmas tree at the mall -X

ahma <3

im doing ahma's signature moves! pouty mouths, HOHOHO

finally, a nice one =X

mummy took this.

somewhere near the musuem or smth ..

the trishaw damn cute please, so keh yan ._.

sean's siao one ..

hoho, i like this !

my mummy <3

this green tea is weird ..

the coupon also damn cute lohs

heh, zilian =X

baby dominic , SO CUTE LAH!they look like bros yeah!?

LMAOxz.

baby dom! :D

the coke here damn Oschool please!

nonyna dished, yummy :D

OMG, candid!

natalie.

this "UFO" go up and down and turn around, LOL!

mummy, kenneth and joseph went to sit the "UFO", HAHAH =X

the views at "UFO"

baby dom at our room! :D

sooo cute pleaseeeee :P

ahma and i bought a TOTO there =X

GUESS WHO IS THIS ?!?!? :O

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GARFIELD! lol

goodbye pool ._.

first attempt to capture the raining scenery ..

second attempt, still failed ._.

HOHO, finally done ;D

last dinner at JB :D
DAMN YUMMY!

class BBQ (:

i feel like i'm going camping , LOL!

at lobby ;P

hoh, hansel!

joseph w his SPONGEBOB boxer, wth

preparing for a swimxzxzxz.

after swim lah.

after swimming, bathing and out . LOL

this doggy damn cute please!

cool shitxzxz.

mango shallock sago, nice :D

stuffs i bought ^^ vv

will upload many other photos from class BBQ, GIANT and countdown :D
school tomorrow ):
im in love w lan qiu huo !
CIAOS :D

2008-12-30T16:13:00.002+08:00

WENT GIANT W JASM, JO, NAT, CARINA, WANTING and KRIS.
they're like damn high please, and STUPID JO - look here, you freaking didnt mention me on your freaking blog, be happy i mentioned you hur! BLEAHXZXZXX _|_

CLASS BBQ TODAYXZXZXZ ...
probably blog at night or tomorrow morning?! :D
i know, i still owe you guys the malaysia post :P

2008-12-29T21:40:00.001+08:00

omg. jo they all didn't keep my blog alive D: D: D: D:
anyway, IM BACK YTD NIGHT :D
bought quite alot of stuffs =X hmm, and of course stuffs for girlfriends(:
stupid jackie, THINK I SO BOXIM MEHS ~~
i'll blog tmr :S tired lahs :P

LOVE YOU GUYS :D

can i make a confession?

2008-12-25T12:11:00.006+08:00

Okeh, i'm supposed to blog. but be prepared, i think i'm gonna rant in the first part ._.

FCUK THE FCUKING CONNECTION,
from 10plus onwards, i've been trying to reply messages and each time i reply, my phone gave me a "connection error" thingy, and i've to keep pressing "resend resend resend resend".
omg, and worse of all, AT 12 MIDNIGHT, i sent the messages to wish lovelies and some other close friends merry x'mas, I ENDED UP PRESSING "RESEND RESEND RESEND" for like 25 mins and IT STILL CAN'T BE SENT TO ALL THE RECIPENTS! wdf ... ...

anyway,
i'll be meeting lovelies later on, & guess this will be the last post of the day and of this week as i'll be going to malacca tomorrow till 28th dec, but idk what time i'll be back, LOL.
CAN JOJO / JASM / MELY / JESSIE HELP ME KEEP MY BLOG ALIVE ? :P

May god bless us :D
Merry X'mas,
ily (:

HOHOHO (:

2008-12-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

MERRY X'MAS TO EVERYONE I KNOW, OR DON'T KNOW :P

tampines w huileng today, ARCADExzxzxz.
we kinda changed target, decided to train on DDR instead! haha, cause the arcade at tampines, the bball machine, TOO MANY PROS lah ):
but i still love bball machine okay! got lots of memories lohs ...

played like 12345zxzxzx rounds of DDR. TIRING, but fun :D

tatas, nothing else :P
CIAOS :D

my life's like so great without you :P

2008-12-23T16:43:00.005+08:00

OHMYGOD.
i'm addicted to my blog song! i must be crazy :P
daddy bought my an mp4 :D omgomgomg. so random ...

I WANT TO GO TO ARCADEXZXZXZXZX. was texting w huileng last night, we said our next boyf must LOVE bball machine and MUST know how to play like us :D LOL, though our skill not that good lah =P

dance was TIRING today! i've got a pic, jessie tou qing ( in chinese ) ._. KIDDING LAH!
but anyway, jasmine yap taught us whacking, the song's finished! omg, that's fast. we learnt alot of steps today, that is why we're dead beat by the end of the day.
had lunch w jessie, FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, at plaza. haha, she was complaining about the food, LONG STORY! :P

SEEEEE!

lastly, OMG, MY DADDY'S SOOO GOOD TO ME :D

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you, and your soul of ice
I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in her heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

BYE :D

what's life all abt ?

2008-12-22T19:52:00.002+08:00

HEYHEY.

limbu's playing w facebook now, so fun okay, but i still noobxzxz lah. but jo said it's very fun, SO I'M PLAYING. lol!
imma very happy today, cause dance's just soooo DOPE! and then arcade w huileng at tampines, which i went to collect smth from yaling(:

BYEBYE :D
( i realise my posts are getting shorter and shorter ;P )

2008-12-21T22:17:00.004+08:00

Hi.
went to cousin's house for early christmas celebration today. sadded, there's no present to take ): but anyway, there's lots of pics, but only limited from my cam, so, just take a look :D
i'll try & get the rest from my cousins(:

7 books! hiong hor? =X

random.

jamie :D

ardella & jamie :D

ardella :D

mummy! HOHOHO! =X

ps : daddy already squat down le, mum still shorter by so much =P

daddy and ewan :D

jamie <33

CIAOS :D

2008-12-20T14:05:00.002+08:00

3 things limbu detest most :

1. stupid sickening cowards. crappy.

2. putting trust in people to find out that they're not there for you all the time, instead, backstab you. sucky. i'm pointing at just two person here, but no way my lovelies.

3. mather-farker (:

I'm celebrating christmas tomorrow, w cousins and stuffs. LOL. sorta not in a christmas kinda mood :P